Married male who likes to dress fem and wants to be used,abussed,and humiliated. I am new to this and very willing to learn and obey all commands.I can only tell you what I think about the most while masterbating. Golden showers,scat, being forced to do oral duties of all kinds. humiliation is what excites me the most.I also think about being forced to give oral while a crowd of shocked onlookers watch. I dream of being chaind up or caged like a dog and being used by party goers how they see fit.
I am new to this and very willing to learn and obey all commands.I can only tell you what I think about the most while masterbating.