megs24f

I've been wanting to enter this lifestyle for some time now, actually since i was 14. So what i feel is this lil knot in my tummy pulling at me so the time has come now to enter it. At times i have given up and wondered around life feeling empty but after months and one time years, i get pulled back in so in some ways i feel this is my destiny. I am currently 24 (May 2016)

I'm looking to get to know a Dom's or a Dommes and find the trust that is needed to meet them in person and to go forward in this lifestyle that i have chosen. I know that the more i learn in my lesson the stronger I'll get in it. The more stronger i get, the more extreme I'll want, but how much more, i don't know. This is where trust comes in and trust means a lot to me in this lifestyle and so does being comfortable with you. If it takes time to get there then it takes time, but don't push me into it, it won't work. I have sadly found most men in here are looking for a girl to use to pleasure them and others.. I have accept that is part of this lifestyle but it cant be all of it

The person I'm looking is someone that will show me the respect and trust that I'm looking for.

I'm open minded, i would try most anything as long as I'm not permanently injured or any permanent scarring. But i would like to have a say in what it is, not only you especially if it was the very taboo.
I would also consider going to Japan or overseas for extreme training or be sold or auctioned.

I have also dreamed of being crucified...with rope...NOT nails. Id also consider being molded into an escort or courtesan or sm escort

As you can tell i don't have any pictures on my profile because i am a substiture teacher, but i am willing to send one to you if you're what i'm looking for. As for a cam, I wont so please dont ask nor would i consider calling you texting until i felt safe enough with you.

Lastly, I would love the chance to chat and get to know other sub missives and learn from their experiences, even meet with them.