lesdarlene

I am Plain Nasty's slave

I am his masochist

I am switch

I am sadistic

I am His...

The time in which I have spent in this lifestyle out in the
community has been interesting to say the least. I have grown, had so many new
experiences, and made so many friends along my way. I was in relationships and
had interesting times however there always seemed to be something missing. I
knew I needed D/s in my life, I knew I could never be with a vanilla again. I
learned and I grew. I developed my own needs and desires from within myself.

I went for dinner with an old Dom friend one night, we have known
each other for oh 5-6 years and he made a statement to me in the midsts of our
long conversation. We spent 4-5 hours at that restaurant and that one statement
where I jumped to do what he had said No, he had not ordered me to do this, he
had used this as an example to make his point in our talk and yet it was in the
way he said it, the way he looked at me. I knew then this was what I had been
searching for, this Man who sat across from me, my old Friend, the One who took
me out for dinner in ways of support and seeing me was the one I needed in my
life. And so, we walked forward taking the time to get to know one another in
this context and here we are today together as Master and slave.

This Man who looks at me and tells me I am beautiful when i am covered
in chocolate cake and surrounded by ten year olds. This Man who makes me smile
and then makes me cry for all the right reasons, the Man who buys his little
girl a teddy cause hers is falling apart, this Man who takes me to new levels,
ones I never thought I would reach, this Man who encourages me, who supports
me, who holds me close when I tell him I am hurting or in bad pain, the Man who
doesn't lie to me, who is honest with me about everything, the Man whom I share
my life with, this Man who beats the crap out of me then holds me in his arms.
I am this Mans slave, I have his limits, I am the happiest I have been in my
life, I am at peace, I am proud of who I am .. inside and out. I am Leslie, I
am Plain Nasty's slave completely.

Yes, one day we will play with others, in whatever way my Master so
chooses.Yes, I do switch and Master supports this in me, he knows I can be very
sadistic at times ~grinz~ Yes I identify as a slave on here because that is
where my heart lives. My heart is a slaveheart and belongs to my Master. If you
want to play with me then you need to contact him. I follow his rules, his
protocols, I am his, and he is mine. We are happy. Lives change, people change.
I trust, I forgive, I am true to myself, and I grow.. I am me, I am His, I am
who I am. I am a very honest, open, caring, loving lady and believe you should
treat others as you wish to be treated.

A good friend of mine sent me this recently: "Life is too
short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize
when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive
quickly. Take chances. Give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short
to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad. Smile when you're sad,
love what you've got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive, but
never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret. People change, and
things go wrong, but always remember; life goes on!" I believe in this and
live by it ~smiles~