ALONE WITH MY MEMORIES:
I miss that look that special someone gets when they let down their walls and let me inside, that shy head tilted eye blink and slowly raise their face to me and look into my eyes with that bleading look of please don't hurt me, I am trusting you Sir.
It is a powerful moment in a girls life when she discovers that I have the power to crush her and never will, because and this may seem really simple to some but it's honest, I need her submission as much as she needs my Dominance.
I had taught girls how to kneel online but when they knelt in person before me it was like the power exchange took place in mid air as I stood and watched her submission surface from deep within her soul to bring her flesh to a golden glow.
I'm searching for someone who is searching for me, that person who wishes to understand the feeling so deep inside her that has always been there and she could never quite put her finger on it.
The girl who see's the rope and her eyes light up with excitement knowing that soon she will be in bondage and her soul will be free.
The girl who worships the whips and wants to learn and remember the feeling of each one, of how the 4 tail can be used in a sensual or as a flesh ripping tool, that she ask for more of the thuddy feeling of the matched set of floggers and harder from the tips of the twin floggers.
We are two very different people and yet when we connect in a D/s moment from feeling each others passion we simply become one.
If you are lucky enough to be in one of these relationships you know that moment I speak of, the shy look given by the girl, the understanding of the power from your Dom, the honor of kneeling for him, seeing the moment she knows the feeling that burns within herself, the giddy feeling when he pulls out the rope, hearing her want more feelings on her flesh...that moment when you are both free from reality and of anything but pleasure. it's a great feeling and if I witness it from a couple it moves me inside, for I know what is happening.
I have seen all the things I desribed here, I've felt the power that comes from a D/s relationship, I miss those things and one day I will have them again, I am working on being a better me and being ready when that girl who's searching for me suddenly appears.
If you are a Dom remember the feeling you had when you were alone and suddenly she was there, if you are a sub remember the feeling of his power. Cherish your relationship my friends for the D/s is the greatest kind.
Peace
Love
Lust
Pain
Pleasure
MasterRok
