SLN

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	It stands for either Sub-Living-Nilla or Switch-Living-Nilla. My only experience of the lifestyle was a few years ago when my wife allowed me to experience the joys of gentle, loving submission in bondage, sex, through sensation play (not pain), and as a service sub. It was the time of my life I felt most right and most alive, regretably it was also something that ultimately my wife was unable to accept. That is why I live nilla. Since then, while I know I feel most right in a submissive role, I also have experienced the desire to be dominant. I have no experience of this and do not know if it goes beyond the fantasy level or if it is something that would feel wrong if it were a reality. My confusion, and believe me when you feel right having experienced a way of living then living differently for the person you love is confusing, leads me to leave my name as initials so that S could be Sub or Switch. I come here to be among other who can accept the part of my soul yearning to breathe free within a collar, longing to hold a leash within my hands. I come here to be among others who share my sexuality. I am not, however, interested in forming any offline relationship.