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Yesterday someone told me they read somewhere one of the things to live by to be happy was to "have low expectations from people, because they will never meet to YOUR high expectations". I said that for a long time I have lived with "No expectations". I can't say that that has made my life happy. But I wonder if that is even living....
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A friend told me the other day that I am looking for perfection in a man....maybe he is right, but is that a bad thing? I have had to stop and think about this. Is it perfection in my eyes? I thought about it a lot this weekend and I more than anyone know I am not perfect. I have made and probably will make mistakes again. But would it be my Doms work to point it out, have me learn my lesson and teach me the right way? Do I deserve a second chance? Is forgiveness part of discipline and moldement? I need patience and understanding....as a song says..lol.
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So here are some thoughts that come to mind thanks to the personal experiences I have had till now:
If you just want sex....go away.
If you cant have a normal conversation without turning things into something sexual....go away.
If you're old enough to be my dad....go away.
If you have my number because we have gotten that far and don't bother to call....go away.
If i tell you i had a bad day and dont care.....go away.
If you cant engage in a conversation with me and have no manners to say...brb..or hold on, phone...et al....go away.
If you are going to start asking sexual questions within the first 10 replies back and forth...go away.
If you are going to agree with everything i say and say "I can live with that"....go away.
If you dont have control of your life......go away.
All i ask is that you are what you say and say what you are.
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I know Ive been gone for a while, but Im back now. Maybe this time around He will find me.
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ok...so once again...please "Doms"..make sure what you want and what you are capable of doing or not..if you already know you wont be able to travel or make phone calls or dedicate some time then dont bother..i do not care to have a only "online" thing last forever...so please know yourself and what you are capable of before starting something with me..be honest and upfront. |
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Well...im still here...still looking...no one has proven my past post wrong.....yet. Just one thing, make sure you read my whole profile all the way. I really dislike it when i have to be asked something that's already there and then say you missed the part where i had a kid or want a monogamous relationship. Show me you have brains and can read. I am here, waiting for you to find me and come and take me! |
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Men still lie and cheat and decieve. Why do they feel the need to do this? If i can be honest why cant they? I dont need more drama in my life i am just looking for my happiness. Of all the ones i know all the good ones are taken which leaves me surrounded by the bad ones. Such luck! |
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i have been having a blast at the parties and learning so much!! today it was knife play and it is not as scary as it sounds...gave me goosebumps at times but loved the sound it made against my skin and the marks it left too!! |
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Another play party another experience. i can say now electric play (at least the violet wand) is not one of my limits no more!!! |
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i am no longer under consideration so i suppose He was not the One. the journey continues and i hate to do it alone. i have made some wonderfull friends so im not that alone. do not think i am vulnerable right now so dont try to take advantage of that. i am probably emotionally hurt so dont let it surprise you if i act a bit defensive. i still miss Him. |
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Well. i went to my first play party at DD...intense. It was...very interesting, and left me wanting more (some day soon i hope). |
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This past Saturday Aug 5th was my first ever Fetish Ball experience here in Tucson. i had a blast and met some cool people. i cant wait to mingle with more of the DD members and i will be there this next Sat at the club. Pics of me at the Ball coming soon! |
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