Rauni

Ok.. how I prefer to handle things.. once I feel that a boy fits our criteria, and seems to fit in, I prefer to have them in a collar of consideration. This means: you may ask for release at any time, if you feel this is not what you are seeking. YOU have to make sure we fit your life as well as we need to see if you fit our life. I know it's hard .. most slaves just want to serve.. give everything up and please someone.. but YOU have to be happy too.. we understand this.

You will be given tasks to do. You will do them, and not BS about it.. saying you have and in reality not. I will figure it out.. remember.. I've been there.. done it

When we are chatting here in text.. you will not use text speech like lol, brb, ty.. ect.. If you do not respect us enough to write it out, then
 then don't waste my time

 You will be required to chat with either or both of us either via yahoo, or phone. I want to hear your voice. This is important to  me.

also.. you will refer to me as Miss Rauni, at the end of each message, and refer to DommeEnigma as Mistress Niki.

Every sentence have "Miss Rauni" in it.. I know this sounds redundant, but I want you to feel who is in control. 

Do not use the word "OK". You can use "Yes Miss Rauni", or something similiar.

I recently had someone contact me, stating that I jump in and out of relationships. Well.. what I do is this. When I'm interested in someone, I put a notice in my journal as I prefer to concentrate on one person at a time, instead of leading several men on at the same time. I think it is being honest, and not that I'm jumping in and out of relationships.  I have found, one either plays games, or is accused of rushing into relationships when trying to be honest. I do take things slow, but I prefer to just talk to one person at a time, and when things don't work out, then I go on. I've been unowned for a year now, so not sure how that can be jumping in and out of relationships.  I try hard not to judge others, and man.. I just wish others would not be so fast in judging me. No, this person who contacted me has never spoken to me before. 

anyway.. enough said..  I am no longer seeking a Dominant.

Unavailable.. 

Well.. the relationship didn't pan out... so on the look again.. 

I am currently working on a relationship and would like to concentrate on that. Please understand. Thank you everyone for your interest... I do appreciate it.

Apparently there are no men left who are truly honorable, trustworthy and loyal in this lifestyle.  I am what I represent here, but I am having the worst time finding that person who I can submit to for the rest of my life.  I don't want my knight in shining armor to come rescue me.. I just want a good Dominant man who is worthy of my submission. I do have alot to give.. just finding that person to give to is the problem.

I sit here reading profiles and most say that everyone here is seeking money, or are players or what have you. Well.. I don't want money, and I don't need a place to live, I just seek a true Dominant in my life and yet, I can't even find that. I live this life, more so then the vanilla side. I crave to please and obey, yet, I get so called Dominant men who want me to change THEIR diapers, or other odd ball things. I just want to serve. I never thought it would be this hard to find someone. And yes, I do understand, that I can serve by changing a Dominants diaper...but.. not into that kind of thing.. thank you.

Apparently my profile is not clear enough. I'm seeking a Master.. one who I can serve completely. I'd love to get involved in the leather side as I respect the protocol and dynamics.  

I have heard many times how there are so many subs/slaves who are fake on this site.. After meeting several men from here.. I must say.. there must be just as many fake so called Masters as well...  I have worked hard to be open, honest and upfront about who and what I am. I lay all the cards out on the table and if there is a connection.. great.. if not.. ok.. fine.. we go our separate ways.. but to leave one hanging thinking there was a connection when in reality you can't get out the door fast enough.. well.. that just isn't being honest with me, or yourself.

Ok.. hopping off my soapbox for now.. and back on my search for that Master who I know is out there.. somewhere.

My life is almost complete.. I have the girl of my dreams.. yet.. my own neck has suddenly found itself abandoned.. so, the search begins once again. My own girl is NOT up to be used by anyone else, as was previously promised and arranged. Me, on the other hand.. submits totally, when I find someone suitable for my submission.

Greetings A/all,

Well.. I just finished an amazing session with a very special girl.  It was so nice to be served, and to have a body to play with. Thank you.. to the one who knows who  I'm speaking of.  I was served very well. I am eager to see where our relationship takes us.

Yes, I am a switch, and I've received permission to find a girl for my own pleasure and use. I'm seeking someone who is more of a slave, then a submissive. One who understands her place at my feet.. to be there when I'm ready to cuddle.. or perhaps ready for rougher play with floggers and other kinky toys. I am NOT seeking 24/7, but do want someone who I can enjoy via phone, email, messenger and regular visits. For me, a D/s or M/s relationship is very special, and when everything ticks right, can be truly special. I am willing to be truly open about my situation, and expect the same in return.

My hard limits are:
No Scat
No water play
No kids
No animals
No breath play

Requirements:
DDF
Clean
Financially independent
Honest
Trustworthy
Perhaps more.... but this is a good start

Read my profile, if your still interested.. contact me. Perhaps we both can fulfill each others needs.

I now have permission to seek a girl to call my own. She should be serious to explore the lifestyle, and DD free. This is NON negotiable.

I would prefer her to be in or around Dallas, Texas. Could you be the one to kneel at my feet?

A dear wonderful friend who has been in the shadows of my life for several years.. is stepping forward. I am now in service to him. 

What I get from Gor: 

To master at being a true gorean slave, to me.. is the most utmost ( not sure on that grammer, but gets my point across) level of slavery, not only in mind, but also actions. A gorean slave's whole purpose is to please the one they serve. They are vessels of pleasure to be used, as their owner wishes, in every way. They create an atmosphere specifically for their owner, by keeping house, decorating, cooking, being current on their owner's hobbies and interests, to being open and available to be used for whatever kink, fantasy, or act that the owner enjoys or is interested in.

Even if the slave knows, deep within that the owner is wrong in a thought or action, they will never state it bluntly, but perhaps, with the utmost respect, suggest it. The slave will learn what scents the owner enjoys, what sensations, how to walk they way they find enticing, how to wear their hair, ect.. anything they can think of, for the pleasure of that owner.

Now.. with that being said.. I feel, it is also the owners responsibility to make sure that the slave is getting what THEY need as well. The owner needs to learn the slave better then the slave knows themself. They need to know how their slave belly burns, and what makes it burn even hotter. How can they get the slave to crave to serve even deeper.

This is very much a two way street. It is the epitome of balance. The owner stands strong, firm, respectful, vigilant, protective, while the slave kneels, offering, submitting, serving, and again.. respective. Without the other, they are not whole.

On a further note, if a slave is originally trained as a gorean slave, they always have a solid, or at least a decent foundation to fall back on, in the event of NOT being under someone's control, or left to their own devices. There is a general standard of protocol in the Gorean lifestyle, where, in my very humble opinion, the average D/s lifestyle is kinda a catch all, and there is no standard at all. One person may want this done this way, and another, may want it totally different. At least in Gor.. there is some commonality to fall back on.

Life is good.... just need to find that one Sir who I fit well with for occasional play.

This road in this lifestyle sure is winding and hilly! Currently.. for once.. in a very long time.. i'm happy. I have found a loving home, wonderful caring people.. and security. The only thing i'm missing is a chance to feel that deep slave belly that burns so hot inside me.   Tho I am a bottom to Ms. Niki,  she is not the type of person that I would bow down to, and kneel, begging to serve.  ( She is aware of this.. we've spoken about.. we have no secrets)

I'd love to find that special Sir that I can serve, occasionally.. as I am not leaving this home, but someone who can appreciate that true slave I have deep inside.  I'd love to learn more of the leather lifestyle. To me, it's similar to Gor in many aspects.  Gor will always have some influence on me tho. 

A nice subbie to enjoy occasionally would also be nice! 

Well.. I never thought I'd say this.. but I'm done.. I have lost that slave belly.. and it would take a very special person to spark it again.. the embers have died..  and as far as taking someone on to train.. to many have wasted my time and efforts to give a damn anymore.. 

Greetings everyone..  now that I've found my home.. I'd love to take on a female or male slave to train.

I am ready to get back in touch with my Dominant side, and, with permission from whom I serve, am now seeking a slave to train as  I really enjoy training slaves. I have worked with many online, and yes.. I do believe you can start there. I have also had the chance to work with a few in real life, and look forward to working with more.

My initial training was in a gorean collar, and I have found, I love the protocol, and have come to realize that in a strange environment, it's a great background to fall back on if needed.

I am not looking for a collar at this time. I am however, looking for a slave to train. This said slave, male or female, should be trustworthy, honorable, honest, and serious about their slavery. I enjoy high protocol, structure, and rules. I do and will respect hard limits, but I want to know the one I'm working with better then they know themselves. I love energy play.. and I love taking the person to levels they have not achieved.. safely of course.

I must say.. for the first time, in a very long time, i'm happy, and content. I have found someone who understands me, accepts me, and gets me. We have based our relationship on friendship first.. and i'm finding.. that is extremely important. I look forward to every new day with these people.. I am truly blessed.

Greetings All.. thank you everyone for the interest.. right now.. i'm taking some time out.. I"m in a wonderful home.. under the protection of some incredible people.. and just want to sit back.. learn.. have some fun.. and find out what i need to be happy.. so that i know what i can offer an owner.. if i even choose to accept a collar again. I was thrust into the lifestyle.. and now learning.. there are many many choices out there, and truthfully.. the home i'm in now, is one i thought was only a dream. We will see what all happens.. 

Brightest blessings to you all.. 

Currently under the protection of MsDawn as well as MsDawnsDrew. Also watching over me is iluvbigtits. thank you.. to all of you.. you are truly dear wonderful friends.. 

Thank you everyone for your interest in me, wow.. I'm shocked and surprised..  Right now,  my mailbox is overwhelming with interested people.  Please give me some time to get to know you all.. and pass on those who I don't think I will mesh with. Please.. Players, or those who are not truly interested.. just pass me by. Don't waste my time or yours.. I'd rather be serving someone sincere. Thank you all.. and well wishes..