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Just thought I would stick my nose in and see who is about. Feel free to say hi if you get chance :-) |
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Fed up of fools who lie and are looking for nothing more than a quick shag. |
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Spring has sprung (well almost)
The grass is rizz (kind of)
I wonder where all
the Daddy Dom's is.
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A very MERRY CHRISTMAS to one and all. Have a great time :-) |
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Hmmm.... haven't written here for a while...
Where are all the UK Daddy Doms searching for littles to care for?
Come out come out wherever you are xx
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Happy New Year one and all. xx |
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Merry Christmas Everyone :-) |
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Any Doms/Dommes/Master's/Mistresses/Daddy's etc out there that would like to give their charge/sub/slave/little one a bag of Naughty Coal for Christmas to wind them up? Check them out on my page at www.facebook.com/craftfetish
£4.00 for standard bags of Naughty Coal
£5.00 for personalised bags of Naughty Coal
Postage is £1.25
Can also do personalised stockings with fetish words/names/phrases etc on them. Prices vary depending on size.
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So I was bored and decided to 'Browse Photo's' .... what is it with guys who post pics of their manhood? Do they really think that women are going to be attracted just by that? I guess maybe some women are. Each to their own. I'm not. Far rather see a pic of their face. You can hardly start off a convo with someone using the opening line "hey, nice penis you have there!".
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Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday dear meeeeeeee
Happy Birthday to me
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'Time is a great healer' or so the saying goes. I've had a response, and a rather feeble apology and I guess that is as much as I am worth. Other than that, barely any contact, so it's time to stop looking back and look to the future. It can only be what I make of it.
I know it will take time to build up a trust in someone, but with the right person, that will happen I'm sure.
The other saying I like is 'Today is the first day of the rest of your life'....right, lets get on with it then shall we :-) |
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I'm still trying to come to terms with being treated so badly. The person who's done this obviously doesn't give a shit as they still haven't been in touch, despite having had many opportunities to have done so. My guess is that they have found someone else and don't have the guts to tell me, or thank me for the gift I spent hours on. Either that, or I obviously meant so little to them that I am not worthy of their interest any longer. It's strange isn't it, that in a Dom/sub way, that to be treated as insignificant by a Dom is often something a sub seeks, along with knowing that deep down, the sub is actually the Dom's prized posession. In these circumstances there is nothing Dom/sub about it at all. Just ignorance and a vast lack of care towards someone who genuinely held that person in high regard.
I'm trying to move on. Things are still hard, but I have come to realise that posting quotes about how hurt I am on facebook, is never going to hit the spot in someone that selfish and uncaring. It's also the realisation of all the lies I was told too. I'm trying to look on the positive side, and at least I can say that I didn't lie. Everything I said,I meant.
I've changed my cover photo from a quote about being hurt to a pic of some really cheerful flowers. I'm trying to do what I can to lift my spirits and keep myself occupied.
It does help to vent my feelings here, especially as I can't really talk to my family or friends about it.
I've blocked the person from reading my status updates too. I still want rid of some things I have here belonging to them though. Maybe I should put them in a bag and go tie them to their car. That may leave them with some explaining to do, and they may well get hurt.....sauce for the goose! |
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I long to climb into bed at night and be able to cuddle up and feel protected and cared for. I long to give my love to someone whom I truly love and whom I can be sure loves me in the same way. I long to belong to someone who loves me for who I am, and who has the desires within the BDSM lifestyle that match with mine, and is not going to just use me to make do to satisfy their needs and just use me until something better comes along.
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Sometimes I feel that it doesn't really bother me if I never find a genuine real life Dom, because I've had so much fun over the years that I can look back on all those experiences and never tire of recounting them.
Other times, I desperately miss the warmth of a pair of strong loving arms embracing me, and feeling protected, loved and cared for in 'that way', the way that only a true Dom knows how to make me feel. My memories can satisfy my imagination, but they can't make me feel loved and wanted in the way a real hug can.
Still no word of thanks...or even any contact at all in relation to the gift. It still hurts beyond belief, but I guess I have to just accept that I was being used, allbeit for several years, and am worth more than that. I have to move on now.
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Well I sent an email on NYE explaining just how much it had hurt me not to have received any word of thanks. Still nothing. My head has then made up all the excuses (as usual) on his behalf, as to why not. Christmas and New Year are over now. I obviously didn't figure in his mind as being significant enough to be on his Christmas card list or to warrant any thanks for the gift I took so much trouble over. At least I know where I stand now. :,(
Up for grabs...one loving sub...well used :,(
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Argh!!!!!!!......... Wish I could shake off the stress this is giving me. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, and should just say f**k you then and walk away and forget it, but it's difficult to also try and forget the hours of work, care and thought that went into this gift. I keep pondering over all the eventualities of why there has been no acknowledgement, let alone a thank you. I know it hasn't gone astray in the post because it was hand delivered. I'm begining to wish I'd saved my time and energy and sent a very unimaginative tub of sweets instead. It would have been easier to shrug my shoulders, say "oh well" and move on. Is it just me that thinks it is the polite thing to do to thank someone for a gift that has taken them much thought and many hours of their time? Or have people just given up expressing their thanks these days?
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Do you ever get that feeling where by you want to write something about someone, and kind of hope they see it, but then don't want to bring yourself down to their level by being rude? Well I'm having one of those moments. Went out of my way to think up an original gift, that I could do for someone, as money has been really tight recently. Spent hours of time on it, despite not feeling on top form.....then didn't get so much as an acknowledgement, let alone a thank you. I feel so bloody hurt. Just another sign to me that I'm being used. :'-( |
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Merry Christmas one and all :-) |
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Fed up of being used. Sitting in bed at 2.15 am and wondering if a man really exists who can want me without just using me. Feeling a bit tearful and sorry for myself.
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It seems that some people don't understand what it means when I say I am not looking to be a Domme/Mistress to a male sub.
Well lets put it this way... It means that I AM NOT LOOKING TO BE A DOMME/MISTRESS TO A MALE SUB!
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Several new pictures have been added to the 'Fetish Related Miniatures' album of my Facebook page. Please feel free to visit, like the page (if you do like it that is!), and any feedback would be most welcome too! https://www.collarspace.com/js/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/img/smiley-wink.gif" alt="Wink" border="0" />
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I've just uploaded a couple of pics of fetish related bunting to my Card Fetish site.
All tastes catered for, so let me know if there is anything you would like to see.
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I've recently uploaded some more pictures to my facebook page of a miniature Gay scene that I made. Now I'm not male and I'm not Gay, so I don't know what other kind of things could go with it, but suggestions would be welcome. If you want to take a look, you can find it at www.facebook.com/CardFetish |
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I debated putting this on my profile, but I don't want to appear too 'standoffish', so maybe here is best.
If you are considering contacting me with a view to exchanging messages, then moving on to a phone conversation and finally a meeting, please be aware that I have my own set of rules that I always adhere to in order to protect my safety. I'm aware that others may be happy to just meet up without feeling 100% confident of who they will be meeting, but I prefer to err on the side of caution. I don't care if you claim to be a multi-millionaire with several homes and all the riches in creation, you could live in a council flat for all I care. It's the person who counts and I won't be lured by anything but that person and the confidence they build in me by being open and honest and able to set my mind at ease.
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For anyone who may be interested, I've just uploaded a pic of my 3 storey dolls house dungeon that I am building. I do eventually aim to put lots more in it, including copies of the items in the box dungeons, although I want it to look right. Many of the pieces at the moment are all different colours. Still lots of work to do on it. It's pic 14 in my gallery. Let me know what you think https://www.collarspace.com/js/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/img/smiley-smile.gif" alt="Smile" border="0" />
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I just want to say a very big THANK YOU to the many people who message me complimenting me on my model dungeons and cards. Your kind words are very much appreciated.
In answer to the question many people ask, yes I do sell them. Please contact me if you would like to know more.
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Sara
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After trying for ages to get my head around the complexities of setting up a website, I have finally given up and set up a site on Facebook. Please go and take a look and like my page if you like what you see.
www.facebook/CardFetish
The pictures on there are by no means the limit of my imagination, and I am happy to work to your own ideas and designs wherever possible.
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It never ceases to amaze me, not just on this site, but on most BDSM related sites that I visit, that people are constantly putting others down. I wonder if it is something in the genes of those who are into this lifestyle, although I consider myself to be 'into' the lifestyle too, but I don't put others down unless they really have done something that warrants me getting my back up.
Just reading through some profiles, the opening speeches of some are enough to put anyone off.
Calling other Dom's (or Dommes) 'players' or 'wannabees' or being critical of the way others do things. It's a big wide world and everyone is different, and the same can be true of the lifestyle too. Just because one person's kink may not be another person's kink, doesn't mean that it is not a kink at all. It's what works for the individuals that counts and matters, not what others think. If there is some housebound guy who gets his kicks being told what to do by an online Mistress, then that is what works for them. They are not 'players'; they shouldn't be acused of 'not doing it properly' just because she can't hang him from the rafters. There is no BDSM rule book that says to do something properly you have to be doing it in a certain fashion (other than Safe Sane and Consensual).
I think it's quite a shame that some people have to put stuff in their profile slating off others who don't do things 'their' way, as if that is the only way to do things. It all comes across as if they are trying to give themselves an ego boost, by trying to say that they are doing it properly, but others are just playing at it. It makes them sound like such selfish pompous fools, and no one will ever want to get to know them. Then they wonder why they are still sitting on the side lines waiting for 'the one' several years down the line.
Try being positive and friendly instead of being obnoxious and rude!
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Well, that was summer...if you blinked, you missed it.
Haven't yet got round to getting to the hire dungeon again due to one thing and another, but hey ho, it will happen.
Kind of glad the summer is over and the offspring are back to work/college, allowing more chance to play and look up pervy things.
Hope you and yours are all well.
Play safe
sara
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Ohh.....time certainly does fly when you are having fun doesn't it?
Thought I would pop back in and see who's around. Several new faces, and still some of the old ones. Hopefully many will, like me, have found their ideal play partner and be too busy to be spending much time here.
Sir and I have now managed to attend some play parties, and we shall be attending another in the not too distant future. I do love them as we both feel so relaxed playing in public. Playing alone is fine, but playing alongside like minded people is really nice too, and brings an element of change to the situation.
Don't know if I am looking forward to the summer. With the younger generation off school, it will reduce the windows of opportunity to play.
Would love to hear from anyone who wants to chat about the lifestyle.
Sara
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Woo hoo.....Sir has hinted that he aims to officially collar me when we pay our visit to the hire dungeon in a couple of months. I need to think about writing down what I want to say as my vows of submission and also think of a little pressie to get him.....Ideas on a post card please http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0331.gif"> |
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It's been aaaaaaages since I have looked on here. Still many of the same old faces which is nice to see, and plenty of new ones.
Happy to say that Sir and I are still VERY happy together, and it's coming up to our one year anniversary (the time has FLOWN !!!). We have learnt so much about each other, what makes each other tick and we feel so relaxed and at ease with each other.
We would like to think about attending some get togethers of other like minded folks. Possibly munches or play parties. It's been quite some time since I last went to a fetish party and I do really miss it. Would love to organise another get together of my own too. Just need to find a weekend when the house is empty. Used to love having them here. Got plenty of space, just need to encourage the kids to go stay with friends for the weekend. I'm working on that one.
Sir and I are hoping to pay a visit to a hire dungeon soon too.
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Jeeeeeezzz.....some people on here are so up themselves.....it's a wonder their arse doesn't come out of their ears!
Take a step back and look at yourself and you may find the answer to why others are finding happiness and you're not!
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Have now officially lost 2 stone. Am a very happy bunny http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0150.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>. Sir is also doing really well and loosing weight. He's been working on it longer than me so has therefore lost more, although he didn't have as much to loose. He looks so much better for it too! Well done Sir! http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0017.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
Have been doing some decorating recently. Can't see me taking THAT up full time. If I never see another tin of paint it will be too soon!. Still, the end result is worth it. Just have to wait for Sir to plumb in the new vanity unit now.
Not had a lot of chance to play recently as Sir is so busy, but we chat a lot and are always learning from each other. Hopefully we will get to play again soon.
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Have been working on 'Sir's' family tree recently. You can imagine how gobsmacked we both were to discover that going back to the early 1800's our two families are actually linked!!! How's that for coincidence!! His ancestors actually came from the very same hamlet of about 50 houses as mine did, and one of his ancestors married one of mine!!
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I've heard the expression 'going from bad to worse' several times, but when 'worse' is downright apalling (and actually laughable).....what the hell comes next ? I don't know.....some people don't know when to give up!
On the plus side, continuing to loose weight and can secretly admit that I am enjoying the compliments it brings. Dropped three clothe sizes already, and need to go down again, although trying to make the current few outfits I've purchased last a bit longer by pulling the waist in. Bought some jeans about a month ago and already I can get them on and off without undoing the zip, and when doing step exercises on the Wii Fit, they fall down and I have to hold them up, which is quite funny. Using track suits a lot as I can pick them up quite cheaply while in this transition stage. I've been through my wardrobe and managed to get into clothes I've not worn for years. My business suit fits me better now than it did when I first bought it. I need to have a serious ebay listing session to get rid of all the things that are now way too big for me. Not sure that I can be persuaded to part with my beloved corset though. Might have to keep that for sentimental reasons. Perhaps see if it can be altered.
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For the first time in ages, I was properly laced into my corset the other day. I've always loved my corset, it was a present from my children about six years ago. However, it seems like I shall have to give up wearing it, as I've lost so much weight recently (not that I'm complaining http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>) that it no longer fits properly. The lacing is fully closed and it doesn't seem supportive anymore. Looks like I shall have to find another one a few sizes smaller. Goes off to mooch on Ebay..... Watch this space for pics when I get one. |
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"He who must be obeyed" has been doing some decorating for me recently. It's given us lots of time to chat while he has been working, and we have got to know a lot more about each other's likes and dislikes in the D/s scene. Chatted about what we have done, what we would like to do, things we are not keen on, and also some very relaxed play (me dressing up so he has something pleasing to the eye to observe while he works). I'd highly recommend spending time just chatting to your Dom about anything and everything, getting to know each other. Play is all well and good, but I can honestly say that talking so much about anything and everything has been the biggest eye opener and learning curve for both of us. We have learnt so much that would probably otherwise have gone unsaid and remained an awkward silence when things were not 'just right' during play.
Of course, having been in his company, I've had to do as I am told, and unfortunately I do find that tricky sometimes, and have had to be taken in hand a few times, but all part of the said learning curve. Have confirmed my original thoughts, that the visual aspect can be just as important if not more so than the 'hands on' approach.
Only problem we encountered was when my daughter came home from work because she had left her keys here. There was a mad scramble for me to try and get up off the landing floor where I'd been sitting watching Sir work, in my corset top and leather skirt with a collar and lead on. Sir let her in and she asked where I was, so he said simply "upstairs". Nothing more was mentioned about it but it was a bit of a panic at the time http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>. Thankfully we'd had the foresight to put the latch down on the door.
Makes life more interesting I guess!
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Ok, I know Christmas and New Year can be a rotten time to be alone, and those who are have my deepest sympathy and understanding. However, I can't help but be amazed by the number of 'offers' I've had in the past fortnight. Obviously from people who don't want to be alone at this time of year. Would it not be better to find others who are alone and join up in a chat room or on MSN or something similar to celebrate together, rather than throwing yourself at someone who is quite obviously already taken and making a fool of yourself? I've 'celebrated' on line in the past, and had a great time with others who for whatever reason are alone or separated from family or friends or who can't get out for various reasons.
Whilst I'm very flattered at people's interest, I am, as it clearly states in my profile, already taken, and have been for a few months now. My new Dom and I are very happy and have no plans to change anything.
I wish all those searching for 'their one' the very best of luck, and hope that they will be lucky very soon.
HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all.
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Had a lovely meal out with my Dom on Monday. Was nice to spend some 'vanilla' time in his company and just chat.
Thought it was sweet of one of my daughters who knew that I was being taken out to dinner, when she got the school to call her elder sister to pick her up instead of me when she was being sent home ill, as she didn't want to spoil my lunch appointment (aww bless!). Fortunately nothing was occurring when she walked in the door, or that could have led to some explaining being needed (I had workmen in, so no funny business going on in their presence anyway http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>).
Not sure what the workman thought though, as 'Sir' is 6ft 4in and hubby is a foot shorter, so couldn't mistake one for the other very easily. Workman didn't ask so I didn't volunteer any information.
As for play so far.....just one word to cover that.....WOW http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0025.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> !!!
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Feeling better about my forthcoming op now. Have read up about it and found out what it's for, where it goes and how it's done etc, although still not happy about it being done while I'm awake http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0020.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
Have to see the anaesthetist on 8th Jan, have op for IVC Filter the following week and have my op scheduled for 31st Jan. Can't believe it's in only about 6 or 7 weeks. OMG http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0025.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
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For those of you who are following my progress.....I had another appointment at the hospital today. Unfortunately things are not going as smoothly as I hoped.
First off, blood pressure was through the roof, which was a surprise to me as I felt fine when I went in there. I've now been told to go back on tablets to control that (after a doc in A & E told me to stop taking them). Weight is down even further (the only good point).
Saw the surgeon and he has said that first off I will have to spend a night in hospital to have a sleep test. Not too fussed about that. The part I am bothered about is that I've now been told I have to have another operation before the bypass to insert an IVC Filter (that's an Inferior Vena Cava Filter) as I am at high risk of a Pulmonary Embolism http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0122.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> (laymans terms means a blood clot which could be fatal). Not exactly sure where this filter goes, he said something about an incision in my groin but that's where they thread it in from. Don't know if it goes in my legs, chest, heart or where. Feeling a bit bamboozled by it to be honest, especially as I will be awake!
Can understand that they only have my best interests at heart, but it all came as a bit of a shock and was fighting back the tears when I came out (which didn't do much to help lower my blood pressure).
Aparently I should be getting my main op in February. Think I need to let all this sink in a bit for now. Apologies if I am a bit distant in the meantime.
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A message for "He who must be obeyed".
Thank you for lifting me out of the darkness and showing me that there is something or someone out there for me. I never thought this could or would happen, and to have happened when it did was my saving grace and no words can explain how grateful I am for that. Thank you for your patience, kindness, honesty, support, understanding and for just being there.
Our journey has only just begun, but there is so much to explore. I look forward to learning with you and hope to make you as proud of me, as I already am of you.
sara
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Feeling really happy. Going to become a granny again twice over in July (not twins (well, we don't think so yet) but two eldest are expecting. Diet going brilliantly and I have much more energy. Not so many pains or troubles, hence play is much easier. Eagerly awaiting the next session http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0105.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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My poor little pooch is terrified of the loud bangs from all the fireworks. She keeps hiding under my desk and going literally batty with all the bangs. Just running round the house looking for somewhere to hide. Anyone got any pooch calming tips ? |
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Was getting some decidedly dodgy looks in the hospital this morning with all the text messages asking how it had gone (you impatient lot http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>). Anyway, everyone I saw was very impressed with my progress so far, consultant was pleased that I have managed to loose over a stone in weight on my own, likewise the dietician, and the psychiatrist was happy to confirm that I'm totally sane and not a nutter http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> and therefore I have been aproved for surgery and should get a date for early in the New Year. I'm a very happy bunny http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0150.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
Thank you to all those who cared enough to message me, text me or email me with good wishes. It's lovely to know so many people care. xxXXxx to all of you !! |
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Well, hopefully by 9am on Friday 31st October I should have my answer, so keep your fingers crossed for me please.
Thanks for all the messages of support.
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Woo hoo..... I done it! Wanted to loose 2lb more before seeing the consultant on Friday and I've done it http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0150.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
That's a whole stone in total now. I know it may not seem much for some, but with my other problems, believe me, it's something I'm really proud of. Loads more energy too, and feeling much more positive. |
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Three things......
1. Read my profile.....I'm taken!
2. If you are in America, please don't bother aproaching me with a view to 'being my Dom'. An initial meeting for a cup of tea to see how we get on would hardly be practical now would it?
3. If you are in Egypt, I'm not interested.....no matter how many different profiles you join under.
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Seeing the consultant this Friday. Starting to get a bit nervous as it's a huge decision and a major operation, but I know I need to do it. Feeling pretty positive in the long run. Just want it over and done with. My self imposed diet is going really well too, so feeling a happy about that http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
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More new pics of my model dungeons have been approved http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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I can't believe how things have changed so much for the better for me over the past couple of months. From being totally rock bottom after a rotten experience of being totally 'used' on here; to feeling full of energy and really happy for the first time in I don't know how long. My mind set has altered completely, I feel so much more positive, and for the first time in my life ever I have put myself on a diet that I am managing to stick to. No naughty snacks, no sweets, no choccies (how hard is that for a subbie!!), just two meal replacement shakes and a low fat/low cal dinner in the evening. OMG the weight is dropping off already. Had five links taken out of my wrist watch when it was bought for me, now I need to have more taken out. Clothes are starting to feel too loose for comfort (conjour up a pic of a subbie running through Tesco's to get the milk she forgot, holding up her jeans with one hand.....and yes.....I ran http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0078.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> .....well kind of.....for the first time in years!).
Also, I have very high hopes that I think I may at last have found what I came here looking for http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>. He knows who he is http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0012.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>. |
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OK.....for those who have been nagging me about making a website up for my model dungeons and other miniatures, you can now find them here:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/dungeon_diorama
No more nagging please http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
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Been on my diet for over a week now and so far doing really well. Haven't touched any 'naughty' food at all, so feeling really chuffed with myself. Seeing the consultant on 31st, so hopefully I should get an op date soon after that. Watch this space. |
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In preparation for my forthcoming op, I have decided to put myself on a 'healthy eating' regime. Ditching all the 'naughty, bad for you' stuff, and finding more healthy alternatives. On day four already and feeling really good http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
Daughter took me out to lunch yesterday and I went for the healthy option, no starter or dessert, and swapped my usual glass of lemonade for a pure orange juice. Really enjoyed the meal and didn't miss the 'extras'.
Have been keeping myself busy making more models, so haven't been tempted to snack out of boredom either. Am feeling really pleased with myself http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
Yesterday I started making a great bondage bed for my new model dungeon. Incidentally the 'new' dungeon is an actual hand made tudor style dolls house on two levels, so will have a more 'dungeon' type feel on the ground floor, and a more 'plush playroom' type feel on the top floor. Bought a lovely wrought iron style black bed to go in there. Came with pink covers which are not very authentic for what I want, so they will go in my 'vanilla' dolls house, and I will make some nice black and red bedding for it, either out of satin or pvc.
Am in the process of setting up a website for my models. Once I have done so, I'll post a link here.
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Oh what a surprise.....another message from another 'new user', giving more details of the same information as before.....sad.....very, very sad.....and totally immature too! Some people just don't know when to give up. |
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I received a message via CM today.....
That message contained a 'fantasy' that this alledged 'new member' wanted to act out.
Strange how that 'fantasy' related exceptionally closely to a piece of information I know for certain that I have only told one other person. Just goes to show how dim (and untrustworthy) some people can really be. |
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Well it has to be said.....I've had much better days! http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0122.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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A big THANK YOU to all those who have sent me good luck messages for Friday. They are very much appreciated. I'm fortunate to have such wonderful friends who truly care, even if I've not met most of them. BIG HUGS! |
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Check out the new pic of my dungeon. I've added lots more things to it as you will see.
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Thought I was doing so well.....
I put a tray load of model butt plugs, dildos, hitachi vibes, boots, paddles etc in the oven to bake. Silly me put them on 230 instead of 110. First I knew of it was when the smoke alarms went off, the kitchen filled with smoke and we all started choking.
I burnt all my butt plugs http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0020.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
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For those asking after my model dungeon for sale, you will now find it on eBid www.ebid.co.uk AUCTION ENDS THIS SUNDAY !! If you go to the UK site, then to the 'Whatevers left' category and 'Adult novelty goods' section then in the search box type in 'Model Dungeon', it will bring it up for you. Several pictures on there of it. Feel free to bid http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.
If you want to see pics of some of my other projects, you can find them on my yahoo site at http://uk.ph.groups.yahoo.com/group/model_dungeon_for_sale/photos
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Trying to take my mind off recent happenings by putting some pics of my model dungeons up on here, as quite a few people have been asking about them.
Making them is one of my many hobbies. I started off with just a normal dolls house, but then thought that if I could do that, why not try a dungeon, since I can't have one in real life. My main one is the one which lights up. I keep thinking of new things to add to it, so whenever I take pics, they are soon out of date where I have made more new items to put in it. I already have some more fresh ideas to put in the next one which I can't wait to get started on.
Because some bits and pieces that I use are quite expensive, I decided to try and make a more compact version, so used a simple box folder to represent the back wall and floor of the dungeon. Everything packs away neatly inside it, so it can either be out on display as a conversation piece, or looking totally innocent sitting on the shelf if non-lifestylers visit. Still, many hours of work have gone into the construction of it, but I have enjoyed every moment of doing it and am constantly thinking of new bits and pieces to add. Everything in the box folder dungeon, apart from the chains, metal hand cuffs and bucket have been made by me.
In order to fund the making of another, I've decided to sell the box folder dungeon. I did list it on ebay, who pulled the listing within an hour of me posting it. However, after a plentiful email exchange with ebay, I corrected what they didn't like (removed the word 'Bondage') and re-listed it. Yet again they removed it. If anyone knows of any other sites where I can list it, then I would be happy to hear of them. |
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