sailaway11

Male Dominant, 49, Hobe Sound, Florida

Male Dominant, 31, Cleveland, Ohio

Female Dominant, 38, Athens

Every day brings new offers and new adoration from the great multitude of unenlightened males: each and every one is a treatise of submissive desires and promises of a lifetime of service and devotion. Okay, that's not true - - some of it just fan mail. But a majority of the replies I get all focus on one thing ... the submissive's agenda and desire to be used in a variety of ways. "If you want me to, I will [insert laundry list of D/s and BDSM activities here that amount to ***I'll let you make my deepest darkest fantasies come true ***] and be your devoted slave until I die. Alright ... enough already! Enough about you, what about me?

My city of residence has changed, yet again, to Bumfuck, Egypt. Not once, ever, have I intimated that I wanted someone to move into my home, or vice versa. And yet, once again, English seems to be not only a second choice, but incomprehensable for many of the users who not only think with their little head, but seemingly type out their respones with it. I'll pause now for those who are going to read that last sentience and take it as an instruction to do just that. *sigh* If you have any other questions, read ALL my entries ... I am not here as your plaything, I am here for my own amusement. This isn't about you all the time, you selfish bastard. Learn to think about the other person first once in awhile and you'll be a LOT happier in this life. Enough! I still have a lot of mail to try and answer. If I haven't written to you, try not to be discouraged, but understand if you see anything in this journal that suggests you're barking up the wrong tree, that's probably why. Believe or not, I am bending over backwards to be nice in my Dear John letters ... I know, I know - it's playing against type, but I can be quite the little actress. If I didn't get such bad stage fright, who knows where I'd be today.

This may ramble ... but if you've been waiting for me to respond .. read on and know why. I've now had my first and last experience with cams, thankyouverymuch. Or should I say thank you very little. Up pops a tiny screen and the smallest penis I've seen on anything except my nephew [10 months old next week]. At this point, I need to stop, because if I identify the prick or go on about how pathetic he was, it just plays into his fantasy. He puts 'slave in training' on his status message, turns on his cam and blows a load. That isn't a slave in training. That's a big prick wtih a little prick proving why he will never be anything but a big prick. It's not submissive and not attractive ... either as a human being, or as performance art. I'm officially done. Pretty much with all of you ... but especially with cams. I have about 30 or more very polite, very submissive men who have yet to hear anything back from the letters they wrote. Many are seeking what I am not prepared to offer [mainly because WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER]. All want a lifetime of control, abuse and companionship. Negative attention is better than no attention at all ... so making that connection is critical. Too many have heard from people they probably loved very much .. "you're sick" or "I'm NOT ging to play Mistress and slave .. now turn out the light and come to bed." Guess what ... you don't jumpstart that level of intimacy because you share an interest in the same hardware in the bedroom. Are you kidding me?! You want to kneel at the foot of my bed ... and when my boyfriend and I are done and I am swimming in endorphins and feeling all gooshy and just want to cuddle up next to him and listen to him fall asleep ... THAT'S when you want to crawl not only into my bed, but between my thighs?! Jesus H. Christ .. hand me a warm washcloth and GET THE FUCK OUT! And send me some of whatever it is you're smoking. I'm out.

you have no right to my personal information. you are not necessary. you, who scour these profiles in search of what you seek, only seem to comprehend what you want, not what *I* want. and so, you lose. the remote possibility that W/we might have gotten to know one another is eclipsed by putting your submissive needs, wants and/or demands up front. same, too for the human objects that prostrate themselves promising a lifetime of devotion and personal sexual service. are you insane? get to know me first. to the Dom trolls who send 'get to know me babe' messages and add me as a favorite user - your pathetic powers of observation are equal to that of the garden slug, oozing a disgusting, slimy trail wherever he goes. put it back in your pants, I'm not interested. as to the many who tell me how often they are in the neighborhood and how easy it is to get to my house and start 'right away' - - today I'm in North Dakota. still easy?

English must be a second language to most slaves ... either that, or they read with their dicks and that one tiny eye doesn't get the big picture. Respond to what is written and NOT to what you want. Scene negotiation is one thing - topping from the bottom is another.

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