MsCindy

I really despise liars, cheats, thieves and everything that goes along with them.

Sooooo.... what will it take? What did I learn? What will I do differently, given the opportunity again?

NOPE she surely wasnt for Me. Simply used Me as her personal stepping stool to get to someone else. Go figure. Met online in Jan, then met in person in March, then in June she moved here with no money, no job, and no where to live. she used Me for everything she could and when she didnt think she could get any more, she moved to another state to try whatever with someone else.

Is it true? Is it really possible? Is this the one for Me?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!! Yet again, beginning another year without My girl!!! Dangit, I know shes out there. However, I sure do find it amusing that everyone is looking for someone, but if you dont bother to respond to messages sent to you, how are you ever supposed to get anywhere. Unfortunately, way too many folks are looking for nothing more then outside beauty. Sad so sad that they can all miss the one for them because of vanity.

~MsC~

So... here I am still on the hunt after several years of chatting, traveling, meeting a bazillion + 10 fakes, and yet... I am still here. I keep wondering if maybe I "stop" searching, then perhaps she will find Me instead? Guess I will never know that answer. My search continues. 

Enjoy this conversation. HONESTLY OH MY GOOD GRIEF!!!!! Just what the hell does it take????

bisub4you2 on 6/7/11 at 4:11 PM: nice  pics and profile but you sound mad

Everyone says that! I find it rather humorous really, Im not mad at all. I am very straight forward and brutally honest. If that comes across as anger to so many, it must not be that easy to take. I put in the facts, tried to be sure my profile is as real as it gets since I am. I know what I am looking for and am really tired of all the fakes wannabes and gamers that read my profile and figure they should mess with me anyways. buhwahahahahaha...... bad idea........However.... if you are even slightly interested beyond this part lol, I would be happy to chat with you to see if your interests are peaked and if you are as real as I am. That girl I seek is as honest as the day is long, masochistic even a little, service oriented, eager to please, and want to stay a lifetime. I guess that could be asking too much, but I certainly dont want 50 relationships that are fly by night. If I must maybe just 2 possible 3 to make sure i have the right one but I would really prefer just 1. Not a perfect world, I know. Ty ~MsC~

bisub4you2 on 6/7/11 at 6:00 PM: i want 1 relationship and if you want more then your not for me, bye

MsCindy on 6/7/11 at 7:48 PM: I do believe you misunderstood. Perhaps a bit of clarity will help you more. I said if I must 2 or 3 to find the right girl, yes I did. However I certainly dont want them all at the same time good grief no!! I am only 1 person and strong as I may be I have no idea how those people with 2 or 3 subs do it and more power to them. That certainly is not what I want. I also said and I repeat, I would really prefer just 1. Perhaps I could have simply said it by saying I dont want to go thru 2 or 3 thats just too much.Does that help any? Maybe you should read a little closer before making snap decisions hmmmm, if thats how you are, then maybe your not for Me.?? 

~MsC~

bisub4you2 on 6/8/11 at 3:59 AM: then its your loss

Dominant      89%
Sadist           82%
Experimental 68%
Exhibitionist
/ Voyeur        50%
Vanilla           29%
Switch           21%
Bondage       21%
Masochist     14%
Degradation
Lover            11%
Submissive     0%

Just a thought

Nothing ever changes does it. I think when she comes along its going to be so real I wont be able to see and I am going to scare the crap out of her and shes going to run screaming bloody murder into the night!!!!! Good grief what happened to real people?

Havent been here for a day or 2. Hmm I wonder if things will be different for Me this year? I have made an error in trust and judgment, and will certainly not be quite so unguarded again. New year, fresh start, hopeful. Happy New Year

                                        Ms Cindy 

Desires & Needs

When I first discovered the empty part of my life, it took considerable time to figure out why it was there and what would fill it. Once I learned I longed for, and needed, a female by My side as My servant, amusment, sexual playtoy, I felt certain relief wash over Me. I began a search that would have great meaning for Me, and end in the possibility of a great relationship for us, who ever you may turn out to be.  

I can only promise to do things to the best of My ability as a human, with the understanding that learning and growing together will be a requirement. As it stands, I can easily provide a home {shelter} and the needs of the physical body {food}. While under My hand you would serve My needs in every way shape and form thus enabling wishes of feeling useful, able to serve and feel needed. Having the chance to meet and come to be in My service fully enables the need to be wanted & desirable. Once we settle into Oour Oown routine of learning, discipline, and rules, the toy will find itself owned. As we become more then Ms and her toy, in time, you will find yourself enjoy the feeling of being wholly and completely possessed. It will be assuredly as My favorite toy initially, secondary as the human you may be. Honesty, without exception, is not only expected, it is demanded. Obedience will be certain or disciplinary action will be immediate and painful.  

I do have specific rules, which will not be deviated from, unless specified by Me!

· Ms Cindy is My name use it.

· While in the company of those who do not understand our life choices, Ms Cindy’s toy will behave, and act accordingly.

· The toys eyes will always be kept at waist level. Any signs of direct eye contact, other then what may be instructed, will be severely punished as soon as is possible.

· The toy is considered “Her personal assistant” act accordingly.

· Ms Cindy’s toy does not and will never, address other Dominant figures directly.

· Ms Cindy’s toy will always be mindful and respectful of all others in the room at all times.

· Ms Cindy’s "vanilla" family does not know of her journey nor her actions and the toy will act accordingly in any family situation as instructed at the time of the event.

· Ms Cindy’s toy will be addressed as exactly that.
“toy”

The toy does NOT have the right or any reason to argue or debate any of the current standing rules. They are not negotiable. 

Please note and understand, the list can and will be increased at any time by Ms Cindy.  As we grow and learn together other more specific rules may be added.