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I'm your average tomboy. My interests include muscle cars, reading sci-fi/fantasy books, playing RPG/FPS video games, watching (some) anime, laser tag, paleontology, among other random things. I prefer t-shirts/cargo pants over dresses/purses, mostly because, well, its hard to roughhouse with the guys and avoid the inevitable indecent exposure that follows from wearing a dress and wrestling.
I'm here because I have become obsessed with finding someone more dominant than myself. I'm curious about how it would feel to be truly submissive, and not merely pretend it.
I had a taste years ago when I was beginning to explore my sexuality. I've always been 'one of the guys' and as such would roughhouse with my friends whenever we had an disagreement to settle (back then it was Halo multiplayer matches usually). And I would be the victor. Sometimes it was because I was a girl. Mostly it was because I knew I had more lower body strength, had a little skill (using leverage and momentum to my advantage), and was willing to accept physical discomfort in order to win. Then one of my friends figured it out. And I will never forget the first time he pinned me. At first I was furious, and was a sore loser for the rest of the day. But there was something else... and I found myself willing to submit to him because of some feeling of 'other' I didn't understand at the time. So I did what any immature stubborn teen would do...I dropped all contact with him, and I regret it to this day.
It is a dark fantasy which has taken over all other desires. I'm a strong willed woman paradoxically drawn to a yearning I can't fully comprehend. I hope I can find some insight on this site, that others' experiences might help, as well as finding a new friend or two.
With life, you just never know.
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