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	I'm in the middle of a very nasty, discusting divorce. One I hope to come out on top from. I find myself struggling daily just to stay afloat. Distractions from daily stress are nice, but giving myself fully to someone at this time is impossible. I've been in this lifestyle 10 years. I was introduced to it at a very young age. He taught me well. I have since then been in and out of the lifestyle. Being out of it for sometime I married a non lifestyle person. I find myself unhappy in a marriage that isn't fulfilling me. I'm mostly here for conversation and company.I know half of you are fake and the other half aren't willing to follow through. But, this is pure entertainment right now.

I'm defiantly tired of games and bullshit... I see why I settled with vanilla 6 years ago. Although not the right answer, I remember why I did.

Feeling his skin against mine, his hand against the back of my neck, is pure pleasure. Feeling the power he brings and the way my body fights against him to submit. Watching the way he forces me down into pure submission is beauty. I crave him daily! I enjoy every second of His cock, begging for more, longing for it not to be over... For it to last forever!

I've slept 8 hours in 2 days...my body hates me!!

Some interesting changes are about to take place...

Training for tough mudder is a bitch!! 4am alarm clock is not my friend. Oh well, im sure there's benefit to it...

this is not to offend or upset anyone: I am not a helpless woman who can't take care of herself. Ive grown accustomed to taking care and doing things on my own. I'm not looking for someone to come take care of me. I'm a big girl who can handle her own. If you knew me in my every day life, id be classified as tough. Do I always want to be tough? no. But, this is who I am for now, to survive, one must fight.

It always amazes me. All my life the men whom I've wanted most in my life, don't want me in theirs. Perhaps something is flawed with me.

Dear doms/masters: I have no expectations from this site. I'm not looking for an owner, or someone to buy me. I am committed to my family and children right now. I do not know if this will always be like this. But for right now this is the choice I have chosen.

I dont understand "doms" who only want to give pain. That isn't a relationship, beating the crap out of a woman and not showing her any love and leaving her to grieve isn't a relationship. But, thats my opinion.

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