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On March 21st, 2008, Master Bear collared this girl to be His totally.
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Mr. Roberts diligence and care has paid off. girl's One has found her. Mr. Robert has released girl to the care and keeping of TGBear. Sir Bear has taken girl to be His alone.
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This girl has a new name, it is: ria
girl is a slave and has been invited to join the House of Robert.
Mr. Robert is a dear friend, and has offered to help girl get herself and her life back under control…Mr. Robert will serve as a guide and mentor to this girl as she continues her search for the One who is her soul mate. Mr. Robert requires that He meet any who wish to get acquainted with this girl. girl has been instructed that there will be no Lifestyle activity, without prior arrangement and consent.
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9/4/06
Ok here's the deal...
NO! i am not willing to relocate;
NO! i am NOT looking for a slave, submissive or pet;
I am not sure i want another poly relationship, but i am willing to talk.
Very unsubmissive You say? You are most correct, but basically, if Y/you aren't willing to be honest, why would i want to talk to Y/you?
Yes, i guess i have had my fill of wannabes...
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girl would ask, where is the one who will cherish her, protect her, allow her to serve?
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recently released, seeking to stretch my limits.
More to come.
4/22/06:
Ok, as promised, here is more...i was released from a poly household, i served a Master and Mistress...after my release the household disbanded...*sad news*
My limits/tolerences are low...While i was allowed to play with other Dom/mes, it was more sensuous play rather than pain play, if that makes any sense at all...i like tit play, but my pain limit is low, want to raise it. My first Master taught me that 'sex is a reward, not a requirement", but this girl thinks intimacy is. Playing in front of others is not a problem for me, but private time would be an added bonus. |
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girl is curious, why is she faulted for obeying her former Masters? girl was talking to someone, who when He heard what kind of service girl had been in, said "I do not share my property" girl knows that not all Masters are the same, just like not all submissive/slaves are the same...but why close the door on someone, without finding out if the way a girl was used was her by choice/request or because she was in obedience to her Master? Isn't it part of a Masters' 'duty' is to train a girl his way? Isn't it part of a submissive/slaves' duty to learn his/her Masters' ways? girl always thought it was supposed to be that way...'tis a puzzlement... |
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this girl gives up, the real ones may be out there, but i've not met them...will keep the profile open, but have decided to take a step back and regroup...don't plan on leaving the lifestyle....yet...that too might change....
r
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girl is sad...she thought she had met One who wished to own her...He came into her life, and left quickly...when will girl learn?? girl is trusting, but not desperate...Oh well, He is out there somewhere, of this i am sure...when the Goddess will it, girl will meet Him... http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0016.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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after seriously entertaining the idea of having a pet, i realized that i am not equiped at this time to take on that responsibility, were i in a stable relationship, it might be possible, one must be in control to control another...
i decided to change my profile a little, to make sure there is no mistake about the fact that i will not relocate, that i am not looking for a submissive, slave or pet, and that i am not a Domme or switch...
Brightest Blessings,
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Of course on the otherside of the coin, why would a girl (read submissive/slave) respond to these Doms/Masters if she were not looking for her One. It is like the old adage "Many are called, but few are chosen"...girl supposes that if she didn't speak to many, she might not meet any...but dayum, the things that are said, like the old 'carrot and stick' routine offer, take back, re offer...girl isn't sure she can trust many any more...thinks she will have to 'test' the trust...
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This girl is curious . Why do people (read Doms/Masters) think it is perfectly ok to tell a girl (read submissive/slave) that They are going to make her Theirs, and then not bother to answer e-mails or posts. These Doms/Masters ask for pictures, journals,lists etc...tell a girl you will do this or that particular task while i watch...do these Doms/Masters not realize the effect They have, or do They just like awakening a girls heart and dreams, only to step on them like a discarded cigar butt, crushing the fire? |
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After much soul searching, and a conversation or two with the face in the mirror, this girl has decided to take a step or two back, and catch her breath, get her house in order and seriously think about going back to school...i've been off from school since March, time to buckle down again...with that decision made, it's time to settle down and get'er done...
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Well, the move is over, now the hard part begins, unpacking and sorting stuff that has been put away for ages.
And while all this is going on, i still search for my One. i have read some of the journal entries made by the Doms/Masters on here and many ask are these 'submissives/slaves' real? i would have to ask the same question...are these Doms/Masters real? One or two of the ones i have met seem only to be after kinky sex. Then i was lucky enough to meet several who are real, but not looking for 24/7...
"Someday my Master will come" to paraphrase the song from Sleeping Beauty.
Blessings all
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another adventure begins:
i am finally going to have a place of my own, i have been approved to take over a friends apartment...it has been almost 6 years since i lived on my own. |
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Wonder abounds within me...i've met two men, can't call them gentlemen, recently that made me want to walk away for a while...one i didn't expect to see again, simply because he couldn't be bothered to answer a phone call. The other...he said all the right things, here and in ims...made me feel like we could actually find something real...i guess dispite my age, i am really very naive, and because i want so much to have someone in my life, i choose to believe what people tell me...now do i have to question every word the anyone says to me, or can i trust them? i choose to trust them, though it may hurt in the end, simply because i want to believe there are more good people than bad. |
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Yes life is strange indeed...girl is moving yet again...Ma'ams family needs to come home to the nest. girl is grateful to Ma'am, her boy, and her family for letting her stay here. They have my gratitude and love. |
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life is strange, and wonderful,one old friend has come back into my life, and girl has made some new friends...though the search goes on, i am still seeking my one...but it is nice to know that there are candidates out there somewhere. |
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i am amazed at the number of responses i have rec'd to my profile...i never expected to be seen or appreciated by so many.
it has done wonders for my self-confidence
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