Okay… so honestly I’m still not sure what to put here. Things in my life have changed a lot lately, and I haven’t figured out what those changes mean to me or how to react to them.
I will start with me… I’m cindy lou who… the name is very fitting I think for the most part. Though many will disagree when it comes to playing games, I’m very innocent in nature. I’m also quick to trust and when I fall for someone I fall fast and deep. I believe these can be good qualities but they can also be bad qualities, because due to these qualities I also tend to get hurt easily. I don’t necessarily want to get rid of these qualities as I think they are what make me who I am… but I would like to figure out how to create a protective shell. I tend to live through my emotions… when I’m happy and up everyone can usually tell and I’m fun to be around. When I’m sad or hurt again everyone can usually tell and I try to back off for a while till it passes. As I mentioned earlier I’m very quick to trust but if that trust is abused or broken it’s extremely hard to earn it back.
I’m very service oriented and I enjoy being able to do things for those around me that I love. I enjoy different types of play but if I had to pick my top favorite things they would include:
Bondage
Spanking
Electric Play
Wax Play
Knife Play (probably need to be more specific on this one, but you can always ask if it comes up)
I haven’t really played outside the family or without family involvement for about 6 years, but I am starting to consider it as I’m starting to consider new opportunities for growth in my life. If you have an interest just ask… though I will say I’m somewhat selective on whom I’ll play with. I am also exploring my dominant side a little… though when push comes to shove I am truly a submissive… so if you are looking for a dominant in your life I’m not it… but if you are a switch that is mostly submissive, then let’s talk.
About my family… I am owned and collared to _Whisper_ and Miss_Scarlett. I have been with them for over 6 years… the last 4 living with them and collared to them. I love them a great deal and can’t imagine my life without them. It’s been an interesting adventure and it continues to be adventurous and evolving as life tends to be. I am part of their family not only in kink but when it comes to vanilla as well. I go to all their family function and their families accept me as part of their family. As with anything 24/7 there is a lot of vanilla in our lives which in some ways makes us more family than if there was only lifestyle involved… but also because we are so vanilla in our lives… I’ll admit for myself there isn’t nearly enough lifestyle involved. I know that probably sounds funny to people who know us and our dungeon… there is lifestyle stuff going on around us all the time… pretty much every weekend.
Our family also includes tigger_, liznymph and Bins_Babygirl. The involvement in our family differs for each individual but we are all family, and if we could ever come up with a house name everyone could agree on we would all be a part of that house. We also have extended family members I guess you would call them… Caretta and DannyGypsy. Outside of my poly family, they are the closest friends I have. I don’t know what I would do without them in my life. I am thankful to call them family as well. There is also SirJude and Judespet… most times when we roll deep they are there with us. They are truly wonderful friends and I’m glad to know them and count them as family as well. I couldn’t finish this section on family without including our dogs Miss Piggy and Harley… they are part of the family and add so much enjoyment to my life. Prior to living with Miss Scarlett and Whisper I had never had pets in my adult life and now I can’t imagine not having them. I love them a great deal and I couldn’t imagine my life without them in it either. When I’m happy they share in my happiness and when I’m sad they make me laugh and smile at the love they share unconditionally… okay a belly rub and a McDonalds biscuit doesn’t hurt in sealing the deal with them either.
What am I looking for here on Collarme… well that is the big question. Right now what I’m looking for is someone who wants a play partner and if things progress a relationship. If you ask my family… they would probably say a relationship and if that works out a play partner… lol Honestly… I don’t know. I’ve been monogamous in my poly life for a long time… and yes I know those two words don’t really go together. I would love to find someone who would fit into my poly family who would also click with me on a play/relationship level… and that’s the kicker I guess… I want that purple unicorn that is the rarest of finds out there… and what makes it even harder is… yes I’m selective… lol I know this person is out there somewhere… and possibly I’ve already met them but wasn’t to a point where I was ready to pursue. Yes I’m somewhat dense to the signs at times.
Other interesting facts about cindy lou who should you still be reading… I like riding my motorcycle. It’s a Suzuki Intruder Volusia and it’s a lot of fun. I like playing corn hole and I’m talking about the game with the boards and corn bags… get your mind out of the gutter. In my pre Raleigh life I enjoyed playing golf. I like playing tennis and softball as well. I like playing Rock Band, we actually have a family band name… so watch out for Cat Daddy and Ditch Minners, some day we may rock a local venue near you. I like mowing the lawn but hate doing the trimming. I like reading a good book when I get the chance (which isn’t as often as I would like), and I like going to the movies. I’m a picky eater… the list of things I like is much shorter than the list of things I don’t like. I wouldn’t consider myself a girlie girl… though I do wear makeup of some type pretty much every day… I’m most comfortable in flip flop and jeans. I do like to dress up on occasion and luckily Miss Scarlett and I are similar in dress and shoe size that I have a huge closet of dress up stuff to choose from… thank you Miss Scarlett. I consider myself to be Bi… though when it comes to a long term relationship the primary would probably be male… but I do love to make out with women… I love nipples… sometimes a little too much. I’m also an officer in the group Female Artists of Domination (FAD) along with Miss Scarlett, Caretta and Mistress_Nev. It’s a fun group with a great bunch of members. If you are a female dominant, male submissive or female submissive you should check it out if haven’t already.
I think that’s about it for now… but life is always changing and I will try to update as the winds of change blow.
