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Ok, time to change from the previous statements. Mostly I am a fun loving, sensual Dominant, enjoying life. I travel for a living so if I am in your area, its probably for work and will be moving in 3 -6 months. Just looking for friends and chat.
***UPDATE***
As I grow older, I feel the need to delve deeper into the Sadist that is buried somewhere within. While chatting with a friend, working thru a scenario, I realized I enjoyed the Sadistic thoughts I had created. I was actually intrigued by them. Time for a change, time to find out how much pain a Dragon can dish out. Takers? |
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Well Thursday has arrived. As promised, this will be my final entry. I do wish each and every one of those whose lives have touched mine a wonderful and blessed new year. May you find peace, happiness and joy. Ciao |
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I wish the very best to those who choose to stay here. I will be deactivating my account as of Thursday this week. Ciao |
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Well I can see my time here is about at an end. I have tolerated all I can handle. I will be signing off this site this week. For those of you who really give a crap, contact me about how to keep in touch. For the rest of you that just enjoyed pulling my chain quite often, find some other stooge. Ciao |
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Yet another traveler who crossed my path for but a short time and at a great distance. I wish them well on their travels. I find that the distance is burdensome at times. My heart reaches for those who have created major influences on me yet, they are distant. I find myself wandering not only the darkness without, but also within. There is no joy in my life, no happiness. I find no peace in my travels. Something has to change. I must needs seek out that peace. I am too old to spend the rest of my life in a limbo with regards to joy and happiness. There is a wind blowing and its name is change. |
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With the holidays drawing near, I wish to extend my best to those whose friendship and support I hold dear. May this time of year fill you with peace, happiness and a sense of accomplishment for the past year. |
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On my way to the Bay area. Have a class the next couple days relative to work. Unfortunately, due to other concerns, I couldnt participate in Folsom Days but maybe next year. |
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I feel it rather strange that a gentleman can innocently inquire about something non personal and get ignored more often than not. I even did a little test just to see and I would say 75 percent did not even respond to my simple question. What makes this an acceptable behavior? At least respond and say Im sorry I cannot help you. But all too often one goes ignored. I have done my very best to be a gentleman on this and any other site I visit. Just a bit of ranting today. Have a great day folks. |
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Life has a way of making us desire things we cannot have. Those desires fuel us into the future, making us strive harder and longer. I am getting too mature to play the games that have fruitless ends. |
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Darkness again has become my haven. I play in the shadows and toy with the moonbeams. The sweet gentle breezes carry my soul across time and space. My mind searches for companionship, my soul yearns for passion, my body hungers for intensity. I walk my path seeking to satisfy these desires. |
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Sometimes its just interesting the people you meet here. Some are blatantly fake, some are difficult to describe, and occassionally, there is one or two who just make you smile simply by chatting with them. The chat is not anything lifestyle related, just chit chat. Before you know it, you are smiling and thinking how nice a person they truly are. Mondavi or Sterling Winery should be employing this person because I plan on spending some cash there simply because of the wonderful personality of someone they don't even know. Thanks for the info. |
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Wow, life has tossed me many curves in the past 5 months. Persistence and stubbornness has borne me through it all and I am back. My thanks to those of you whose thoughts and prayers found my name on occassion. |
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I dont feel I have been intentionally rude to anyone. I feel like I just chat and flirt. Well it appears, instead of saying something, some people find it necessary to be rude and just BLOCK someone cause they said hi. Well if thats how your Mom taught you to act, can see why you are single. |
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The path deviates and fluctuates daily. Sometimes, I feel lost and vulnerable in this world. Other times, I feel totally in control of my destiny. However, with all the variable and inconsistencies in this life, can anyone truly be in control of their destiny. We step off a street corner and our destiny is not in just our hands but those of the people whos vehicles slide to a stop at a red light or race off once the light changes green. What of the gangs who care not about collateral damage as long as they get "street credit". We walk thru a warzone every day, no matter the urban setting we find ourselves in. Take care my friends. Life is fleetingly short. |
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The twists and turns of this path I travel sometimes provide me little understanding as to the final destination. However, I guess the true finish line is drawn in the soul, not the body. We wander the wilderness, sometimes in light, sometimes in utter darkness. We find that the going gets rough and treacherous at times, yet every moment we spend breathing is simply another step toward our goal.
Many are unsure whether their is a timer on each life or a set of goals. Either way, when the timer chimes or the last goal is checked off, is that when we have served our purpose and our lives are forfeit? I tend to believe that while these bodies are finite, we have goals and tasks which reach into the vast unknown and will keep our spirit busy for eternity.
Walk your paths well my friends and may the destination be even more joyous than the journey. |
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The dawning of a New Year. Resolutions to be made, and broken. Time to be spent with family and friends. Why, as a collective, do we feel that only with the start of a new year should we resolve to change. If change need be made, we should resolve to make that change with the recognition of the necessity, not wait for some hallowed time to announce alterations to our lives. Every minute could be a new start, every breath a new beginning. Resolve to be the person TODAY that you desire to be. It is only with resolve and persistence will you effect change in your life. Find something worth changing for and you will change. |
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As this year comes to a snowy and wintery close, I find myself once again traversing vast distances with little to no sense of purpose or destination. I sense an end to my wanderings coming soon. This life is much too erratic at times. The world has been placed in a major upheaval and our government has seen fit to reward those who have made major mistakes and punish, indirectly, those whos lives are on the right path, even if not yet at the proper destination.
May each of you find, in the coming year, those things that will provide you peace and happiness. May your world be filled with joy, inspiration and love.
I have spent years on this site, interacting and speaking openly about feelings and the lifestyle. Now its time to move on. My art calls me to more creative and passionate displays of my interpretation of life. I wish everyone here the best, no matter your choices. I hope life is the true journey of discovery for you it is meant to be and that through your journey, you find contentment.
Ciao my friends. |
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Well, decisions decisions. I just got a call from my recruiting agency The place I am working at has cancelled my assignment effective Christmas day (MERRY FREAKING CHRISTMAS). So I will be leaving Boston area sooner than expected. I want to thank all of you who have been so kind and so thoughtful during my stay here. I am sorry I didnt get to meet alot of you, but your words and kindness will always stay in my memory. The life of a gypsy is a tedious one at times. |
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Tomorrow is an elusive myth. Yesterday is time in the bank. Today, this very moment, is the only true value we have. Changes can be made but it takes a step by step process, working toward that goal with each breath and thought. The transformation is not instantaneous, but rather a gradual mutation which must be cultivated and nurtured. Frustration is part of the process, but consistency and presistency is the solution to any problem that arrives. |
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The holidays (holy days) have once again raced upon us. Telling us that yet another year is winding to a close. I will spend this "festival" season in Boston. It will be a season filled with joy and sadness, contentment and heartache. I hope those of you who are tested during these times can find within the hope that tomorrow will be the next step toward passion and life.
I wish the best for all religions and beliefs. May each day be a blessing to you. |
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A new page has turned in our world. Our lives are forever intertwined with this. Just as those who sat by in dispair and disbelief in November 1963 when JFK was taken by bullets, we will always remember where we were when we heard the call for change answered. My concern is this, has this been pure rhetoric or will this young man step up to the plate and deliver on his words. I truly don't care if one is Republican, Democratic, Liberal, Conservative or whatever. What makes a man a true man is the desire and ability to follow through with his promises. THIS is the change I hope for in the future. A politician who can live up to the hype. I am not saying he will accomplish all the goals, but I am saying that he better put the effort forward to do what he said he would, otherwise, we are back to the same routine, being lied to simply to promote a personal agenda. |
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Its hard to believe over 6 months have passed since I spilled my mind on this parchment. HOWEVER, after chatting with a few friends and having similar questions posed to me with regards to dominants, I feel its time to express my opinion on certain issues.
1) Dominant is a classification, not a birth right. Because your personality is dominant gives you NO rights to badger, demean, belittle or otherwise make a fool out of YOURSELF with those who consider themselves submissives.
2) Most believe love at first sight is a myth and in reality, its existence is there, but very very rare. Lust on the other hand is instantaneous. The difference? Love will last thru the difficult trials and issues in life. Lust is gone with the first rain cloud. This being said, what makes a dominant believe that after chatting with a submissive 2 or 3 times online he/she has the necessary information and basis to lay claim to the sub and demand the relationship be as the dominant says? Please, do not assume because someone enjoys bringing pleasure to another that they are less of a person or less intelligent than the one they serve.
3) For those who feel they have to belittle anyone in the lifestyle that does not embrace the darkness the way they do, take stock in yourself. I believe this lifestyle has been around longer than anyone in it and its a lifestyle of freedom. Freedom to choose, freedom to explore, freedom to express ones inner most desires. You do NOT have the right to judge someone because they do not practice this lifestyle as you do. So don't worry WHY the family across town is sadistic and your are sensual. JUST ENJOY YOUR LIFE.
4) If you feel like you have something to add to this, please feel free to write. I went over the few issues I have been hit up with in the last few months. There are probably limitless more questions and quandries. My whole purpose for expressing these was to get people to think, to understand and to embrace what WE as a lifestyle believe is our right FREEDOM OF CHOICE.
the views expressed here on those of the author and do not necessarily reflect the views of the managment of this station or its sponsors LOL JUST HUMOR FOLKS>
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Somewhere, there is a being who actually likes me. The pathology is back and the growth was not cancerous. A great weight has been lifted from not only my shoulders but from the heart of my dear friend and her family. Those of you who sent well wishes and prayers, my sincere thanks. My world is a much better place with all of you in it. |
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I have spent the past few days with someone close. She had a large mass removed and it is now in pathology. For those of you who missed me over the past few days, I was in the remote mountains of East Tennessee with this friend and her family. The doctor believes it to be malignant but all the tests are not back. At 36, she is scared to death. For those of you who felt it was rude of me not to answer you in a timely manner in the past week, maybe now you understand and if this is insufficient, please, feel free to refrain from contacting me again. |
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Let me place this out there for basic screening purposes. I am a believer in the Wiccan philosophy of life. If you have issues with that, they truly are your issues, not mine. I do not judge or condemn you for your beliefs, please, dont cross the line with mine. |
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Many walk toward the darkness are find fear and trepidation. If you can not conquer your mildest fears, please do not attempt to speak to Me. I have so much more important things to do rather than attempt to solve your minor fear issues. |
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