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About Malvrik
My life is in a state of flux right now.
I am just not your average SM life styling, dungeon owning, motorcycling T girl.
I am in the beginnings of a gender transition going from male toward female. I am really not certain how FAR female I will go, I kind of like that certain male lower anatomy a bit too much to part with it just yet. Currently my mind is settling in on TG, transgender.
I have an incredible wife and I am in a closed fidelity poly relationship with an amazing woman, whom I serve, and switch with. I am not really looking for anything other than friends or people I might help guide into the SM world.
Bottom line is I love both women in my life, dearly. They give me damn near anything I could ever want. The relationships are closed fidelity poly, as in I do not "date" other random women. To me its about the relationship, not just a hook up. ** I F ** you are ok with this, please, read on.
If you are interested in SM style play with me, having me mentor or teach you, or shooting photos of you, ( be you top, bottom or switch / female, male or trans) you will need permission from my Mistress / switch play partner.
I am co-owner of Hell's Bullseye, a private 1000 Sq. ft play space in southwest Washington State.
Thank you for actually reading my profile. I mean that. I often wonder how many people really read these things and do not just charge on to the pics. I, for one, read them.
I am:
----- Married and in a closed fidelity poly relationship with a long term amazing woman who is both my Mistress ** A N D ** my switch partner. Let me be blunt. I am by no means a “slave”, treat me like one and you will find out that out. I am, however, HER Slave. Ponder that.
---- a 45 year old father to an 11 year old ball of fire young man, who is growing daily into someone to be proud of, and to a 2 year old young man I am just getting to know.
---- a combat veteran of the U.S. Army and several private military corporations thereafter. I also have experience in civilian law enforcement, security firms, small business ownership and customer service management.
---- very into music. My tastes in music are as varied as the colors of a late summer sunset. I can play just about anything with a reed (Woodwinds = clarinets, saxes, oboe, bagpipes, etc.) and enjoy creating and making music as much as listening. Music has played an integral part in my life and has helped shape me into who I am and am not.
---- an avid reader. Ten over stuffed Ikea Billie bookshelves speak to that.
---- a moderately tech savvy gamer/geek, different systems. I also GM table top games (D&D 3.5 ) and occasionally get to play.
---- a student of languages. German, Russian, and Japanese are occasionally spoken here, along with the smatterings of really bad Arabic. Sometimes, even proper English, though, that is a bit rare. You might even catch my arms, hands and fingers waving about; its not a spasm, I am probably trying to do ASL (American sign Language).
---- a “martialist.” (See above rather militant background ) I used jujitsu, in my line of work, as a martial tool. It’s not just academic for me. A carpenter gets a saw, a hammer some nails and the occasional power tool. I got jujitsu, a stick, a few sharp pointy things, some guns, and the occasional grenade launcher. :-)
----NOT YOUR slave, NOT your slut, NOT a wanna be porn star, NOT a Sissy, NOT a cuckold , soooo NOT a BBC whore, not going to meet you at a theater or a glory hole.
----NOT Worried about being a "popular kid". Screw politics or who's who locally, I am me. I have fun. I love those around me and we have a good time. Period.
If you have made it this far, I would like to thank you for actually reading my profile.
I can be a rather "top-ish" switch. Thanks to Cee-Gee ( kisses to you, M'Lady ), I am finding that top / bottom equation coming more to an even balance, when with her, and even driving hard back into the field of Dominance/submission.
Involvement in face to face, whip to flesh SM came before my 17th birthday. Having never really had an adult vanilla relationship, I do not even understand how they work, or how they’re maintained.
I would like to think that the relationships I do have are deeper, more meaningful than plentiful. Quality not quantity. If you are trying to notch a nightstick on me, or use being with me as a status symbol, move along. I will not be going through this transition to be your fantasy “chick with a dick”. I want to actually get to KNOW someone before we are exercising our mutual needs upon each others’ flesh. Thus why I knew my current partner for over a year before we even met alone. I love meeting online. Why? Because I get to know a mind before the physical gets in the way.
I have many interests in the SM and D/s world from the soft and mild to the extreme and what some people may want me jailed for. If you want to know more, feel free to ask, or watch me at an event. :-)
My transition is coming along steadily. I am seeing an awesome gender therapist, body and facial hair is (Usually) completely shaved, we all get stubbly from time to time, have both ears pierced ( and somewhere else ), wear almost daily eye makeup / lip color, feminine attire underneath and outside around the house a lot, more gender neutral clothing in public, long painted nails most of the time, painted toenails, growing my hair long, etc etc. Thing is though, even with all the outside changes, its finally recognizing what I have been feeling on the INSIDE that made all the difference.
I might be a girl, but I have a cock. Sometimes it is in a chastity cage, for Mistress, sometimes its free ranging.
I am, obviously, not a genetic female. I still identify at work as somewhat male. Though with the hair, the shaved body, the ear rings, makeup, nails, you would think they would get the hint. LOL
The next steps I am taking now are talking to HR, taking the hormones the doc offered, and building a more feminine wardrobe.
Once again, THANK YOU for actually reading this mess I call a profile.
I hope that helps, a bit. I left a lot out, yes, on purpose, so maybe you might choose to talk and get to know the real me.
You know, if you are still reading this, you probably really are a masochist . . . we should talk.
A word of note: If drugs, smoking (anything), excessive drinking, extreme politics, or extreme religion are a part of your life, we are not going to get along very well.
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It finally let me fix my pics. |
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Tried to fix my pics tonight, deleted out the main pic. Oops, now it will not let me re-post one. Grrrr. I use the same name on , if you really need to see pics of me for some reason. |
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