SlaveofOnyx

Today was.....wow...i cant even begin to describe it....perfect?Fun?I dont know wich it was but maybe i should start from last night....With how nervous i was with todays training/play date with my Master and another couple...i kept waking p continuously from 4 30 am when i had in fct set my alarm clock for 7 am.Finally giving in to the losing battle between sleep and me i woke up at 6 am and started preparing myself for today starting with an enema(Still hate it after all this while).Shaved whatever necessary i could and prepared for the day.My anxiety and dread mounted thinking that today i would finally be experianceing the ginger and hoping that i could just call Master and ask if i could cancel today but I did not.The whole journey from the time i left home upto the time i met with Master i was a bunch of nerves.Wondering what could happen.What would happen.It intensified once i was with Master in the car heading to the designated place for today's playdate.Knowing Master would be there throughout it all helped relax me some.For the first time i experienced bondage and  have to admit being tied down and spread open has a touch of eroticism to it...and turned me on..yes Master grin all u want reading this.As for the other couple who were there i can only refer to them as Sir and Miss as thats what i was instructed to call them and has called them since i stepped into the room.As soon as Master gave Sir the choice of having my ass or pussy and Sir chose to fuck my ass i was worried and nervous....it was new and was gonna be my first anal.Sir helped loosen me up with some of the plugs Master brought but they were in no means a comparison to his size.Lets say even as i sit and type this i m still feeling sore....it hurt but in  good way.Made me wish that Sir had at least fucked my ass another one more time.Master used the vibe on me and i got to admit for the first time i shut my trap and endured it but it was not as bad as the last time Master used the vibe on me so it was pleasurable enough.And for the first time to i was fucked for long periods of time and i have to say it hurt in some moments but i loved it and i got to say i m looking forward to more of this.....Oh....and sucking a pussy proved to be delicious ;)

That is all for now i am too sore and too tired....my bed is seeming so inviting

Just completed 1000 strokes today.It hurts like hell to sit.....but serves as a reminder to me......note to self:always complete tasks on time and don't lie......oh and need to start remembering my safe words.....sigh.....sucks to be me......but yet it turned me on....

a mistake ended everything feel like i m nothig without  master

will be gone for quite a while...have a merry chrstmas and a happ new year...see you in jan :)