about me: Good looking, nice build, educated and intelligent. Single, straight, and submissive to the core of my being. Craves total control, mental, orgasm and domestic, but requires a Woman with the confidence, understanding and experience of true cuckolding and the mindset of one.
i am not fool. i am not a total wimp either.... i accept the fact that the insatiable desires and need of a Superior Dominant Woman requires MORE than just one man.. She has an inexhaustable supply of orgasms and should be able to ensure at least a small degree of mental and physical satiation. i am a service oriented male who cannot help but get into sub space high and content when his Woman is pleased... in every sense and yes especially sexually.. i would rather assist in finding and watch Her being pleased by Her lovers than have sex with any other woman in the world! To be there at the begining watching the satifaction first being tapped, Her eyes upon me suffering , milking in bliss at the sound and sights saying how beautiful it is to see Her getting all She deserves, to the end where She is adored and taken care of. So few truely understand; but i received a comment that defines my nature and left me high and elated.
The note was along the lines of few understanding one wired such as myself and crave reaching the level of D/s it requires. The simple yet intoxicatingly arousing reply was "I totally understand. it is hard trying to find a male like you" The Goddess wrote "male" and not "man"... some may say it to be emasculating or humilating but such is oh so necessary and appreciated by a cuck.
Regardless of my obvious alpha attitude at work, or abilities to handle what is necessary in life in male fashion, i am no "real man"... "Real men" cringe in disgust when they hear how "pussy whipped" a guy is, not get a hardon over it and think 'lucky bastard'... "Real men" stroke off when they're aroused when they want, not teach themselves self-denial and restraint in order to be ready if his use is wanted... ..."Real Men" are sexually agressive and dream of fucking for they're own selfish gratification, not being on knees placing lips on an asscheek literally kissing it , hoping to suffer for Her sexual gains, encourage Her hunger's need, pleasure and satisfaction -first and foremost... i am no "Real man" at all.
