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	hi this slave is property of MistressPS. Mistress is the greatest person to ever walk the earth and this slave LOVES Her, worshipps Her and is completely devoted to Her. Mistress showed this slave what life really is when you strip away the mundane. She brought this slave to life by opening slaves eyes. slave is here to find sister slaves to serve Mistress. slave is here to offer any would be slave insight into life under Mistress. all communication this slave has is controlled by Mistress. only accept email from genuine females interested in life of slavery under MistressPS.

my "prison" sentence was extended for another month. so its going to be next week. its been over 4 months now and i'm dying to be released.

i've also discovered there's something very submissive about having to shave your pussy. never before i understood why some find it submissive, i've always shaved no matter what. but now i do. the past 4 months i've been forbidden to shave "her" and it kind of gives you some attitude. and the other day i've been tied up for a little caning session Miss also decided its time to shave me clean. only then did i realize i didn't want her to shave me. i wanted to keep my precious bush. and i begged her. after i was all bald again i felt very humbled. still feel like it.

had to write my feelings for all to read on here. Mistress orders.

Mistress got inspired by forced weight gain so she had me gain another 15 pounds. that was not difficult. losing them just to start again will be. a very humbling experience i must add. having no control over your body and looks. she wants me a little curvier i get curvier. perhaps a little odd thing for some to do but i love it. puts you in the slave mind for good. everytime i look in the mirror and see extra pounds i'm reminded who i belong to and who controls me. and just the extra weight alone humbles you. perfect for humiliation play as well. never had this much weight on before. always watched it and being very careful about it. makes it that much harder to bear now.

also been in chastity for the past 3 months straight. longest i've ever been. looking forward to the 10th when i'm released. another very humbling experience. only released for cleaning under strict supervision. never been so horny in my life.

i've been off here for a while. So i guess an update is in order. i've had quite some new experiences lately.

Most notably i've been sold at a charity slave auction. The feeling of standing naked (except of a blindfold and a pair of handcuffs) on the stage while people from the crowd bid on me sent chills up my spine. It was the first auction held by our club and it was AMAZING! i was glad i could do something for charity.

Anyways anyone interested in the auctions can email me and will get more info.

Public humiliation at its best!

yesterday i had to suffer the worst humiliation yet. it was at the party my Miss hosted.

long story short i wore a ring gag and was handcuffed behind my back. i was then given a milk enema (i was already freshly clean) in front of everyone that i had to release in a bowl. next Miss made cereal in that bowl and fed it to me while everyone present watched.

worst degradation ever. but in a twisted way i enjoyed it. i enjoy being forced and this was a perfect example.

slave R

Being property and being used

i became a property of my Mistress when she collared me. it is hard at first but with more training you learn to know your place.

being made into a piece of property/an object denotes ones position and it is humiliating for the slave. knowing your body has been made into an object for someone elses pleasure gives you the feeling of utter submission and complete loss of control. your face is used to make your Owner come and then you're put away like a sex toy.

its even harder when you're being used by someone else your Owner invited into the scene. be that as a foot stool or a sex slave/toy it is extremely humiliating.

and for all new slaves/subs here are a few things that might help you overcome this humiliation.

think about how proud your Owner is of you. think about the joy you bring them and it will be much easier to accept your position as an object, a property. always try to be the most valuable possession your Owner has. think about how your value increases if you perform your tasks/use with outstanding perfection. when you're used by your Owners friends also keep in mind how your Owners respect will grow in the eyes of her/his friends.

the formula goes like this in shorter form

you're put to good use = your value increases

hope this helps.

tomorrow i'll write about a party my Mistress is hosting tonight. i dread such parties.

slave R

Why am i a slave?

i'm in really good writing mode today so i'll post another entry.

so all slaves/subs must first ask themselves this question. Why am i a slave/sub? there is no real answer for that and i can only speak for myself. i hope i can offer some guidelines for your own thinking process.

it took me ages to relize why i am a slave. first i did not want to admit it, i looked for excuses, wanted desperately to prove i'm not a slave. but lets start with how i even got into that position. the fact is i'm only able to talk about this after more then 10 years and with lots of help from my Mistress.

i was a shell before my Mistress found me and brought me back from "the dark side". i started down the wrong path when i was in my early teens. to "protect" myself i built walls of self delusions and lies around myself. She turned me from a drunk party slut into a fine, classy slave. the process was hard though. i've never been told what to do before and i had great authority problems. needless to say it took a lot of canings, whippings and a ton of humiliation for me to realize how fucked up my life was so far and how i can still have my dignity and respect. anotherwords my walls of lies and decit had to be broken down and i had to be laid bare for me to see my true self. She showed me that it takes great strenght to submit and reliquish all control. thats a very short description of my path to slavery. the initail period of my training was several weeks and there is no time do describe it in great detail.

and now to answer the million dollar question. i'm a slave because i have the strenght and courage to face my weaknesses and flaws, admit them and accept help and guidence to purge them. i accept Her will fully and understand that whatever She does with me is for my own good. i'm at Her service and disposal because She deserves a reward for showing me the beauties of this world and what more can i give Her then myself.

i will be forever grateful and in Her debt for what She has done for me.

slave R

Confinement and self reflection

one of my regular assingments is writing. sometimes i have to write long essays 1000+ words about whatever topic my Mistress choses. after my recent punishment i have to write 1200 words on the topic of confinment and self reflection. i'm about half way there and i wanted to share a few thoughts (with permission) on here to help other slaves/subs who are still finding their place in the beautiful world of bdsm.

First let me say that being confined is the hardest thing for me as it should be for any devoted slave/sub. we crave to serve our owners and having that taken away is painful. on the other hand that pain is a reflection of the pain our owner goes through when we fail. our failure is their failure. only when we realize how much we hurt our owner can we confidently say that our bad behaviour will not repeat. over the last week i cried a lot and it made me realize that i don't cry because i'm in pain but because i've hurt the person that sees the good in me and the potential i have and tries everyday to make me a better being. realizing that hurts more then any caning or whipping.

so for all the new slaves/subs out there wondering why their owner cages them, does not let them sleep in Her/His bed, or leaves them all alone (tied up) think about how your failure reflects on their hard work and not "when is this going to end". this is time for some self evaluation, to clear you head and find the reason for bad behaviour and deal with it. however i do think that the !reason! for confinement/caging must always be made clear. as you as slaves should make it clear you understand how you let down your owner once the confinement is ower. this also translates to any form of punishment resulting from bad behaviour.

i will post more about slavery in general and what makes us slaves in the coming days.

i hope this helps and offers at least some basic insight into this dynamic.

if anyone has any questions feel free to email me. but note that my Mistress checks all my comunication.

slave R

Mistress gave me permission to speak freely.

this is actually the second time i have to set up my profile. i don't know what happened the first time.

anyway my name is slave R. and 10 days ago i've been a very bad slave. i was pmsing at the time and i made a huge mistake. i ate all the chocolate treats without permission when Misstress was away.

when my arroagance was discovered Mistress decided to punish me. according to the rules She set this was the most serious violation. as result i spent the last week in solitary confinement. Mistress has a room outfitted as a prison cell and i'm only locked in there for serious misbehaviour. so far the longest i've been imprisoned was for 2 days. 1 week was hell. i cried the first few days. its a feeling that cannot be described. all i want is to be of service to my Mistress and behind locked away was the hardest thing ever.

but it was wrong to do what i did and i had to be punished. i accept my punishemnt and i love my Mistress so much more for her strenght to punish me in order to make me better.

sincerely

slave R

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