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So I'm not all about tho type of play. But I've been aching for any kind of play lol. Today though would be the perfect day if I had a master o make me wear a dirty diaper all day. Since I have the extreme runs. Every time I go to the bathroom I just wish there was someone here forcing me to sit in it all day |
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Still no luck finding a master or mistress interesting in helping me in my search of this lifestyle. Still hold a positive outlook on everything. Hard work does pay off |
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Oh yeah I should post my New Years resolution. By the end of 2013 I need to suck 10 different cocks. I need to have my cocks sucked number double the number of girls I've sleept with. As I am not sleeping with any girls any more only allowing queening from girls. Other then that it will help my mindset. So I need help and if you'd like a simple blow job or more message me. |
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I've never done a journal of any sort, online, blogging, on notebook nothing. So bear with this lol. I just want to express my feelings after tonight.
I've just spent a good 8+hours at the local topless bar. I just wanted to have a drink somewhere I wouldn't have to worry about crime. I didn't get wasted or drunk so this is all clear minded thoughts. They where some very gorgeous girls between I'd say 18-25 years old. I keept refusing lap dances politely but did tip I guees as they danced. I couldn't bare to get a lap dance from someone I'm jealous of them and their situation. I kept thinking the whole entire time how I desperately wanted to be one of those girls. I knew not in a straight bar situation lol. I just knew looking at this one girl that I should be that. I would want nothing more to be a sexy girl and to share it with others. I know she wasn't a hooker not would I be. But I deffiantly wouldn't just dance for guys. I just know after tonight this coming week Im gunna start liting tasks I need to do to become that. I anyone wants to help I do not do not do not mean money help lol. Please message me :) |
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