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Yes I joined several years ago. Add that to my listed age and you have an update.Update Why am I seeing so many male Dom profiles without the interest list checked off? What are you trying to hide?-------
I need to be spanked without mercy. It should be a genuine punishment. I like some bondage, but it drives me crazy when I have an itch and I cant scratch it. I like to serve. I like to be forced. (I love a man who likes to use a paddle and a belt!) I adore forced humiliation, and yet I hate it. Make sense?
I dont know why I am attracted to being humiliated, especially in public.Like it or not, I am not going to allow anyone to DEMAND that I respond to them. I might and I might not. Once again, demanding a response will get you nowhere with me. I am NOT your sub yet, please behave (compose your words) with some of decorum and class. Tell me something more than should we talk? Tell me something. Have a profile filled out. Give me something to go on beyond a few words or one sentence. Also, I am looking for someone older, that means several years older. Sorry, but for this to work for me, that is what I need. AddendumFair warning, i will not respond to troll baiting by accusing me of having a fake profile. Ive been around here long enough to weed out those pathetic attempts for negative attention.leeesa
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Well, Covid still hasn't killed me. I'm still around. But it's been a long time since I played. |
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A former Dom got turned on by instructing me slap myself across the face, the harder the better. He is gone now, moved to another country. I think about this form of dominance from time to time and sometimes miss it. He especially loved to do this in public places. Riding in the car on a busy freeway, in front of a busy restaurant window, at social gatherings and in especially in front of this friends, both male and female. He also LOVED to instruct me to kneel and kiss his shoes in public places. And I, of course HATED that. But I knew if I didn't matters would get worse. |
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I am beginning to get a bit proficient as self bondage. Kinda fun. Sometimes I panic though when I think I did too good of a job and it's hard to get myself freed. |
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I have been craving public humiliation and degradation lately. Why do I hate this and yet I get so drawn to it? |
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I probably need to be severely whipped.
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I have a constant hunger to be harshly punished. I probably need to be locked up to serve a sentence for awhile. Not sure how to make that happen.
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A week locked in a cage and I am spent.
It was quite an ordeal, but I am out now.
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PLEASE NOTE: i live in an area of nearly 7 million people, please do NOT assume i have no one to play with. i actually have many friends and contacts in this lifestyle, so playing with an actual person is something i DO....often. There!
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My first pussy spanking last night with my hairbrush, 5 hard swats, kept my pussy red and swollen all night and I can still feel it a little. Spanked it with my own hand. INTENSE.
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Maybe i will regret revealing this overwhelming fantasy i have of being bullwhipped, arms tethered above me to receive the pain, legs free to dance.
Why do i get excitied by the thought of this?
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OK this is a bit out there, and so far just a fantasy. But i get very turned on by the idea of serving out a prison sentence. Then constantly having time added for bad behavior and imperfect performance, like i get close to getting out then more time is added until the frustration finally breaks me. Why do i crave this? Crazy huh? What is it about the thought of being shackled to a ball and chain that excites me? Is it my innate and intense claustrophobia that attracts me to the confines of a cage in order to break me?
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I have decided it would be good for me to have a slave or sub space in my bedroom. So I have a corner I stand in every morning when I wake up and every night before bed.
And there is a rug I go to and stay as long as I can stand it. I try to not leave the rug for a minimum amount of time, and yes I am undressed, naked, for these rituals.
Call it self training.
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OK, I have been on here a short while, and I am discovering that
*I have a preference for older men to make this work.
*I love being tied up.
*When being spanked, I don't want something symbolic. It is supposed to hurt, a lot, unbearably so. It is okay for me to beg, scream and cry uncontrollably while you keep going.
*I am learning more and more with each communication.
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