I am submissive, I do not consider myself to be a slave, 45 years old from NJ and am looking for a special person to be with.
To develop any relationship you must take the time to get to know that other person. I would never jump into a situation where there was not a mutual level of trust between us nor pay a professional for services.
By writing I hope that will peak your interest enough to get a response even if it is a negative one. I would like to have a vanilla appearance to the outside where only my Mistress and our friends knew of our relationship. If this is not what you are looking for I apologize for taking up you time. You don’t need to read on.
There is burning desire in me to serve a beautiful mistress. I would love to serve you but in order to serve you well I need to get to know you and that can only be done through time and intelligent conversation. When I did service you I would need feedback in order to improve. You get out of something what you put into it, mistakes happen in any relationship if the same mistake happens twice then the relationship should be reexamined. Since I have never had any formal training you can mold me into the submissive of your chosing. I am not saying it would be an easy task but one that would be worth the effort.
Hopefully there is a lady out there that likes to take control, but does not mind knowing the man she is controlling is intelligent, caring male that enjoys life.
