MasterMLT66

Some things have happened recently that made me realize that I have not been diligent with my slave's attitude training, an oversight on my part .... I used to be an extremely hard ass Master, but with this slave I thought that her desire would spare her from me being as hard as I used to be in my previous life, but that turned out not to be the case.

Changes have been made and she is responding, under some strict guidelines and corrective disciplinary actions, but she is moving forward to where I expect her to be.

In the last few training/play sessions, I introduced her to light electrostimulation, the feel of a cane (both for pleaseure and for punishment) and some chain play.  She enjoyed them all but reacted extremely well to the electricity and the chain.  We will develop these further in the future. 

Although we did complete on of the assigned tasks for her, which was more difficult that originally anticipated and did cause some pain for her to complete, but she is way behind in one of her tasks and we are focusing on that one specifically, so she can get caught up.

All in all, she is starting to change her attitude to what I desire it to be, what I expect it to be, and with that change, she is understanding more and more what a true slave needs to be for her Master, and for herself.

My slave needed to understand the manner in which a Master is to be treated, so I gave her an assignment to investigate what makes a slave a good slave.  I feel she did an excellent job of researching and understanding what is required.  It was nice to see her capture the essence of slave service.

Recently I started her with cane training.  She was apprehensive on her introduction to the cane, as I moved it from location to location on her body, but by the end of the scene she has to confess that she did enjoy it, and you could see the nice, thick lines on her ass from the cane, which was a beautiful sight.  She came at least 8 times that she counted out, per her standing orders, but then she lost count .... Tsk Tsk Tsk .... that is going to cost her a bit for losing count.

She has a couple of training objectives still not completed from last year, so we will be working on those in the next few months, then we will start a couple of new training assignments.  I like to work on at least two or three training items per year to keep my slave expanding her experiences and mindset, and she does enjoy trying new things.

That is all for now.  Will update more later.

It has been a strange year ... highs and lows, ups and downs, good and bad.  All in all, the good outweighed the bad, the highs were higher than the lows low and the ups outnumbered the downs.

My slave is really coming around. She has grown into her collar, earning a lot of respect and trust from me these days.  What were hard lessons for her, have now become second nature, which makes things much easier on both her and me.  We have worked on a number of tasks, some were completed and some are still active, but she is working hard to complete them.

I have had disappointments this year, most were not even concerning my slave.  Some meetings that were scheduled were cancelled, those were disappointing, and communication was difficult, but I am sure that it will be better in 2013.

All in all, a good year, a productive year.  Much more to be done in 2013, and I look forward to it.

Has been a long time since my last post ... things have been a bit difficult lately with my slave;s internet out, creating communication issues ... and the new slave she has been allowed to start training had a sub friend that complicated things for her, which complicated things between her and I as well.  My slave, being a bit possessive of her Master, felt a bit jealous and nervous, I suppose there was some reason for that since the new sub was a younger girl with no training, and I being that I love training challenges, however, my slave obviously does not know my level of committment to her and have no desire to replace her or release her for someone else.  Things have calmed down a bit now, since she has let the girl go, but things are still a bit strained because she does not have any way of communicating with me other than texting from her phone, which is terrible at best.

Hopefully things will get back to normal soon.

A new lesson presented itself tonight when my slave decided to send pictures of herself to someone that she had been allowed to converse with.  Although sending the pictures probably would have been authorized, she chose to just send them without asking permission.  The lesson learned for her was the understanding that she and all of her intellectual, visual, audio, and documentation is the property of her Master and he has sole custody of that property.  I am sure this lesson hit home and will not be an issue in the future .... she is a good slave and lessons such as these are to be expected from time to time, just so long as they are not repeated.

it has been quite a while since my last post, thought it was time to get back on and update things.  My slave is progressing well, it has almost been a complete year since we connected and from the time she started her training to now she has come a very long way.  Quite a few bad habits were broken and now she is living a true slave's life, following her Masters wishes and directions, thinking of the consequences before acting, working very hard at pleasing her Master, informing her Master of her activities when they are not together and asking permission prior to doing things that could be questionable in her Master's eyes.  Yes, she has come a very long way in a very short time, and that does put a smile on my face.  Training is still progressing, she is working hard on learning how to take my cock all the way into her throat, and, although she has not successfully accomplished this task, she is improving on her technique and her depth, and two items are still outstanding, but to no real fault of hers ... it seems that finding a worthy playmate or sub for my slave has proven to be more difficult that I had anticipated, so these two items have been put on hold for the time being.  In the very near future, training for my slave will be expanded, she is aware of this and, although not delighted in the new requirements, she is dedicated to pleasing her Master and, after a year of service, can see the improvements from the training and the knowledge she has learned from her Master, so is ready to willingly perform any task assigned, true slave behavior ... what a pleasure she is. 

Training with my slave is going well ... we have gotten back into somewhat of a routine, although this last meeting was intrupted a bit by and unexpected situation.  I am still a bit disappointed that we are unable to find her a suitable slave / sub, she deserves to have a toy she can play with when I am not available, which seems to be a potential almost everytime we plan to meet.  She has given up pretty much, resigned to the fact that there are no REAL subs out there looking for a Mistress, and I am pretty much in agreement on that front ... would be nice to find one who would stick around for a while and who is willing to serve faithfully, devotedly.   As for our progression, we are still working one one aspect of training that has been elusive so far, but we are progressing. and on another desire we are close to getting where I wish to be, so that is two out of two that we continue to work on and are making progress in.  I added an additional aspect to her daily training schedule and gave her both an incentive and a punishment for not achieving the goal, so far she is doing very well, but only time will tell how far and how long she will continue to improve, but I am optomistic, cautious, but optomistic.

It is unfortunate that there are so many wannabes on this site and few who are really into real connections.  My slave and I have been trying to find her a true slave who wants to please a Mistress for months now and yet not one of the candidates has been worthy.  How sad ... they all say they are interested but they all fizzle.

As for my slave, she has somehow injured herself and that concerns me.  She doesn't even know how she did it, but not there is recuperation time.  I just hope there in no permanant damage.  Chats are difficult but we are managing and connection and training is beginning to pick up again since the holiday break.  Still working on one task that I have not had the time to continue working with her on, but soon we will get back on it and get it accomplished.

I am currently looking for a male sub to service my female slave ... I am training her to be a Mistress and need a suitable subject for her to hone her skills on.  If you are a male sub, not in a relationship, looking for a Mistress and eager to please her anyway she commands, and are in the Omaha NE area, then send me a message so we can start communicating.  This is a real physical connection, not cyber or chat, so please be real and serious if you send any communication.

I am disappointed that I did not get online soon enough to communicate with my slave, but was happy to see that she was on a bit and that she is doing better.  As our schedules even out, I am sure all will get back to normal, but that just takes time.  In the mean time she has been tasked to find a suitable slave to service her special needs when I am unavailable, and she left me a message that she may have found someone who is interested.  I look forward to talking to her about that.

Did meet with my slave last week and it was a start to reconnecting after the holiday break, but it seems that life is full of surprises, and work is taking a tremendous amount of time right now, what with all of the new year preparations.  In addition, finances are not that sound right now and meeting with my slave is difficult since we both are going through issues and financial difficulties.  I am hopeful that things will turn around in the very near future both with job and money. 

As for my slave and her training, she seems to be following the routines established for her and I will continue to monitor her progress.  We are still working on one item that has proven to be more difficult than I had originally thought, and the last few meetings have been more for my service and needs than to continue on the path of that training item, however, with our next meeting I will begin again to apply pressure to accomplish the open task in short order.

So it looks like my slave and I will finally be able to connect again, it has been a very long holiday season and my slave does not handle not being able to connect with her Master very well, so this is a long time in coming.  She is still holding it together, that is exceptional, it means that she is learning to be patient and learning how to handle noncontact, which does happen from time to time.

She has been having problems with financial issues, which has not made things any easier, and I am financially strapped as well, so between us both we are running through an extremely trying period.  I hope it does not last too long and that we can get back on track soon, perhaps starting when we reconnect.

It is obvious that my slave is trying very hard to do what is best for her Master and trying to keep her composure during this difficult season.  I am very proud of her, in the past she has let her emotions get the better of her and then do some things that were not acceptable to me, but she seems to have learned her lesson and is trying hard to let those emotions go, not dwelling on them, and moving forward, knowing that it is just a matter of time before we connect again.

I have seen a little slip in her task completions, being that she has a few tasks that are repetative, and she has stretched the limit of time until the last moments from time to time.  Although this is a small concern, time will only tell if this is a small issue that is becoming a larger one, or if it is just a small issue and will get corrected quickly.  Knowing that she frequently reads my posts, I would presume that it will be corrected soon, if not already.

Training is still progressing. There have been a few delays in the progress that I desire, but some of that is my own fault for not pushing harder.  I know she wants to please me and will take what I give her, but there have been times that I have been lazy and not pressed the issue or continued with the next step of the training.  I hope to be more structured in the new year.

Ups and downs are a part of a M/s relationship but is it always much better to be on the up side rather than the down side.  My slave and I were on the down side for a few days there, but things are back to normal, if not better than normal.  Our standard training session was pushed out a week but then fortutiously was rescheduled to a day sooner than was originally planned, so I am looking forward to continue the training plan a few days earlier than anticipated.  Currently my slave and I have been working on a couple of things, and have been close to accomplishing them, except for a few set backs we have had, so I am optomistic that tomorrow we can achieve one task and make up some ground on the other one. 

It is good to have such an eager and dedicated slave who not only desires to serve her Master as well as possible but who is also ready to attempt anything that her Master requests of her ... a good slave is both hard to find but easy to train once they are found.

My last meeting with my slave was quite enjoyable, still working on fisting but have taken a break for a while.  Will continue with that line of training on our next meeting, Thanksgiving has push out our next training a bit, but will connect soon after.

Yesterday, in our latest meeting, my slave was instructed to suck cock, to take all of the feelings she was experiencing as I stroked and stimulated her clitoris and pussy, and use that energy in sucking my cock the way she thought a cock should be sucked ... and I am happy to say that she truely understood how a cock needed to be sucked.  Her performance was possibly the best yet with regards to her oral capability and the training that she has been working on to relax her throat and take my cock deeper has started to pay off, since she took me deeper than she ever had before.  All in all, a very good session, on that was deserving of praise and accolades.

I am extremely pleased that my slave has finally turned the corner on understanding and awareness of slave behavior.  I suppose part of the disconnect has been my lenience with her, allowing her input into activities and tasks, but recently we had a difference of opinion and she came away from the whole situation with a better understanding of her role, her mindset and her feelings towards her Master and her lifestyle choice.  This new awareness, which I have dubbed as her "awakening" has helped her understand my directions, my reactions, my decisions and my management of her life much better, which has brought about even further growth and closeness between us.

Dedication - to devote wholly and earnestly, as to some person or purpose

Committment - to bind or obligate, as by a pledge or assurance

Bound - under a legal or moral obligation

Subjugate - to bring under complete control or subjection, to conquer or master

Four words that could be used to describe the relationship between a Master and slave. 

Tonight was a very good night of training with my slave.  We began working on fisting, and I was pleasantly surprised at how far we got on our first night of training, almost completely in, and virtually pain free for her ... which she was both surprised with and grateful for.  I am certain that our next training session will result in a complete entry. 

 We are a bit ahead of schedule in her training and will be working on getting her ready for her first gang bang in a little while, however, she is not quite ready for that just yet, as we have a few more items to complete before we enter into that realm.  She is eager to get to that point, but she will just have to wait until I think she is ready.

 In addition to her first GB, I desire to have her experience another female slave, tasting her, learning how to please her and how to be pleased by her, so if you are a female sub or slave reading this journal and are interested in a little FF and FMF experience, feel free to contact me and we can discuss it further. 

So my slave's sub did not work out, which is a real shame since she has been looking forward to being able to tell someone to satisfy her.  We will continue to look for someone, but it will have to be a slave that is willing to actually follow her directionsm not shy away from them and try and run games about how this and how that.

As for how she is doing, her training is helping her skill set expand and we are about to embark on a new adventure.  Finding the time and the place to meet has been difficult to say the least, but we are working through that and a few other issues that I have had, so all in all, things are good.

It is always exciting to see the light come on and understanding begin to envelope a person.  I have utilized certain techniques over the years and they have been fairly successful in obtaining this enlightenment, but it is always fun to see when it happens.  Tonight my slave's eyes were opened when she realized that her beginning steps were very similar to those of our new slave's beginning steps.  She is the alpha slave and she has been tasked with teaching this new slave the ropes, as an acting Mistress.  This has proved to be a bit challenging for her, due to this new slave's inexperience, which has given her a new understanding of obedient behavior and task completion, since these are two things that the new slave is having difficulties in achieving.

She has come a long way in such a short time, and it is wonderful to feel closer to her, knowing that she is eager to show me what she is learning, both from her training and from her task as alpha.  Impressive .... she could probably handle a couple of slaves once she gets the hang of it.

I have to say that I may have pushed my slave a bit too far lately ... although drive, desire and growth is essential in a good training program, and correction is a necessary part of that process, it seems that even I, as a Master, needs to establish a process in which praise and punishment can coexist, instead of derail each other.  I feel that my own perfectionistic attributes have the tendency to muddy the waters in this arena, and have caused some discourse within my slave.  Now I must look at my own behavior and reevaluate the method in which I perform both praise and displeasure so that neither affects the other.  I am now developing a process in which one does not affect the other and both can occur without causing too much distress in my charges.

When a Master sees that their slave follows directions completely, without any prodding or pushing, that is one of the greatest feelings a Master can have.  I had instructed my slave to begin journaling to help her express any positive or negative feelings that she is having in our M/s relationship.  At first it was difficult for her to express herself, probably because it was hard for her to believe that there would be no repercussions for any negative comments or that her words were out there for all to see, but it is wonderful to see that she not only has followed her Master's orders to begin the journal, but is now using it as it was intended, for her to either vent her frustrations or share her joy.  How wonderful ... she is learning so much and is growing as a slave in so many ways, and to see those items depicted through her eyes in her journal makes all of the difficult days worth while, knowing that she is gaining insight and knowlegde from them as much as the easy days.

I am very proud of my slave ... this week she was approached by other Doms on this site, and she tried to respectfully decline their offers and advances, however, as Doms who think they can steal someone else's slaves do, they tried to push her to let them control her.  Being a good, well disciplined slave, she told them all to stick it where the sun don't shine, because he is happy with her current Master, is obedient and loyal to him and would not leave him. 

This pleases me greatly, for it is difficult for a slave who is mentally wires to serve and be dominated  to resist that urge, but for her to show her loyalty to me, that expresses to me the level of training and committment she has for her Master.

And a quick "Shame On You" to all of those Doms and Masters out there who prey on other Doms slaves, looking for a quick and easy person to dominate and control.  Go find your own slave, put the time in training them yourself, you lazy wanna be Doms ... real Doms do not need to try and steal away someone elses property, they find their own slaves/subs and then build the trust with them and train them to serve them.

MLT

Alas, this week has been difficult already.  Too many outside factors pulling me in all directions and my slave, whom I could turn to in order to release my tension, has been recouperating from a "procedure" ... but soon that will be finished and she will serve me again, and I will take her until I am completely spent.  She is excited to pleasure me and is eager to service me with her body, as a good slave should be towards her Master.

Disappointing, I am not able to use my slave this week as was originally planned and this is causing me stress.  My slave is taking it well, although it is clear that she is not happy with this turn of events either, however, this is good training for her as well.  Patience is always a good attribute to learn, and being that I have been training her on orgasm control and orgasm deprivation, she is pretty horny, so this week will be a very telling period for her, to see how much she can control herself duing this difficult time.

I must admit that she is doing extremely well.  A few weeks ago she would not be able to control herself, but now she has such a strong desire to please her Master that she is willing to do anything, even wait until the time is right.

Master MLT

tonight will be a telling night for my new slave ... she has been given some pretty explicit instructions to follow at a party she is going to, and I eagerly await the details of her ability to follow my directions when I am not with her.

On a side note, her new training balls came and she seems to be enjoying them as much as I had hoped.  She is not able to wear them for long periods of time just yet but we are progressing on her training and I am sure my goals for her will be accomplished soon.

tonight will be a telling night for my new slave ... she has been given some pretty explicit instructions to follow at a party she is going to, and I eagerly await the details of her ability to follow my directions when I am not with her.

On a side note, her new training balls came and she seems to be enjoying them as much as I had hoped.  She is not able to wear them for long periods of time just yet but we are progressing on her training and I am sure my goals for her will be accomplished soon.

It has been only a short time but my slave is really starting to show me that she understands my wishes, desires and needs.  She is now fully obedient, speaks to her Master reverently and follows his commands without question.  It is so nice to see my slave serve me as intended and lives to please me ... as a slave should.  All of the training she has performed has begun to expand her horizons and I can see her aptitude and capability to perform specific tasks improve dramatically. 

We will be working on some now tasks soon and I am certain that she will master then in a very short time frame, she is a quick study and her need to please her Master drives her to succeed rapidly.

Excellent job on your progress, my slave.

Master

As my new slave learns her role and how best to serve me, she is not without errors, but is quick to understand the reasons a Master tests and trains his slave.  Having true desire to please her Master she takes punishment without issue when it is needed for reprimand or training, but punishes herself more than any crop or flog could, holding herself accountable for any disappointment or frustration her Master shows.

As for her training, she works hard to excel and is quick and dilligent in action when commanded.  She has shown her Master that she is truly worthy to be his slave and has pleased him greatly in many ways in such a short time.

I am the proud owner of a new slave and am working on training her to please me as I desire to be pleased.  Things have been progressing well after her recent collaring, she has made a few mistakes but is determined to make me happy, which is a wonderful attitude for any slave to have towards her Master.