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	DO NOT WRITE ME IF YOUR A MALE SWITCH..DO NOT WRITE ME IF YOUR A MALE SWITCH, DO NOT WRITE ME IF YOUR A MALE SWITCH, THINK THAT WILL SINK IN NOW? DON'T DO IT/I AM NOT INTERESTED .......DO FILL OUT YOUR PROFILE.. Well, what can I say about myself? It is only one year ago that I happened to be introduced to the so called lifestyle. By accident actually. Talk about learning from trial and error.. It did turn out to be that he is/was a Sadist and really should be with what they call a pain slut..I do like some pain but there are limits, more into bondage and really want to explore that!! Don't get me wrong I did enjoy him, it is just that I think I am the one with the limitations...(just being nice here, he beat me really bad once and that is sick folks...I AM NOT AN ANIMAL..) I have found that I have a submissive nature with men. The right man that is, otherwise I am a pretty aggressive and strong women both physically and mentally. I do feel aggressive toward women though and am eager to explore that corner of my mind. I did enjoy the dynamics of a Dom/sub relationship, but, let it go for a while to think about things. The conclusion is the vanilla world is just about ice cream now to me. I also have found that this busy crazy world is something that I just like to get away from time to time. I don’t know if I will be or can be ever be into 24/7, or“owned” or someone’s “slave.” That is something that isn’t given away so freely or ever actually taken. I would call myself a bedroom sub and a domestic sub... That is something that is earned and worked on and upon I should think. I pretty much don’t think I shall ever think of myself or refer to myself as a “subbie.” Never say never though… I am bi-sexual, or perhaps bi-playful for I do not seek -out just the company of women. What really does it for me is to be involved with a special man and then seek-out and introduce a woman into that. Well, after six solid months of contemplation and reflection into myself I have decided that the D/s dynamics is something I do seek. It isn’t something that is going to bring anyone to run off into the sunset, but it is/when together an intense and enjoyable encounter/relationship/realm. I also will never be a so called doormat, or a slave...it would take a hell of a man to even get close to approaching ANYthing resembling that.... What I am looking for is a woman of a submissive nature to join us.

Hey kid your probably really gay so admit it. Your a fucking joke. Chicken shit asshole.

thanks for the laughs
love ya

Do you have messenger msn, hotmail or yahoo for chatting cam to cam? metinpamuk.com or metinpamuk@.com
BOGGLES MY MIND NOT EVEN AN INTRO..
GAWD

not getting on a plane and traveling.
please don't write me if you live further away than a hundred miles.
You would get very tired of traveling to see me.
Be realistic please.

PLEASE READ.
IT IS A SIMPLE THING.
DO NOT WRITE ME AND SAY YOUR 35 AND JUST MOVED A CLOSE 80 MILES AWAY FROM ME AND WANT TO START UP.
GEES.

ok...you live almost in California
you write to me and say you want to explore to see if there is any connection.
Does that make any sense realistically speaking????
I just don't get it.
ARE there women OUT there that, what, pick up and move across the planet for men they meet on a computer?
I have to be crazy...or stupid.
maybe both.

Dah, so your going to tell me that there are men out there who have never thought of,or who have had a sexual encounter with another man? Your being lied too. I'm honest and you can't deal with it.
THIS IS WHAT A BI MAN WROTE TO ME.
UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE.
CANT FUCK YA, SO FUCK YA.
poor form.

I HAVE NO REASON TO CHAT/ESPECIALLY WITH MEN THAT LIVE FAR.
THERE IS NOT ONE GOOD REASON.
THERE IS NOTHING I CAN TELL YOU OR YOU CAN TELL ME.
I AM NOT INTERESTED.
I WILL WAIT FOR MY LOCAL AND AVAILABLE MAN.
THAT DOESN'T MEAN, MARRIED.
THAT DOESN'T MEAN A SMOKER.
THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANOTHER SADIST.
HE WILL KNOW ME WHEN HE FINDS ME.
THUS CONCLUDES THIS REPORT FOR THE TWO THOUSANDTHHHH TIME.
GOOD LUCK.
SINCERELY I MEAN IT.

Just because someone told you about this site, and just because you think it all sounds like a good idea, doesn't really give you the right to call yourself "Dom."
It doesn't take long for a real sub woman to figure out that you are a wannabe.
This is not a game.
This is not a notch on the bedpost.
This is not a casual thing.
This is a serious undertaking.
If you would like to educate yourself, read books.
Good luck.
I shall wait and sit on it....

I don't chat. Especially with men from out of state..what is there to talk about? I have a real life, real friends etc. I do not amass cyber friends, never did.
I only want to meet a local and available man.
It is a simple thing.

When you write me from Chicago, and your 20 years younger than I am, and you want to be friends, and chat, I am afraid that isn't going to happen.

I am waiting for my man and he is out there and I will wait patiently, I am not in a hurry, I do not sell myself short, I am not fat, or needy with a low self-esteem..

Can you possibly imagine?
I chatted a little with a man that I finally could thing that maybe there would be a connection. Met him for a casual drink and within the hour find out he lives IN the house with his wife WHILE he is getting a divorce.
Where do they come up with these stories.
Was enlightening to say the least.
JOKERS WILD IN MASSACHUSETTS.
I am still waiting..

Summer is passing by
Where is he?
I will know him when..

He is taller than I am.
He is about 200 lbs.
He has hair.
He has a nice smile.
He has a good attitude.
He is funny.
He is fair.
He isn't poor.
He would never embarass me in public.
He likes me to dote on him.
He likes me to look good for him.
He is my world.
He is out there.

My goodness. I want MY Dom man, not someone elses, so thank-you for your offers to join YOU and YOUR man, although entertaining the thought was fun for a split second, it is somewhat like borrowing someone elses everything.
I want my own thanks.

switch men don't write me that is a turn-off for me.
Wicked.
Kills my mojo.
Dead.

For those who cannot read....
Not into married men.....
I am a novice....
not a player''....
thats it.

Well, I woke up this morning and looked out at the sunshine and thought, it is a beautiful day, a little cold, but nonetheless glorious..
I am a possitive up-beat person, the glass is always half full.
I cannot be around downbeat depressing people..
I am longing for and searching for a special man that can appreciate me for the woman I am.
If you cannot get up every morning and grab the bull by the horns and say "Hey life here I am and there is nothing that can get me down!..
Then, I suppose your not the man for me.

I have a lot to offer and that is a commodity that has to be negotiated.
Yes, I do want to submit to the PROPER man, not just anyone.
These women that call themselves "subbies" really give it all away way too fast.
I do have a switch side, and yes I enjoy that, but bascially I want a Dom man just for myself.
NOT someone that wants to play a bunch of games with others, not someone that is a player or what they call a so called wannabe..
I am strong minded and independent and that is something that will be appreciated and respected by the man I become involved with.

Gotta get dressed and get out into that sunshine.
Too bad it wasn't spring or summer I would ratched-down my canoe on top of my Explorer and go trout fishing all day ALONE...
WARMLY,
signed,
waiting to be woken up,
Sleeping Beast.

someone to spend some quality time with that has the capablility of not only wanting a fun-time physical relationship, but more importantly, realizes that thee most important sex-tool so to speak is between the ears.

There are hundreds of so called play partners out there, actually, they write to me all the time.
I try to reply in a polite fashion, but mostly they just want to jump right into the center arena of my life and become my conductor without any sort of expectation of their having to actually do anything to earn that themselves..
This D/s relationship if something of grave importance to me, and I am not embarking on anything that would consitute just "play."
This is something that I feel has to be nurtured, and grown from the bottom-line upwards.
Trust and understanding are paramount to me.

I am a natural sub, an I am a bedroom sub, and I am a domestic sub.
That is not something that is going to be given away on some playground.
That is a gift and a jewel that should be (and shall be) treasured, nurtured, loved, respected, and appreciated.
I myself, love to adore and serve a man. I long for that special person to come along that is will ing and has the capacity to bring all that out in me.

I joined this site with the desire of perhaps learning and conversing, and with hopes (albiet...they had dwindled somewhat..) of meeting a DOM man that I could develop a special relationship with.

These Doms SAY they want to chat, and they SAY they want to mentor, but, in reality they just want a sub woman for their beck and call.
Well, I say bully for them and good luck to you too.

So, we can "chat" if you wish.

warmly,

Sleeping Beast

Well, I went to the Fetish Fair in Providence for the week-end, alone, mind you. I wasn't looking for anything in particular, in the line of a human being that is. I wanted to just enjoy people and perhaps purchase a few things and maybe attend some classes, and go to the ball etc.
Well fate has a way of walking up and hitting you in the head like a two by four..

You never know when you get up in the morning when and if your life is going to take a turn for the better when it comes to relationships.

You have to have a positive attitude and put your best foot forward.

Into the unknown?

Yes.

Woman's intuition.

Wish me luck.

xo

you know I would really like to meet a nice sub woman.
Really bring out my bi side..
Finding a Dom man is really a daunting task.
Just the right petrie dish is hard to find..
wish me luck!

Going to the Fetish Fair on Sat in Boston.
Should prove interesting to say the least.
Soup to nuts.
over 100 exhibitors..
maybe buy some toys..
jewelry..
clothes..
whatever.

Please do not write me if you are married. I am not interested in a dead-end road.
Do NOT want to just "play" am not a "subbie" and don't ever want to think of myself as such.
This is not a game and I am not just an object..
It is much deeper and more important to me to be chopping it up like that.
So, married men, just move on, and NO you are not the one to change my mind.
thank-you very much..

Let us cut right to it.
I am looking for a kinder Dom man.
Not someone that just wants to play at fun and games.
I do not have to be heavily cropped and whipped every single time.
Also am looking for a LTR.
Not just someone that wants to see me every 7-10 days.
Someone that can appreciate me for the precious commodity I feel I am.
Someone that wants a Submissive woman that not only has a body but a mind.
Is this so much of a challenge?
Not into crazy shit like blood-letting and enemas...etc.
A sane man should know these things.
ARE all Doms crazy>?
Go ahead give me some answers.

How is that?

How is it that men think they can write to you and say, "I am in the mood for sex"
and what?

are you supposed to swoon?

to start a relationship with a woman on here it is essential that your first contact be polite.

Say hello, make a statement, ask a question or two and leave it at that.

Spelling and puncuation gets extra points also.

Is it that most of the sub women on here want to simply throw themselves at you men and lay down and fucking die?

Because if so I have to be absolutely crazy.

How can you or how could you even start a relationship worth ANYTHING that way?

That is like a creature that feeds on dead material, what is that... gotta look that up again.

point being, this is a serious undertaking not a game Men.

give it your best shot.

xo

It is summer time..
beautiful nights...
cool breezes...
up at the crack of dawn,
birds chirping..

I float in my canoe fishing, thinking, when?

Time is on my side, I shall wait.

I would like to chat and see what makes me tick and also maybe you..would like to talk with people to see what this all has to offer life..
I am enjoying learning about my submissiveness, loosing inhibitions, and the joys of pleasure this has to offer..

Am looking for a local man for LTR, and yes that involves the love word.
This is not a game to me, this is a serious undertaking. I am not the woman for you if you think you can just jump into a position with me that we have not both worked toward, on, and for.

I am bi-sexual and am interested in finding a woman to dominate..and to share with my man.

I do not have a desparate bone in my body. I do not chase and I am looking for an articulate GENTLEMAN (must fit into that vanilla world first and foremost..) to have an open communication with..

Fair warning, I am not easy, I am a strong, intelligent, articulate, passionate, caring and loving woman.
If that is touting, then so be it, the truth is the truth.

(please do not write me if you are married..also you will have to be a non-smoker..)

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