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Please read my last journal entry to understand why I am not considering forming any new relationships of any kind for the foreseeable future. I am simply leaving the rest of my profile as it was, just in case I may at some point have the heart to re-join this life.
I hope you find what you are seeking but please do not contact me at present with any expectations of finding it with me.
regards
M V
Strict but benevolent Lifestyle and Professional BBW Mistress.
I am attractive, confident, erudite, intelligent and have a good sense of humour. I enjoy most types of music from the classics to modern contemporary (except hip-hop, garage etc.) and am very interested in the Arts and Theatre and good Literature. My interests (apart from BDSM) are reading, cooking and entertaining socially. I enjoy dining out, strolling on beach or through countryside and all of the civilised aspects of life.
I am a very LARGE lady who craves much pampering and attention. I wish only to associate with those seeking an intelligent and sophisticated type of domination; the man I seek must be mature, charming, sociable, kind, considerate, intelligent, educated and literate. Physically he will be over 5' 6" tall, slim to average build, and preferably good looking but at the very least presentable. He must also be employed, or at least solvent with his own home and life, as I do not wish to co-habit with him, but simply see him on a fairly regular basis for shared interests, conversation and some private intimate time.
I also seek a demure and submissive preferably Victorian or 20's style TV or sissy maid for domestic service at weekends and evenings only on a regular basis for my home near Halifax. Duties will include household chores, cleaning, dusting, laundry attending Me as my Lady's maid.
If any of these roles appeal to you, I look forward to hearing from you. |
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I refer to my journal of some time ago regarding certain very sick individuals who seem to garner pleasure from hurting people (and not in a good way!) Since my poor boi died I have continued to visit this site fairly frequently as I have several friends here who have offered comfort and support which has been very much needed and appreciated. You will also note from my previous journal that I asked not to be contacted with any reference to beginning any new relationships as my heart really is not in it at the moment and is unlikely to be for some time.
This, however, did not prevent my receipt of the following message, which arrived in full (I have asterisked the crude parts for obvious reasons. "It didn't take you long to start tramping on here did it after the death of your ''beloved boi''! I have looked at your photographs at the ''M--------r Dungeon'' and you certainly look like the pr*st*t*te wh*re that you are! Don't give me that mournful crap you f**king hypocrite wh*rebag."
I politely replied to the message suggesting that the lady concerned might like to seek professional help for whatever her problem is. I would also like to point out to this lady that my photographs have not been on that site for a long time now, since I retired to look after my boy during his illness, so she is somewhat out of date in any case. Isuspect this 'lady' is the same person who got so upset by my rejection as mentioned in the aforementioned previous journal. She might like to know that her boyfriend has also been in touch, profusely apologising for their last communication and once again asking for my attention - needless to say, I blocked him from my contacts and deleted his message. As I will be doing with his ladyfriend.
But I am still left wondering why people have to be so cruel without any cause, even to people they don't even know! Is it just me? |
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It is with very great sadness that I have to let those interested know that my poor boy finally succumbed after a 2 year battle with his cancer and passed away towards the end of last month.
There is now a huge void in my life, and all this stuff seems pretty unimportant without him.
I think I might very well be retiring from the DS world, it holds no interest for me now.
Thanks to all who have communicated in the past, but I am definitely NOT in the market for establishing any new relationships and am most unlikely to be getting involved with anything for the foreseeable future. |
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Well, it's been a long hard slog, but I'm happy to report that my boy is now on the mend and hopefully will make a full recovery. We're not there yet - but he's gradually getting over the chemo and we hope may eventually regain most of his former energy and stamina. At the moment, he tires very easily, (we're told that is quite usual after a long course of chemo) but apart from that feels well enough in himself.
We've decided he's now well enough for us to resume, at least in part, our 'normal' D/s relationship after it being on hold for over a year now - so at last I can be a Mistress again! Though it may be some time before I being to restart my professional sessions. We'll wait and see...
In the meantime, thanks again to one and all who are still sending their good wishes and thoughts - it's been a great support to us over the last year! |
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Message to the sick couple mentioned in my last journal. Sorry to disappoint you, but far from being dead, my slave is happily on the mend and hopefully in time will fully recover.
In the meantime I have reported your last sick message to the site authorities. |
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You know, most of us are here because we're wired at least slightly differently to the 'normal' world, but sometimes I have to ask myself what it is that really constitutes 'sick'. If you've read my journal before you will know I've spent more than 6 months with my 'Mistress' persona on hold, due to the illness of my boy - but aside from lots of people sending their very good thoughts and wishes, this hasn't prevented people from contacting me wanting my attention to dominate them in one form or another. A certain couple, who shall remain nameless, contacted me some months ago, asking if I would be interested in dominating him, and giving her help to become his Dominant. Their scenario also seemed to require some sexual activity between me and the woman. Despite my pointing out that I was unavailable at present, and also that I have no interest in lesbian/bisexual interaction with another woman, they kept on sporadically emailing me with similar requests, until, after receiving a mail, the total contents of which bluntly asked 'is your partner terminally ill with cancer', I admit I was quite rude in reply. The final straw came when I received a reply to my email saying that I was such a rude person I deserve to suffer!
Is it just me? |
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It's been some time since my last entry, but so many people ask about how my boy is doing, I thought I'd better post an update. He had 6 sessions of chemotherapy and has fortunately not suffered too many awful side-effects. He then had another bone marrow biopsy but the results were mixed - the cancer is still there. So, two more chemos then probably more tests to see if it's cleared. If not they'll try another treatment that will keep him in hospital for a few days while they monitor his progress. After that -who knows? It's out of our hands I guess.
In himself, he's feeling ok - sometimes he even forgets he's ill, but he gets tired very quickly and if he tries to do too much he suffers for days afterwards.
Anyway, thank you all again for your kind thoughts and best wishes. I hope next time I post I'll have some great news to tell! Love to all xx |
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Thank you to all the people who have sent their kind thoughts and wishes for wimpy's speedy recovery - your messages are very much appreciated by both of us.
He is currently undergoing chemotherapy for about 6 months, and all we can really do is wait and see. It's tough, but at least we know now what we're dealing with, rather than speculating about what might be wrong, as we were before diagnosis. The doctors say this type of cancer, whilst very aggressive, is also one of the easiest to cure, or if not cure, control, so we can only hope some kind of recovery is not too distant.
Again, many thanks to all who have wished us well.
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Why don't people read! I repeat from my last journal - my slave has cancer and has to undergo chemotherapy for the next 6 months at least. He is very weak and ill and I have no time to spare playing games or taking on new relationships.
PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO FULFIL YOUR FANTASIES BECAUSE I AM NOT AVAILABLE FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE!!! |
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Bad news. I'm afraid I'm going to be out of the scene for the foreseeable future. My beloved wimpy has been diagnosed with cancer and must undergo chemotherapy for the next 6 - 8 months, and all my time will be devoted to looking after him and trying to help him get better.
So, if you send messages and I don't reply, I'm not being ignorant, I'm just too busy to respond, and don't have time for slave or maid training, or even for pro-Domme sessions. Sorry, but you'll have to look elsewhere.
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Just a brief note to the so-called Dom (you know who you are, Herr Baron!) (and, no, to anyone else who might read this, that is not his ID on here, so don't bother looking under that name!)
I know I said I wouldn't send any more messages, but being me, I just couldn't let you have the last word in our brief but very amusing exchange.
For your information, I do take regular exercise, in the form of swimming a mile three or four times a week, so exercising my 'pudgy fingers' writing to you is the very least of it! Secondly, when I feel I have the need for a personal trainer and dietician, I will seek professional help, not from someone who hides himself away without profile or photograph on a website such as this - I say again, it's very cowardly!
And finally, please remember, it was YOU who first sent a message to me, not I who contacted you. However, I do thank you for making me smile and amusing me no end with your attempts to try and get the upper hand - but sorry - you will not succeed! |
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I have been invited to join the Mistresses of the Manchester Dungeon! Mistress Julia Pink, who owns the dungeon, and I have been friends for years - and for years she has been trying to persuade me to use her Dungeon and go at least semi-professional - so I thought it might be fun to do so.
I'm covering all the usual aspects of Domination, but will specialise in Strict Mommy/Adult Baby and Stern Auntie/Naughty Schoolboy scenarios. It will be great fun! You can contact me here for details.... |
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Things are looking up! I now have a maid in training! So sorry gurls, for the moment that position is filled. Of course, there are no rules that say I can only have one maid, but until samantha is trained, I will concentrate on her. |
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As I thought - I'm no good at keeping journals! I've just looked and its almost 18 months since my last entry! How time flies when you're having fun.
Well, since then, I've met several more very nice people, and had many more correspondences that have come to nothing. I'm still no closer to finding my ideal lover, but there are one or two prospects on the horizon! It seems that most submissive men would be happy to be a sort of sex-slave, but don't want the responsibility of being a Master to my wimpy, but I'm afraid that goes with the territory! wimpy can't help but see himself as a slave, and serving anyone with whom I consort. Perhaps I should start searching among Doms who like the idea of having an equal relationship with a Domme who has a slave of her own. And if he has HIS own slave too - that would be quite a menage! Something to ponder..... |
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The search continues. I've had one or two mails from prospective lovers, but - call me old-fashioned - when I've received their photographs I don't seem to find any of them that physically attractive! What? I'm no oil-painting myself? Well, I know that, but the fact remains that even if I find the perfect man who stimulates my mind, if I don't find him physically attractive too, nothing physical is going to happen! I know that the brain is the most erogenous zone, and yes, I need to be thrilled mentally, but I couldn't bring myself to sleep with someone whose looks repulsed me. Besides, I'm a strong, independent and dominant woman - I deserve the very best, and why should I not have EXACTLY what I want! It would be like settling for Dolcis when I want Manolo Blahnik! |
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Hmm, a journal huh? I've often tried to keep one in the past, but soon lose interest, so it will be interesting to see if I can keep this one going!
Who'd have thought it would be so difficult to find the right person interested in cuckoldry? I guess I've just been spoiled in that I found my perfect slave in eric. However, it goes against his inherent slave nature to even dream of intercourse with his Goddess (he sees penetration as invasive and aggressive) and I feel I have to respect his feelings in this. So, being a normal healthy Woman with normal healthy appetites, I need someone else for the one thing eric can't do for me. I've visited lots of cuckold sites, but all they seem to be about is that the woman sleeps with as many men as possible in order for her husband to get his kicks either by watching, joining in or cleaning up afterwards! YUCK!! This is not what I want at all! I want someone I can see on a fairly regular basis, with whom I have at least something in common, and who won't be freaked out at the thought of eric serving him in the capacity of a domestic servant and no more.
Ah well, I guess if it's meant to happen, it will happen. But I won't settle for less than I want - I would rather do without altogether! |
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