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Just uploaded a new pic, with no make up. Ekk. |
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Out with the old and in with the new. I can only hope that 2012 brings me all that I strive for. |
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Omg! the amount of stupidity that pours from peoples skulls and to the keyboards here are ridiculous. If I have one more fuck tard kid contact me and talk to me like a dog with comments like ' suck my dick slave whore' I am going to stab them in the head with a rusted machete. I mean seriously? Look guy, your in you late teens early 20's and you think....KEY WORD HERE FELLA, think you have a clue what your getting yourself into because some girl you fucked while she was drunk decided she wanted it rough and had to hold your hand and walk you through it. Lets just establish some ground rules here. I am not like most girls. I do not alter myself to make someone like me more. I will not act a certain way to make you like me more. I will not do what you tell me to do, ON PURPOSE, just because it amuses me to see you get pissed off. And last, but not least, I will not subject myself to someone I feel has an IQ lower than a tube of chap stick. So with that being said if you have even a hint that you have any of the described qualities, fuck off, or Ill tear you apart when I find out what you really are.
Thanks have an awesome day :)
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Well It certainly has been a while since I have logged on much less done a journal entry but seeing as I have the day off for a change and Im very bored I figured I would get on and update.
A few new things have come about in my life. I have moved into a little apartment in the middle of town and I love love love it. My best guy friend lives only a few floors above me and the location is great. I have a new boyfriend and things are going well with that too. Sadly he is vanilla but he has a secret dark and dirty side which is more than enough for me. I am in the process of house shopping, which is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I am also in the market for a new car. School starts in a month and I can be any more excited or my eye will pop outta my head. Work is going well and my tan is developing nicly. All and all it seems like everything is working out for the best right now. Yay! Tonight I am heading out on the town for some pre baseball game and fireworks drinks only to be followed by more drinks at the stadium. So, yes my 4th of July weekend is shaping up nicely.
On that note HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY! to all you folks that serve our fine nation in the military, fire, medical, and law enforcements field. |
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Well I made an 87 on my math test. Uh not happy about that, I should have done better but it is still a B which is acceptable, for now. My schedule though, is very hard for me to deal with. Not much room for playtime. Hum, only a few more months of that though. I can make it. |
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Shit on this site. Shit on being single. Shit on ppl who waste my time. I'm taking a break and just worrying about school work and the ppl who actually matter in my life. Grr. |
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Now Mr. Man isn't talking to me. I didn't even do anything. Heartbreaking. I really enjoyed his company. Just another one of lifes disappointments. |
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It's snowing for the second time in a month. In SC!!!! Wow the end is near till then I'm gonna go play! |
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Oh my gosh I think my heads go na explode from excitement. Just, an hour ago, got my approval for school. Woot Woot!!!! But school starts MONDAY! so much to do. Yay new book bag! I'm stoked. 2011 is looking up already. |
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The more you tell me not to push the big red button the more I want to push it.... Just because you told me not to. And maybe because I like breaking your rules and being punished later :) but it's all in fun |
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Let me just start by saying Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone. Hopefully today you didn't foret about the under dogs of society. Those good hearted ppl that are down on their luck. Be thankful and kind. Be caring and understanding. Try and do 2 random acts of kindness for folks before the new year, since most ppl are off work till then. Being good to one another makes the world a better place.
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So it finally happened. I got to meet Mr. Man after wanting to meet him for years. Mr Man, that's what I am gonna call him. After several several years of strictly talking here online we spoke briefly on the phone, and somehow managed to actually meet up for a few drinks the other night. Everything seemed to have gone really well. I had a good time and I enjoyed his company. It was a little strange since we were face to face for the first time, but he knew so much about me already. So, then we decided to go somewhere else. We got a little mixed up and I ended up going home mad and so did he and all it simply was, was a misunderstanding. A second meeting was suggested but so far hasn't happened. I am wondering if its gonna actually happen again or if its gonna be another several years if ever. |
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Tonight was so eventful I made myself sick from stress. Yay. |
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Oh god I just read my profile. Maybe it's b/c I'm looking via iPhone and not my computer, but it is in serious need of am over haul. So that being said I k ow what I'm gonna do sometime soon. |
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Is so disappointed with the dating scene and this site. |
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I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT DRESSING UP FOR THE HALLOWEEN PARTY TONIGHT! IM GONNA BE THE MOST BOOBIE-TASTIC WITCHY WITCH EVER! WOWHO! :p |
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Oh gosh Halloweens only a few days away! So siked. My 2 costumes I had picked out both fell threw so I guess I'm gonna be a boobie-tastic witch. Yay! Boobie! |
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What's better than having your ex from years ago call you at 4 am in a drunken haze and waking you up? His calling saying he loves you and wants you back all while taking the loudest shit known to man. I hung up. I know have 13 text messages and four voice mails. Fuck my life. |
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So I have been seeing this guy who I think is absolutely amazing in every way so far. We have only been on a few dates and no I'm not falling hard and fast here its just nice to be like everyone else and meet someone that's not crazy or an absolute piece of shit or has way to many issues for this kitty kat to handle. And yes, I am aware how I spelled Kitty kat. It was on purpose. Eek its freaky how there's almost nothing wrong with him. Seems to good to be true which means it wont last because good things like that dont really happen to me no matter how hard I try to be a good person and so one. But I am defiantly going to enjoy it while it last.
Down side: Hes not to much into the lifestyle but like the fact that I am but he'll come around I can feel it.
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Just had a dream I was dancing in a night club pack with sexy nude dudes and I was throwing glitter everywhere saying," yay! glitter" and everyone cheered. ?I was soooo disappointed when I woke up, rolled over and my dogs ass was in my face. BEST DREAM EVER!!!! So tomorrow, I'm gonna buy a bag of various pretty glitters and throw it around at work. I'm sure the guys won't mind because it'll be like a strip club for them. Only the lights are on and you can see those girls are as good looking with the lights all on. Ok wel back to bed. |
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So I was pretty pissed I had to work the kid Rock concert on base till they gave free boozes. Clocked in by 2 traced by 5 clocked out by 1230. A good night with time and a half. I guess gov work sit to shabby sometimes. |
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Damn I seriously think I am wasting my time with this site sometimes. Any real Doms in my area that aren't pussies posing in mens clothing? |
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I know he's out there some where. That man that can break me and tame my wild side or at least control it. With a simple look, I know I'll be punished. Not because I've done something wrong but because he just likes to watch me try and resist only to be corrected and reminded of my place. This man is older and much wiser than me, and he knows it to but doesn't make me feel mentally inferior. He likes that I'm curious about the world and it's workings and can see through my rough and tough bad girl exterior to my inner self. I think he's just afraid to try. |
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The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice
Hearing you speak my name
Beckoning me to answer
Telling me you want me
So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love
Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us
Tracing your shadowscape
Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and
All its divinity and I praise you
Because all of that is for me
I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies
Digesting semi-sweet white chocolate decadence as it melts
Dripping down my chin
Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create
Needing every atom of your anatomy
Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity
Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness
Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes
In my daydreams
Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum
And it makes me want you right there and then
Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get
Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place
As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it
You know my body like the back of your hands
And touch me and send me into ecstacy
My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high
Body rising
Sweating
Panting
Make-up melting
Pulling my hair and
Scratching my back
I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name
You fucking me makes me bilingual
I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine
And I struggle
As you lick torturing me
I try to get away but
Not really
Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos
Again
You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still
And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me
Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I'm told
You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you
You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it
Again and
Again
My face radiates with after-glow
My pillow scented by you
A fragrance which haunts me
My room smells of the best sex
I have ever had
Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me
Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history
You fucking me makes me bilingual
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Well like i do every year i got really excited to go out for my birthday and like every year i was disappointed. No where near the amount of ppl that said they were gonna be there even showed or called to say they couldnt make it. My friends were fighting, the few that did show. So I just sat and drank and watch alll the other people in the place we were laugh it up and have a good time while I sat in the corner drunk and sad
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOP ME!!!!!
I am so excited about today. Gonna go shopping and enjoy this rainy day and all its crappy SC drivers and buy myself a few nice things. I never get tot do that! And even though I accidentally found out about my surprise party tonight I am still gonna be super shocked when everyone sees how I look since I cut my hair and Im gonna look cute! YAY! Gonna be a blast tonight!
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I dont know why but for some reason I am a little down today. Kind of woke up and took a look at my life and I am not really happy with what I see. So yeah kind of a nasty cold wet and rainy depressing day.
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I am just gonna pop off a real fast list of the shit people have sent me recently that gets under my skin.
I have been told to paint my nails certain colors and take pictures because I belong to them, despite I only kindly responded to questions. I next to never paint my nails I got better shit to do.
My favorite thing is when someone messages me claiming they understand my mental complexity and they know exactly what kind of "slut" I am. WOW! Stop right there! A slut? I think not shit rag you better rethink that. I may do dirty things but through and through this southern belles still a lady.
People whom have only corresponded through sites like this with me maybe by phone, that become clingy and possessive. You have never seen me. You have no idea what Im like. You dont know me so please do not assume you do.
My favorite favorite favorite one is ppl whom are so bored in the we hours of the night they message you with insults and you have never talked nor meet them before. Sad little world you folks are living in.
So now that I am done bitchin Ill do a little update. Soooo, the holidays are right around the corner and that means everything goes bat shit crazy out on base. I have been working like a wild Indian. My uncles building a home and we have been trying to make the November 31 deadline and have hopes it will be extended since we still have about 2 months to go till move in point. I have been so tired lately I havent even had time for me. I get up, go to the house and work till I have to leave and haul ass to work so Im not late, then back to the house after work. Weh its wearin me out.
But thats about it. Oh! School so I am thinking about going back getting a little more under my belt might try a graphic design degree and maybe so software engineering courses.
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Its that time again folks. Time for me to go to NC and let my hair down....Yeah its gonna be a great week. I just can not wait for Thursday to get here so I can leave and begin my vacation!
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I have the flu! I hate the world! All I want in life right now is a good nights sleep with both nostrils working, no coughing, no fevers, no aches, no pains, and no sore throat!
I feel like death warmed over and its making me super bitchy and whiny.
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Oh my god some people on this site are so funny. One really good example of how funny some of the shit I see here is. Is that people will put in their profile descriptions of themselves and what they like and so on, "only serious applicants apply". HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Since when did this site become a place to apply for a job?!
I swear what a fuckin joke.
I just got a message from someone with that in their profile. Why waste my time?
Another thing I think is so funny about some of the people here. Those messages you get, yeah you've gotten them before. You know the ones. The massage you get from someone you have never talked to and they have a 9 page message they have "carefully written" to you, that is in all actuality the most generalized message ever. Its like they send it to ever person they come across.
I just thought I would share.
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Hum....
Theres so much to do with work and home and I dont know where to start. With all the stuff on my never ending todo list I am feel like i am drowning, and all I can tell myself is "swim bitch! you got shit to do!"
Just got to take a breath and relax and set up my game plan.
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Can anyone tell me the color of my text? Its brown. Brown for Bullshit.
Seems to be a lot of that here and every where I look around me. This is why I am not looking for Mr. Right here or in any of the places I frequent.
Sorry, I am just venting. I just got a phone call from a complete asshole. Apparently I am a whore and a bitch because I wont suck his friend off. I am sooo sorry I dont want stranger cock in my mouth. If I wanted so, I would be a fuckin hooker, at least they are getting paid for their services. What a douche bag.
I feel better now.
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Just got back from Durham about an hour ago. Damn what a weekend it was nice to get to hang out with the people I love the most. Now to unpack and hit the bed
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I am beginning to think that there are some whiny bitches on here.
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why is it ppl whom dont have pictures will look at your like a hundred times and never once offer you one of theres? Better yet..."they dont have any" of them selves. why the fuck are you here then? i like to look at whom I am talking to even if its a picture.
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Getting treated to Sushi for lunch. Weeeeee! I love sushi.
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I LOVE YOU TOO ZOMBIELOVER!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW IM THE GREATEST GAL EVER! I ROCK! AND GUESS WHAT? YOUR AWESOME TOO! WOOOH!!!! WE ROCK!!!! YOU SEXY BITCH!!!!
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Seems like Ill never find my Dark Knight
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So I am in some
serious need of attention. There is someone I would like to give me
that attention but because of distance and other things they are unable
to. Im sad.
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