I am experienced slave active in the scene for more then 20 years. I am a slave, it's my nature and I accept and love it. In my daily life I am a confident man, funny, lively, curious who loves to travel, read, hike, and listen to music (and great music...).
Once it was weird to me to have this side in me, the side that wants to please and serve, obey, worship, to be tied up, whipped, humiliated, to receive the pain and to enjoyed it. I found out that mostly I enjoy seeing my partner pleased and satisfy. For the last few years I feel like I am more complete person, accepting the complexity of my nature.
First and most, I adore women, I worship women.
My BDSM check list is full of kinks. From foot fetish to extreme pain, from licking boots and dressed in fetish wear to slavery. I am experienced but always happy to learn more and grow. I am also a leather and rubber enthusiastic, I love to play in public and participate in fetish events.
I also involve in the leather community in San Francisco and Sacramento, I am a member of Society of Janus, Citadel and Youphoria, enthusiastic supporter of San Francisco Folsom street Fair and SOJ booth volunteer.
I am not needy and I do have a life, challenging life, I have hobbies and lots of friends. I will not serve every Domme, I am picky, I will do so out of love, admiration, respect, devotion and honor. I will obey, be a pain slut and serve not because it’s my fetish but because the Domme wants it, when She wants it and where, I will do whatever She wants, because She is the one specific Goddess, not because it fulfills my sex needs or my fetishs. I have a detailed BDSM check-list, I will be happy to share it, there are a lot of things that can be done to me and with me, but You have to win my heart first...
Visiting Las Vegas September 18-20
It was my first Folsom fringe experience. Every year i plan to go but i end up going only to the fair and a play party (or two...) the night before. This year, dear friends of mine were visiting me and forced me to register. Well, needless to say that i do like these kind of events and enjoy classes and insights of well experienced folks. It was a blast, an excellent addition to a wonderful weekend, great classes, great parties and of course the Folsom fair itself !!!
Here is a video comment on Prop 8 by Keith Olbermann from MSNBC news.
I think all Americans should listen, but i am not that naive. i am not
gay, yet, i care. i care for human rights and freedom of choice,
freedom to live our personal life as we wish, for sexual freedom and love.
Wake up Californians and vote NO on prop 8. Stop the ignorance and lies!
Freedom and equal rights for all !!!
Folsom street Fair 2008 is here at last ! See you tonight at the Citadel and tomorrow at Folsom street !
in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape./ broken branches trip me as i speak. / just because you feel it doesnt mean it's there. / just because you feel it doesnt mean it's there. /
there's always a siren / singing you to shipwreck. / (don't reach out, don't reach out) / steer away from these rocks / we'd be a walking disaster. / (don't reach out, don't reach out) /
just because you feel it doesn't mean it's there. / (there's someone on your shoulder) / just because you feel it doesn't mean it's there. / (there's someone on your shoulder) /
there there /
why so green and lonely? / heaven sent you to me. /
we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen.
we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen.
////There There/RadioHead
"I woke up as the sun was reddening; and that was the one distinct time in my life, the strangest moment of all, when I didn't know who I was. I was far away from home, haunted and tired with travel, in a cheap hotel room I'd never seen, hearing the hiss of steam outside, and the creak of the old wood of the hotel, and footsteps upstaires, and all the sad sounds, and I looked at the cracked high ceiling and really didn't know who I was for about fifteen strange seconds. I wasn't scared; I was just somebody else, some stranger, and my whole life was a haunted life, the life of a ghost. I was halfway across America, at the dividing line between the East of my youth and the West of my future, and maybe that's why it happened right there and then, that strange afternoon"
