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Male Dominant, 20, PV, Arizona
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Male Dominant, 29
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Male Switch, 29, Brooklyn, New York
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About MorphineVixen13
I do not add people randomly. ~I do not do any web-cam play and I do not do long-distance committed relationships. ~I ignore profiles that do not have a picture or ones that are blank.~ Vanilla me: * I LOVE orange soda, sweet tea (Southern style), grape soda, diet Pepsi and raspberry brisk. * My musical tastes vary. Ex: Slipknot, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Atreyu, Rancid, Daft Punk, Faderhead, DJ Sammy, Motley Crue, Amon Amarth, Nightwish, Kamelot, Beethoven, The Cruxshadows, Crack ov Dawn, Orgy, Depechemode, Usher, Alecia Keys. . . Random enough? If I like it, I'll listen to it. If I don't, I'll tolerate it if I don't have a choice * I have a fascination with tattoos, piercings and hair. * I love to look at cars, motorcycles and blades of all kinds. * I have a wacky loud personality at times, but I can be quiet and reserved Non-Vanilla * I'm a switch, and I enjoy playing with the right people. * I'm a Furry! I have been exploring my kitty side as of late :3 But my Dominant side is a Wolf and she can be a force to be reckoned with :P * I'm a sadomasochist. I'm exploring that side of myself more and I realize I love to give pain as much as I love to receive it * I'm perverted. I'm not joking when I say my mind lives in the gutter and likes to play in traffic. * I have a darker side which I only show to certain people. * I love intellectual people. Quickest way to turn me off, be stupid. * I am one of those people that prefers honesty. Second way to turn me off, lie to me. * I don't add people randomly. I enjoy making new friends so start up a decent conversation other than "ur hott". Basic kinks * Flogging, spanking * Blood play, knife play, needle play * Tattoos, piercings, knives, swords, motorcycles, choppers, muscle cars, fire, accents, boots. What do these things have in common? I'm fascinated by them and they turn me on * Vampires, werewolves and other things that go bump in the night * Daddy Dom/ little girl * kitty/furry play * Erotic literature. I enjoy reading and writing erotica. * Pacifiers, lollipops, a cock... Why do I like those things? I love having something in my mouth. I have a very strong oral fixation. * Hair pulling, neck biting, growling... all those things make me melt * Whips, chains, floggers, paddles all excite me * Anal. I love wearing butt plugs and I love having a cock up my rear. * Cum. I'm a cum slut. I love how it tastes and I do worship a cock when it's in front of me * I love being fucked in front of a mirror. I'm self-conscious, yet when forced too, I will look at myself and it turns me on more * I'm starting to become a fan of feet and hands. If both look good I'm not grossed out. * I'm into rope bondage and am curious about rigging * I'm curious about water boarding and other forms of interrogation play * I'm curious about hook suspension Hard Limits * Face/head hitting * Piss on the face or in the hair * Scat * Objects cutting open or stabbing my feet * Cattle branding * Cum on the hair or in the eyes * Saliva. For some reason, the feel and smell of it on my arms or face grosses me out. |
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Realizations and Reaffirmations.
As I have explored myself and my sexuality, I have learned a few things, and reaffirmed a few others.
Reaffirmations:
* I react very strongly to certain sounds or a certain voice(s). I am a very auditory and visual person. Once I speak with a person, I connect a voice and a face to a text conversation. Often times, as I am reading something sent to me, I will react strongly to it more if I have actually heard the sender speak. I will admit, I prefer masturbating to someone on the phone than sitting in front of the computer doing it, unless I am on webcam.
* I react more to images or video of someone I know. Seeing a friend I know IRL being fucked gets me hotter than any porn does. Same with receiving dirty pictures from friends, or being on webcam and indulging in some mutual masturbation.
* I enjoy sex more when it is with a friend. Something about having some connection already just helps me relax and really enjoy myself. I have done the random hook-ups, and lets just say, they got theirs, and I got none. If I have not spent with you in person and gotten to know you, sex just is not going to work. I do not have to be super close with the person, but I react strongly to a person's energy. When I am in tune with them, I get much more satisfaction, and just being around someone for a while helps me tap into it.
* I prefer music being on while having sex and/or playing. I am not too picky in my musical tastes, but music helps me relax. If there is music playing near-by, I can relax and scene with someone new without experiencing any negative headspace.
* I am more turned on by an intellectual sadist than I am some Dom that just tries to play on my pain-receptors. What I mean by this is, I am more responsive when someone arouses both my brain and my body as they speak to me and do naughty things with me. Yes, I react well to what most people consider painful, but when you overload me on pain, I will be thrown emotionally, because when you stop, I will crash and burn. But when you play with my head, play with your knowledge of me and then work with that knowledge to make my body respond, I will be putty in your hands and eager for whatever you throw at me.
* If you try to be dominant to me, you better start planting that idea in my head from the get-go, or I better sense it from how you carry yourself and/or your energies. I do not just roll over and play submissive unless you virtually seep dominance from your pores. Otherwise, I will try to take control of the situation. So, if you are a switch but come off as submissive to me, I will read you as weaker and dominate. I am a submissive kitten and a Dominant Wolf. Two polar opposites, but if you try to play with me and let yourself slip, I will take control.
New things that I have learned:
* To get me to not be afraid of some scary toy (because it has a loud sound. i.e. a whip) you are better off having a spotter touching me and my ears and eyes covered. Taking away the scary look or sound of a toy will cause me to react better. I am terrified of loud noises, so if you take away some of my senses, I will probably react better.
* Part of me wishes to be in a poly-relationship again. But I realize now, that if I am to do that, I have to be attracted to the parties involved first. If I am physically around a couple, and I get to know them and their energies, I often times will develop a sense of comfort around them, and a sexual attraction will form. So if you want to get me in a three-some, I better know both of you and be sexually attracted, otherwise I will decline. I play both sides of the field, but if I do not find an involved party attractive, or if I do not like their energy, I will not enjoy myself. But on the flip-side of that coin, if you want to have a three-some with me and then ignore me, I will not be very happy.
* I do not react well to being threatened. I do not like being pushed into something that I do not want to do. Over the last few years, I have had a few negative experiences in the community that led me to being really negative if someone tries to push me to do something they want. Just because I am a switch, and you are a dominant does not mean shit. You are not my top, so do not act like it. Yes, I know earlier that I said if you try to dominate me from the get-go that I will respond, but just because you insert yourself as dominant does not mean that you can force me to your will. I have to trust you and feel a connection after you planted the dominant idea in my head to react how you want. So no grabbing my hair the first time I meet you, no spanking me the first time I see you in person at a party or any of that shit. Get to know me, and then maybe I will begin to trust you.
* Do not cause any lasting physical harm on me unless I say you can. I currently have a fading scar on my knee from someone scratching me with a blade without asking me. Yes, I like knife play, but if you do not ask "Hey, can I actually leave marks on you?" I will be pissed. I already have more scars than I can count, I would rather ask for a new scar than have someone give me one just because they wanted to.
* The best form of after-care: a cigarette, a long talk, and some fresh air. I learned that being around all of the loose energy after a scene, I will more likely experience a drop faster. I recuperate better if I can step outside, smoke a cigarette or two and have a talk with my partner. After that, bring on the cuddles and gentleness, but not before. I do not smoke as much as I used to, but nothing beats an after-sex/after-scene cigarette. Once I take that break, I can easily jump back in for some more.
As I learn and figure out more, I will update this.
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I have a collection of knives. All different shapes and sizes and types. Some I got through a catalog, others I got from my father.
My collection currently consists of:
http://budk.com/Skeleton-Bones-Bowie-Knife Yes, it's style is that of a trench knife BUT I don't consider it one. Looking at it, you think "Oh, it'll be very effective" but holding it, it's heavy, the skull attached to the other "dagger" is prone to slipping, and it doesn't rest in the hand comfortably. And when it is removed, the knife is a lot lighter, but you could imagine handling it with the empty notch. . . yea not very comfortable then either. I got it because it was different. But it's annoying to hold, let alone use. Now if I could, I'd instead get http://budk.com/Knives/Dragon-Fighter-Bowie-Knife it's hell of a lot lighter, and yes, I consider that one a trench knife. It can actually be used effectively and easily. I have large hands for a woman, so if I say a knife is uncomfortable to hold, you can bet it is.
http://budk.com/Knives/Draco-Twin-Dagger-Knife-Set?foundby=cross-sell this is another set I got just because it was pretty. The smaller dagger is big enough to pick your nose with, but that's about it. The larger one though is nice for knife play because it's intimidating. This pair I keep together in my kit, just in case. Who knows, maybe someone will want their genitals scratched by the mini-blade.
http://budk.com/Knives/Custom-Legend-Wolf-Bowie-Knife my favorite. Though it seems the handle and sheath are made out of plastic or some light material like that, it's a pretty piece and I love to use it during knife play.
My straight razor (yes, singular. I gave my best friend the sister blade to mine as a present) they do not sell anymore at BudK. Another pretty piece, but it seems the handle is also made out of plastic. This one I don't use for knife play because I have actually cut myself with it by accident and I prefer not to do that with everyone I play with.
Now, the knives that were my fathers. The large bowie with the wooden handle, and the deer-antler handled knife. Those two have been around quite some time, and are my two authentic blades. I know they won't break or fail me but I don't carry them in my kit because they are dull and I don't want to bring them out until I get a sheath for the bowie made.
And for my newest addition... it is similar to this knife here http://budk.com/knives/folding-knives/blackie-collins-speedster-folding-knife except silver with red accents and it was cheap. lol. Like the belt clip came off kind of cheap. Anyways, it's a good knife. Very sharp and pointy. Might use it for blood play but I keep it in my bag in case someone needs to get out of rope quick.
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Current toys in my toy bag:
- A small synthetic stingy rope flogger (Made by me :D )
- A 3' tall black and white cricket bat
- A large 9"x2.5" purple dildo
- Clothes pins
- Shoe laces for tying up individual bits for torture
- A collection of knives
- 2 Chain collars. Both of which were originally choke chains for a medium or large dog. Both of which have some kind of clasp or lock
- Bandannas for blindfolds or gags
- Ties, same purpose as the bandannas
- Nitrile medical disposable gloves
- and anything else I happen to find around the house to make a kinky use for. :P
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