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Another new year. Time flies! No matter what 2015 may have in store for me...I'm ready! |
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Just a heads up...I will probably be taking a long break from Collarspace and . If you know me, you have my info to get a hold of me.
Blessings,
Ms. M |
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Feeling a bit frustrated. Need a change. Something. I may take a break for awhile. |
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If you are going to email someone, please make it special. I am tired of the "duplicate" emails that you obviously send out to others at the same time. I am worth more than that! |
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I am so sad today. A life long friend of mine committed suicide this morning. We were supposed to have a girls night out this spring. She was upset that her husband was having an affair. She said she was moving on and feeling better. So sad that she was in so much pain that she felt it would never end. It is very painful when someone you shared your vows of loving forever, cheats. It happened to me last year. I was able to move on and knew that there was a rainbow after the storm. I had a lot of help from family and friends. They stuck by me and let me vent the way I needed to. I am so sorry that my dear, precious friend could not find a different release. I miss her already. |
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All moved out and feeling so much better. Getting out and having fun. A bit housebound at the moment due to my mother's knee surgery but hopefully I will be able to go out and leave her here and there. |
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Happy Independence Day to those in the U.S.
I'm spending time with my daughter's family for a couple of days. Life is great! I am enjoying myself and my life! Feels great to breathe again. |
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Moving day today! Scared and excited. Just wish the adrenalin would hit already. I am exhausted and it is not even 8am! |
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I really don't have the time right now to put into meeting anyone. I have way too much on my plate at this time with the divorce and moving. Stay tuned for updates! |
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These two are ever hot, hot hot!
https://www.celticthunder.ie/node/997744 |
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New Musings:
I have been thinking about the last few years and to be honest, I do not know how much longer I would have put up with the boring, hum drum marriage. I even seriously thought about venturing out of the marriage to find a real sub/slave to serve me. My beliefs kept me loyal.
I am now feeling like he actually did me a favor. I am free and having a lot of fun exploring life and what makes me happier. Do I "need" a sub/slave? No, but I want one. If I want a lover he has to be into the kinks I am into. No pure vanilla for me. It just won't work. I have had offers from vanilla men and although they are great men, I know what makes me feel alive.
What I do seek is a lover/sub. I seek someone who is quick witted, makes me laugh and smile..a lot. I want to have those butterfly affects going off in my stomach each time I hear his voice. I want to be his world, his drive and passion. This submissive/slave will want to make me smile and crave to make me happy and doing his all to ensure this. This submissive has to have a relationship with God, love kids and animals.
I am paying close attention to the "red flags" that go off when I meet potentials. I should have listened to them with my ex.
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New one!
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Hello Miss
Do you spank online?
Need I say more?
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This is only one example of why Dommes have a hard time taking people serious on here. I just received this email. Note, I have never emailed or talked to this person before.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shoots a huge load and looks at the timer.................47 seconds...............thank You Goddess for allowing Your cock to cum.............permission to clean up?
Seriously? |
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Hello. I am not planning on moving out of California anytime soon. Thanks for your offers though. I know you live in nice, scenic areas and I have loved your pictures. If you are relocatable, and can meet, then we can talk.
I also appreciate all of your emails that are sincere. I enjoy them so keep those coming. The ones that want to know what I will do to them, I just delete. I am moving to the Riverside County area in May. I am not rushing into anything. Just a heads up.
Ms. M |
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Who knew that packing up ten years of life could be so freeing? I have thrown a lot of stuff out that I thought I would hold onto for the rest of my life. Funny thing is, I am smiling as I do it... |
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I've been going through my DVDs and packing mine up. Going through the garage soon so that should be fun. I'll just be glad when I am on my own. I've never lived alone before. I am loving my new direction though. |
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Okay, I have gotten some compliments recently but I have to say that this gentleman is down right flattering! I am flattery operated, if it is sincere.
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"dam ! your hot almost wish i were a sub lol"
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" from what i see
when you smile the world is a brighter place"
"forget sex
cuddling with you might be a life long experience"
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"angel you on any mans arm ! he would feel 10 feet tall
your the type lady a man like to show off to his friends"
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Thank you dear man, for making me smile... |
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Okay, please be in My country. I am not interested if you come to visit often.
I need more than that. I need someone at My beck and call except for work. In other words, I will own you! That won't happen if you live far away...sorry! |
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Okay! Tonight is the night! Going to SRO Lounge around 9 with the girls. Come meet us there and say hello! I plan on having a few drinks and enjoying the company! |
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Absolutely NO married or involved men! It does become obvious after a week or so that you are not single. |
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Going to SRO the weekend of Valentine's Day. I guess it will be fun to be with other "untethered" ladies! If any ladies in the area are interested, email me here. |
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I have been talking with a few potential slaves lately. One I have met and we had dinner. It was nice. The other two have just been on the phone so far. I am certainly in no hurry to rush things along because what if I choose one but he is not the perfect one for me. But, I do not want to waste my time either. There is one that I have a lot of interest in but not sure if he is ready for what I seek. I think there are many out here that would love to be real time but are afraid. They may be wondering if this lifestyle is really what they want. I'm not really the one to find out if it is for you or not. Do some reading. Find a part time play partner or Dom/Domme and go from there.
I have also gotten a lot of emails from those that want to be chattel. I am not into that. If someone says he is worthless, why would I want a worthless slave? |
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This journal entry is My thought for the day:
Perhaps what I am seeking does not exist. Perhaps I am too deep and intense. I seek a soul tie so deep that it can't be broken until death. I am not looking for someone who thinks he is worthless. To me, true subs/slaves are the strongest beings alive. But, just because you feel submissive until you have an orgasm, does not work for me. Even when you are allowed to have an orgasm, you as a true submissive would know that her desires are first and foremost. I am seeking someone that can keep up with my personality, love and spirit.
On another note, I have been talking to a few that seem to get Me, but we will see where that goes.
More news later. lol
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Happy 2013! I hope this year brings you peace, joy and good health! |
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