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3.1.15
Well, finally it seems I have my Daddy. All inquiries should go through "JaxTrucker". Accepting playmate applications. [ Looking for a girl to join for fun. Bi-curious an playful. I have Daddy's permission. Please message, will respond. ]
Well, let's see. Not so much to tell really. I'm inexperienced, lazy, unworthy, and out of shape. Basically I see myself as a lump of clay that a Master can mold as he sees fit. I'm not into pain so much, though a good spanking never hurt anyone. Looking for sort of a Daddy's girl relationship to grow within. Though as I "grow up" I do see the relationship changing. [Under protection of HouseofDragon and Mentored by HouseofDragon. Yes the picture is me at my high school graduation (1993), I haven't changed much.]
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8.2.09
Alas, nothing has worked. All I seem to attract are people that think BDSM is a bedroom thing. To me it's 24/7/365. It is who I am. I need/want total control. Want to tell me what to wear? Great! What to eat? Fine. I don't wish it to the extreme such as limiting bathroom time or the like, but control like a Father would control a child. Annoyingly most I find are like "Hey, how are you?" and then suddenly it's "What are you wearing?" or "What are your measurements?". It takes time to trust and time to get that comfortable with a mate, BDSM or vanilla.
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Another pet peeve of mine! If you're interested in me, that's fine. Messages to me will be answered (mostly/usually) unless you prove to me you're an idiot with the first message. Until I know you or meet you, I will not call you Master nor obey you (until the relationship becomes more than a few words on a screen). I also will seek approval of my protector/mentor. I am a submissive not a doormat. I respect those who respect me, but that respect is earned. Do not demand I call you more than Sir in the first message. Remember that this is a two way street with both give and take. |
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Just a quick thought. It's a pet peeve really. If you're going to message me, please try to spell correctly and use correct grammar. So tired of getting messages similar to "I want u 2 cum to me." Tells quite a bit about the person. Though I'm not saying it has to be perfect and mistakes happen but put some thought into your posts. |
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Why is it some people demand to be called Sir? That is something polite sure, but ask me. Don't just suddenly tell me in our first chat that I should call you Sir. Ask me politely to call you Sir and I will. Another thing that gets on my nerves is assuming. I do not belong to anyone as of yet. I do not need to follow your rules and things. Talking about them is fine, but demanding I follow them when I am not yours is not the thing to do. And for me to move will take a long time. I am somewhat shy and naive (I'll admit it) but I'm far from stupid and to pack up and move based on a couple of internet conversations is absurd! It will take time to draw me out and get to know me. Woo me. Friendship needs to come first and trust needs to be built. Now, that's not saying that I wish it to be all online either. It just takes time. And idiots that ask me how I am then what am I wearing in the first conversation, shall likely be dismissed. Be a real man and a gentleman. Is that too much to ask these days? |
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Well, to use a cliche, "props" to tallone21960. His response to my message wasn't positive but he has manners. Thank you. |
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Once again, I rant. Tonight I was told I should change the name I use here. Why? I picked it and I like it. It's not my given name but one I use often online. It was suggested that my user name turns people off thinking I was Asian when I'm not. I say get to know the person and not the name. If there's an issue with my user name, please approach me politely and not demanding I change it. Or saying that my user name is perhaps why I have not found anyone yet. |
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Okay. I have to ask. Why do guys think a girl should just drop everything and meet a guy they have no idea about? Go off and meet some stranger alone? I don't get it. Wouldn't a true Dom appreciate the idea of his property's safety (or possible property). Actually, wouldn't a true gentleman want a woman to be safe? Any time? I just don't understand. |
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You know, it gets very old quickly when people seem interested and sincere and even place you under consideration for ownership and then vanish. It's happened several times now and since the last one hasn't contacted me since 4/22/08, I'm guessing he's gone too. |
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Time for another update. I may have found someone. I'm even under consideration by him. He asked me to do a new journal entry maybe a week or so ago and I'm just now doing it. I got sick and got pink eye from the kids at work. I apologize to him for this late response and publicly ask for his forgiveness. However, I haven't heard from him in a few days so I'm not sure what's going on. Maybe he just wasn't to be either though I hope he is.
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Well, I have moved though I'm not as happy here as I thought I would be. It's alright I guess. Work keeps me busy though stressed and I'm hunting for another job. Hopefully in a month or two I will have another job. I thought I'd connected with someone here, but alas he just stopped responding to my mails so I have no choice but to assume he found better and has moved on. I was upset and sad for a while but now I just think perhaps it wasn't meant to be. Hopefully another will come along. To those of you that have sent mails and I haven't replied, if you still wish to talk please do.
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