reki

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	Profiles... the bane of anyone who is bad at writing... Anyway, here goes. I'm relatively new to BSDM, while i've had feelings for it for a long time i've never acted upon them until now. This does mean that it will take a bit for me to find out what exactly i'm looking for and i do hope i can get some help in this search. What i'm definitely not looking for is pure sex. I want to explore my feelings, find out my boundaries, not one night stands. By nature i'm cautious and will generally not jump blindly in situations. I also have difficulties letting go of control but at the same time i find it terribly exciting. In my up to now short time digesting information this seems to make me a sub, although a lot of what is attached to it seems strange to me. On the other hand I do sometimes think about controlling others but the sub side is stronger. As I am new to this all i have been advised to find a mentor first and my cautious side agrees :).If there is anyone who is interested in helping me out please let me know. Of course real reactions from female subs/doms/switches for non-mentorship are also accepted. There will be no photo posted yet, as privacy is important to me. However I do accept that at one point in time I will have to show myself...