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What I have learned so far:
-In R/L, I am very independent, but privately, being told what to do is intensely exciting. This can range from "suck it" to "hand me that glass". When a woman treats me peremptorily, knowing I will obey, I melt.
-I find that feelings from being spanked over someone's knee -- controlling, comforting, and supporting -- are very intense.
-Serving someone is different than fantasizing about it, scarier but more satisfying. Like reality.
-Likewise, really putting someone's needs ahead of your own is difficult.
-Playing, like life, has to include both humor and seriousness.
-I like it in the ass.
Things I hope to learn:
-What it feels like to really belong to a strong, intelligent woman whose needs mirror what I can offer. Someone whose power I can feel flow through me, adding to my desire to please Her.
-How to find my place as a submissive -- not a voiceless slave, but a subordinate partner who can converse and joke, but ultimately know and show his place
-How to stop topping from the bottom :)
Things I already knew: I am a smart, loyal, funny, honest, and generally optimistic person.
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I have recently become very interested in chastity. I would really love to speak to a local dominant who might act as a keyholder for me. Trust and chemistry are more important to me than experience.
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