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Art is not mine, Source is unknown. I am drifting alone in a sea of people. Who I meet , who meet me, all is like a school of fish.
Well as of a wonderful conversation I had with a special someone in my life. A very dominant man who nurtures me psychologically as he encourages me morally, he has always had a place in my heart as a wonderful friend. He has brought something to me that in fact I am a submissive who only likes to dominate sometimes.
My curiosity runs very deep and would learn about something new rather than let an interesting topic pass me by. I am a moderately quiet person. What I look for is a dominant whom will see my submission to him as a gift. The greatest gift I could give to him. Though acknowledges that I am college educated, and a mature woman. I am drug and disease free. I keep my pictures off here for a reason but I can supply pictures of myself if you wish.
I am looking for someone that I can call my own. I do not have any experience, in the lifestyle as a submissive. Many things, will make me nervous. I do not have a income of my own, so some things will be out of my reach. What I lack in finances, I make up for in truth. I do not lie, no matter the question. I know this may be a stretch..but I am looking for a Master that may lead to a husband. I understand these things are farfetched. Such things do not exist daily of romance and such, yet it is something I hope for. I do not have pics up for a personal reason, but will supply one to those that ask. I can assure you I am real and not the riffraf that are around here. I can not relocate because of..personal reasons.
Another thing. Liars are a dime a dozen so if I feel that your words lack meaning or in it for the kink you will be blocked immediately. I do not take kindly to being lied to, and more importantingly being ignored. A new rule, if your married and don't give me bullcrap and if I feel that it is not going to work, I'm writing you off like a check. Toodles. |
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On days like this, when I fall into the deepest despair and at my weakest, I am only hanging on to the hope that someone out there loves me. I just have to find them. To all of the unowned subs like myself: Do not falter, someone out there loves you even if they do not reply to all of the messages you send out, do not worry. The ones that will not give you the time of day, are not meant for you. I found that out the hard way. They not not be on this site, but someone you meet in your everyday life. Do not give up. Ever. This is my sole hope for you all.
My journey is long..and through it I hope to meet someone who loves me for me and not my body. I have seen that I enchant people..I am not sure how much of it is true..but I definitely leave a lasting impression on those I speak with. There is someone meant for everyone. Do not give up and hold fast..because someone loves you. It may not be the one you fell hard for, or the one you like now..but someone loves you and that means so much more than the cheap words of a lying Master or Mistress. I do hope my words have touched someone. Or multiple someones. I am not a ever blossoming flower in the world.
I do hope everyone that stumbles on my profile have become enriched. I do hope you have a wonderful day.
Many Hugs,
Ami~ |
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Well Happy New year Everyone! I have a car of my own now and am finally looking into driving on my own. I also am sad to find out that males catfish just as much as females. Google images can show where the image can from. Something I picked up on from catfish and I must say I was very surprised at my findings. I guess..in the least I can reach out to the doms here and if anything just have conversation. I do hope everyone has had a wonderful year and are going into this year with humble beginnings.
Have a wonderful day,
Amy |
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Honestly, I am not sure what to think anymore. I thank all the doms that have looked at my profile and sent me messages. I just do not believe I am the one for you, I know you will find wonderful people to be the piece that you need in your lives. I dislike broken promises and liars. A dominant came to me and told me that since he was a sheriff he could get me a job since many people owed him favors. In the many times I have spoken to him, this has never happened. I understand I feel like a moocher for this, but he offered. I just feel..betrayed. Even when I looked for my own pet to play around with, I was burned for that.
I have already wrote off black men (No offence) but, they are not what I need. White men are more concerned, loving, adventurous, and charming to me. Yes, I know that there are some black men like that, but I am done with them. My ex, and countless men I have dated in my vanilla and kink life have only amused me for a time and threw me to the side like I am a used shoe. I am tired of that and tonight with the interview I have had has closed the book on it. If there are white people present, I know it is not a scam but none of them were there except two and even fewer women and I felt honestly scared. I suppose I will forever work a minimum wage job until something better comes along. But, I would rather have an assured salary from working and clocking in, than work off commission along.
Hugs,
Ami |
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It amazes me how some men view my profile and have my attitude already pinpointed. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but this is what I want and hope for, a dream I believe is drying away. I have encountered many dominant men here and those that are aspiring to be dominants, yet many are not close ,and others do not wish to pursue such things.
Maybe it is too farfetched to be real. I have seen two men on here whom I would gladly share my life with, one did not reply to me, the other? God only knows. I admit my faults, and that I am afraid to move away with a dominant whom I know nothing about and leave my roots here. I long for a man to take the time to get to know me first in pleasant conversation. Are such things too old fashioned? A great man once said "I should not have to spell out what I want" Such man was too old for me. I do hope he finds what he seeks. I may not say it, but I thank everyone for viewing my profile and hope that it is something there that inspires you or gives you food for thought.
A man once said a woman's place is in the kitchen. True, for some it is, but for me I finally got a job. A part time job, but a job to help myself to get what I want. It sucks that the greater paying jobs you need more experience for. Ah well, soon I will be off to school again for a better job. I do hope everything works out. It will be alot better than the dreaded minimum wage. Ah well, have a great day!
~Ami
P.S. I do not show my picture to everyone, please understand that. I can video chat or skype with you to affirm that I am who and what I say I am. |
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Ever read something that just changed your entire perspective on what your doing? I surely did. This makes me rethink the men I have spent my time with. I want someone who is...an Alpha male. I have been dealing too much with the Needy Alphas or subby males. This makes sense to me as to why I have not been getting the responses I desire. I understand such a man may just be up in the clouds for me, but I know there are many people out there that are Alpha males that have not found their submissive. I am still looking. I am not perfect, but for my Alpha I will change 75% of myself for him.
The rest makes up who I am: My personality, my manners, and my hobbies, and beliefs. Everything else is in his hands. Most importantly I enjoy that Alphas do not yell...just a deep whisper of their demeanor does the job. Though I admit, any man that makes me feel bad about myself or talks down to me for his pure enjoyment is a horrid creature . I understand I am a submissive but I have a brain just like he does.
I have...challenged men before. I must admit one pinned me to the wall and kissed me. That aggression was the most interesting thing in my life and turned me on. We were in college with others around us, but he did not care. The only thing in his mind was putting me in my place. That was my first and only kiss from an Alpha. My other responses were from wusses who merely backed off when I challenged them.
Articles I have read that has changed my outlook on men:
http://mirriamsmyth.wordpress.com/resources/the-ultimate-alpha-male/
http://www.sosuave.com/romance/david/174-biggest-mistake-men-make.htm
http://blackdragonblog.wordpress.com/2012/07/26/the-three-types-of-men/
To the Alphas: I wish I could find my on one of you to love and cherish.
To the Betas: You are a wonderful group of people.
To the Needy Alphas: Please get a life.
To the Wusses: Grow a Backbone.
Have a Good Day to Anyone that stumbles upon this.
~Amy |
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Another sad Valentine's holiday passes, and I am still left lonely. So many have viewed my profile but only one has stuck out from them. Yet , I am afraid to approach him with the many racial slurs going about. The last time it happened I was called a name so horrid and so old, I had to google it to understand its meaning. Though, all I can do is wish him the best. If he reads this message, I hope he understands.
To all of the wonderful Sirs that have viewed this message, I thank you and hope you have a wonderful day. To the Ma'ams I wish you the same. Yet, I am not interested in a woman in the least. I wish you all the best. Now I wish to share a few definitions with those that stumble upon my entry.
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a : commanding, controlling, or prevailing over all others <the dominant culture>
b : very important, powerful, or successful <a dominant theme> <a dominant industry>
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: overlooking and commanding from a superior position
Submissive:
inclined or ready to submit; unresistingly or humbly obedient
Domestic violence can take many forms, including physical aggression or assault (hitting, kicking, biting, shoving, restraining, slapping, throwing objects, battery), or threats thereof; sexual abuse; emotional abuse; controlling or domineering; intimidation; stalking; passive/covert abuse (e.g., neglect); and economic deprivation. [1][2] (wiki)
To the Dominants that have submissives: You are a pentacle of hope to others like myself and please continue on what your doing. Your making your submissive very happy.
To the Submissives unowned: Please do not give up, your Dominant is out there for and do not play in to the Dominants that only want your body to abuse for their sick pleasure. It is Domestic Abuse and it is NOT okay! Find someone that cares for you and has your best interests in mind.
To those Dominants that think Domestic Violence is fine, Guess what? Its NOT okay! I am speaking up to all of the submissives that do not have a voice. That are intimidated by what the Dominants tell them to do or make them do, it is NOT okay for that! They are people just like you and I. They have a heart beat, and if you hurt them too much it will stop beating just like yours. Such things are crimes and punishable by law.
To the submissives of cruel Dominants Please get out before its too late. It will only get worse, it will never get better.
I hope a few words of wisdom help enlighten, bring hope to, or even shed light on those that choose to read this.
Have a Wonderful Day,
Ami
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Well...Its been awhile since I wrote something here. *Sighs* The ones that do bite at my profile are miles away. Theres a reason I write what I did. I understand that the one I want may not exist. I want them close to touch them...and hold them..which I hope they let me. I understand that all men are different...I just want to meet the one that's right for me. If not him...then more friends in the lifestyle. Since my last submissive decided we could not meet under his circumstances I'm suspending looking for submissives for awhile unless they wish to be friends. I thank all the dominants and Masters that have visited my profile. Have a pleasant day.
~ Memoirs of a submissive |
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Okay to the Dominants out there that ASSUME I will bow down before you and do whatever request leaves your lips, it does not work that way. True I love dominant men, my affinity with them is very high yet understand I am a switch. Meaning , I understand my submissive side, and also I have a dominant side that does not take too much crap off people and I do have a brain which tell me which is right from wrong . Which means I still have the right to say no, and will use it immediately if you assume that I am yours right off the bat. To a wonderful submissive, my time spent with you was very enlightening, you have restored my faith in men...You will remain nameless but you know who you are. You have showed me that there is as many men in the world as candy and your efforts will not go in vain. As you tell me, I will not let the unevolved men interfere with my judgement any longer. <3 |
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So, for the first time I had a experience with a RL sub. It was interesting to say the least, though I am not sure if I want to continue dominating. Maybe just online, face to face it feels like pressure. You have to set the mood, keep the mood going, etc. I think it would be better as a phone dom or just online. |
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Where are all the subs?Seriously is everyone a fake here or are there any real people? I mean it clearly says I am curious to things so that should be waving a red flag saying three things. A. She is a new dominant B.She does not have any toys C. Shes still learning If you can not accept these things then do NOT bother messaging me. |
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