pluhm

im pregnet and excited...yay im 4 months along now and could not be any happier then i am now...but its so weird to say im going to be a momie...lol

hhaappppiiee   xx--mmiissss

i need a slave that i can bend to my will, of course she or he will have to listin to my boyfriend since he will be 2ed in command ...must be interested in light house work while being humiliated and what ever else i wish that person to do  to me or its self...ill up date this if i feel like explaining more of what i want, it has to be willing as for i wont take no for an answer or i wont talk to you, i do have other slave whos more willing then youll ever be...

i want my slave to be there for when ever i need him or her, if i feel you are playing games i will not speak to you, you must feel that it is a privilege to even get a letter from me seeing how i dont get online much...

well i must say if you dont have a pic be ready to send one, im not going to accept ims or mail at that matter if you dont have a pic, most depending on things

so people people plz tell me something new and different your all the same your all worthless if you cant do a simple task....

like its kool to have conversations  but not about the same thing with different people...tell me a store or tell me about you and your past let me know whats in side your head...like i want to know more then what you want to tell me.....so start talking i might not be online much but its nice to have some one to do so

wow... i must say i feel great i feel more heather now day cuz i lost almost over 80 pounds...the thing that only suck is my boobs are gone :( sad face....

but yeah i just though you all should know

lifes going pretty well for me right now kinda.....

still have not moved yet like planed but i will be soon and i cant wait till i do...

living in lancatser is just killing people and every time i leave that town it fills like something is lifted from my chest...

:) i know i dont go online much but when i do and i find people i like talking to you could get my number so we dont have to stop.....

i mean i have meet a few people from here and yes some where fake but the other ones are nice friends and what not......so if you dont mind i do like a lil conversation but i know i might not talk much but thats cuz im waiting for the right thing.......

sorry if i dont reply back so quick or for days on end i have no internet and computer dyes fast and i use internet from a coffee shop soooo....yeah

ahhhhh trying to pay rent is the most hardest thing in my life right now and it sucks...

and if your reading this you must know its a lil difficult for me right now to use the internet if you want my attention you will just have to wait, and when i do go online i dont go on for long so yeah lol

:) how pathetic of some scum making a prayer for me, and telling me i deserve a better man to serve me. hes so retarded and helpless he is going threw his mothers dirty and old clothes to wear for me, he should feel embareced he cant go out and by his own things to make his goddess happier 

but if you want to start saying the prayer with him you may

 Goddess is gonna cut you down. She will take you from the person you are and strip everything away piece by piece. You will willingly give everything to her. Give her your mind, She'll gladly take it. Give Her your body, She'll gladly abuse it. Give Her your soul, and She'll gladly destroy it. The only way to survive is to surrender. I surrender to Divine Goddess Pluhm. I give Her my mind so that She can control me. I give Her my body so that She can destroy me. And i give Her my soul so that She can rule me forever.

things are never the same...but if a profile seems friendly does not mean i want to be a sub slave right now im just looking for friends and no one seems to get that at all...so if and when i get a message about how you want to train me with out geting to know me i think im not even ganna answer you message if i do it might say not interested...deal with it, makeing a good conversation is better then nothing at all so if you would like to chat then bring up a good topic, yes we are all adults here so dont be shy... 

birthday surprises, and wishes and well getting drunk and watched

someone pass the fuck out and lol it just got funner from there drew 

all over his face and chest and then blacked out his face then took 

him out side and hosed him down annd he pissed him self in his sleep ahahaha it was funny

i think im ganna turn that lil boy into a freak ahahah... and he does not even know it 

thats sad but it happins i guess

but it sucks turning a year older cuz that most definitely means im not getting younger...

:) humm im becoming very plzed with this pathetic fat pigglet that stocks and worships my page, hes making all the other subs that try talking to me look like there not trying hard enuff and becoming useless

all of you should be ashamed of them selfs, if you wish to kiss my feet you must try harder in getting my attenchin...you all sucks at story telling anyways, so you all should tell me why you think your worth my attenchin....

life sucks, then you die, so fuck it all and lets get high...

i say this cuz it do and we should and im not saying smokings for everyone... i must apologizes for not being on i have been busy trying to find work and trying to go to school, i will be moving in a few months and will be only alound to do things on weekends,i also have not been able to get online is why also but yeah...

boredom is what boredom does...

things fall apart, the center cannot hold,more anarchy is loosed upon the world...W.b. yeats, irish nationalist poet