After 6 years as a part of this lifestyle, I am thinking about leaving it behind for good. I no longer desire this in a relationship, other than as an occasional thing. After leaving the woman who is now my ex, a lot about my life has changed for, what I would like to think, the better. I am a different person, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I have left childish notions behind and I believe that I am better for it. Hopefully in the future I will find a woman that is suited for me as I am now, not the woman I used to be.
I am pretty sure that I will be deleting this profile, and my profile. I have no use for this community any longer. I am tired of always being alone and I won't find anyone on here anyway.
