My palms are sweating My heart is beating fast My stomach is knotted in fear i stand looking across the road to The doorway that leads me, to the place i long to go
i'm dressed vanilla Hair and make-up done Respectable to the eye i stand looking across the road to The smoked filled room, laughter enticing me in
i take a deep breath Look left and then right There's no turning back for me now i start to walk across that road to A new start a new life, no longer alone
Through glazed eyes i stare As the door opens wide The warm smile greets me Did I do right to cross that road? to A life of a submissive, learning life anew.
So many new names So many new faces But all smile back at me In the room i crossed over to A place with no blame, just understanding
i have found a place i have found a life i have found others like me i crossed a road and found myself in a world of acceptance, respect and love
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