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single and unowned, looking for a Dom or Master for real time ltr I may be young but I have been on the scene for several years, watched, played and learnt from others, even had a session with a pro Dom so I know what I am looking for and won't settle til I find it. I have known I'm submissive since I was little, well I might not have known what it was then, and it didn't seem to come from anywhere like my environment or the tv, it was just there. Well now I'm older, I know that certain behaviours I was showing means I'm a natural to this lifestyle. I used to play out scenarios with my toys and as I got older and met men, I would always be submissive to them in the bedroom and that's how my submissive journey started. At first I thought submitting in the bedroom was everything and it was such a good feeling to give up the control but as soon as I started to go down this path, soon it wasn't enough for me and the men I was dating thought that there was something wrong with me. After being single for a while, I started to find websites like this and learn from others at kink events and by perving session photos. Through a few relationships I found myself heading towards being a slave, whether through the Doms happiness or mine and so this is where I have ended up. I have found my happiness in enjoying making my Dom or Master happy and being told that I am a good girl and all the cuddles and rewards that follow. However I'm only able to submit to those who manage to get inside my head. If you're going to disappear after a few days of talking then don't bother talking to me. It takes time to get to know someone, and if you're not going to put the time and effort into getting to know me, then why should I submit to you? But ideally if we get this far, then I have no problem with showing I'm worth your time, talking on Skype, on the phone and then we can go for a drink and see where things end up. So if you've got this far, my ideal Dom/ Master would be someone who is reasonably close to my age, (up to around 45) I know age is just a number and it is the connection that I am after more than anything, but I want this to be for life, and if I'm going to marry you and perhaps create a family for you then you must be young enough for it. A gentleman, perhaps someone with a good career, a man who is the typical alpha male and doesn't settle until he has what he wants but is also caring enough to love his slave, cuddle and show affection. But also not afraid of keeping me in line, pushing the boundaries and limits and seeing what I will endure for his pleasure and happiness x Kitty
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A part in my life that has shaped me
It feels like only yesterday that it happened, it is as clear as day in my mind. Maybe if it had been consensual the story would have been different but it wasn't.
I was about 19 years old, still at university and a girl (Alex) I'd met during freshers week asked me if I fancied going out dancing and drinking so naturally I was totally up for that, my boyfriend at the time was still in Scotland with his parents so it would just be the two of us for some girl time.
Meeting up, we didn't know where we fancied going for drinkies so we just decided to go with the students union bar.
Walking into the bar we went to buy some drinks, think it was 2for1 on VK bottles so that was the first start, next to find a space on the dance floor and have a dance while drinking out of our bottles with straws in to be more lady like if that makes sense.
The room was dark and there was some strobe lighting displays going around which to me made it harder to see, my eyes find it hard enough to focus in the dark but having the strobe lighting around the room was really making it difficult.
To my right appeared a guy talking to Alex, couldn't hear what he was saying obviously and I didn't want to be staring at them if anything were to happen between them so I just kept dancing and sipping on my drink. In the distance seemed to be 4 guys each appearing to be wearing the same thing, blue jeans and white t shirts and they were encouraging me to join them but I shook my head and smiled at them. Looking round to Alex, the guy was still talking to her and I figured that because he was in blue jeans and a white t shirt too, he was from that group. It was pretty strange that 5 guys would go clubbing wearing the same clothes but each to their own.
After Alex and the guy had finished talking he wandered back to his group and we continued to dance.
Moments later, I felt a hand around my arm and both myself and Alex were being dragged across the dance floor. Despite struggling, we found ourselves surrounded by these 5 guys on the dance floor. Alex started to squeeze out between the men's arms and hips. After I knew that Alex had gotten out, I started to squeeze out until I felt a familiar hand on my arm again. I was pulled with such force that I bumped into the guy who had grabbed me.
When I realised that he was holding me around the waist, I clawed his hands with my nails and tried to scratch him to let me go, this only made him hold me tighter. I shouted in his ear to let me go but he gave me no reply. I tried to get the attention of the security but I failed miserably. I then thought about Alex, she would help me. I got close to the guy who was holding me so I could get a look over his shoulder and locate Alex, she was a little distance away and when I caught eye contact with her I reached out my arm for her help. The guy holding me quickly caught on and pulled my arm in shaking his head at me. I shouted at him to let me go! He shouted back "no". When I asked him why not, he replied "because you are mine". I must admit there was a part of me that liked those words but not like this, repulsed and angered by him I shouted back "I am not yours, I have a boyfriend". " You don't have a boyfriend and even if you do, if he was here with you I'm sure he would have intervened by now and defended his property, I know I would".
I was silenced by this, I didn't know what to say or do, but I had a lightbulb moment, while he was off guard I shoved my knee between his legs and stepped on his foot hard with my heels. He finally let me go but it wasn't to last, the others stepped in front of me and he grabbed my hair and pulled my arm behind my back til it hurt. One thing was clear I'd hurt him and it had also made him angry. I heard his voice in my ear " You little bitch, know this, you may hurt me but I am stronger than you and can hurt you much more". While saying this, I looked between his companions for sympathy, I had hoped they might stop him causing me pain, the guy to my left flinched and stepped in to talk to the man holding me, he stopped hurting me but his grip returned to my waist and I realised I wouldn't get away this time, I'd gave to bide my time, lure him into a false sense of security unless anyone else intervened.
I think at this point, the security were becoming suspicious, good I thought but the guys also noticed. I heard his voice in my ear again telling me to dance, I stood still and refused. He was a step ahead, he moved my hips with his hands, I felt like a rag doll and hated every moment, his voice was back "Will you dance now or do I have to control your every move?"
My choice was made up for me, I started to dance like I had before on my own, it was clear he liked my dancing, he released his grip on my waist and I felt his hands sliding down towards my bottom half. I grabbed his hands before he got there and put all my strength into stopping him, it worked he let go and I thought I heard him laugh.
I continued to dance and gestured to one of the others to dance with me. I think this made the main guy jealous as he had a few words with him before grabbing me around the waist, spinning me round to face him, telling me I'm his and asking me to kiss him.
This was my chance I thought, I knew he would close his eyes, I neared myself to his lips as if to kiss him and quickly brought up my hand from my side and slapped him as hard as I could around the face. When I felt him let go and yell out at me I legged it and even the others didn't stop me this time. I managed to find Alex and we left to go home safely.
I don't know why Alex didn't help me and she was pretty quiet on the way back but I didn't see her again.
These men were predatory assholes who knew nothing about the bdsm lifestyle. It was an assault, i was pretty shaken up when i got back to my flat. But is it a coincidence that I like certain things now, to have my hair pulled, to experience pain and or be man handled in similar ways with consenting partners? I don't know, all I know is I can't change the past although sometimes I wish I could. All I can do is learn from experience and move on with life to bigger and better things as they say. |
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From my imagination, A dream I had one night
It all started and changed my life the night my sisters and I, decided to go out on the town together, first time in a while and soon to be the last!
I was the youngest of three sisters. My eldest sister Beth was like an older version of me, tall slim and brunette with matching beautiful brown eyes, she always did look like a model in my eyes and didn?t have any trouble with jobs or men so was always the lucky one. Lara was the next in line, she was also tall and model like but had blonde hair with brown eyes. Me being the youngest meant my older sisters would always look after me and treat me as the baby which was expected I suppose.
We all went round to Beths? place and got ready to go out, choosing each other?s outfits, doing our makeup, having a laugh and having a quick drink before we went out so it would be a cheaper night.
During our night out, we managed to find a lovely pub with benches outside, it must have been popular as it was pretty swamped out. My sisters and I quickly grabbed a bench between two groups of people and decided to celebrate our night out with some tequila shots. We all lost count how many we had had but it was well worth it and pretty soon we had three men come up to our table and ask if they could join us. I will always remember that moment and one man....he was tall and well built with soul splitting blue eyes and dirty blonde hair, the other two men were either side of him and slightly shorter but both equal in size to each other.
They decided to join us in the tequila drinking although us girls had stopped drinking so much so it was time for the lads to get stuck in. During our time together it felt like we were the only ones at the pub but of course we weren?t, we were really surrounded by people, I guess it was the atmosphere created by us and our new found friends.
The night sadly came to a close, or so I thought, when we watched my Lara throw up on the floor. Although I was worried for my sister, I still thought to myself being proud of myself for being able to take my drink although obviously still being intoxicated.
Once we had looked after Lara, we decided to start leaving the pub and head for home, and the men we had met also decided to escort us out like gentlemen. Of course along the way the men asked us if we wanted to come back to their place, but as we were more concerned about our sick sister, we said we?d rather take her home and make sure she?s okay. Somehow instinctively, the men insisted that we go back with them and one of the men quickly attended to Lara and so we asked her if she was going to be okay. In the end we did decide to go back with the two men left, however we insisted that Lara call us when she got home to make sure she was alright.
Looking back, it was obvious they didn?t want her, why, I do not know, was it because she was blonde? Was it because she threw up? Didn?t really matter, they had made their decision!
After what seemed like a few more minutes in the taxi, we arrived at what looked like a huge manor house! Beth and I both looked at each other in awe and astonishment. We turned round to the guys and asked us if they seriously lived here. They said yes, I mean what would be the point in taking us somewhere that they didn?t live, of course it was too expensive for them to own themselves, and they owned it with other people ? housemates.
Coming up to the house, we had to buzz in through some security gates, Beth and I both supposed it made sense that you would need gates to such a big house.
Once we had entered the big wooden doors to the house, we entered a large hall to find a load of their housemates sitting around a proper polished wooden table having drinks and a laugh.
There was space for my sister and I to sit at the table so we did and the two men sat opposite us, with their housemates either side of us, we were slowly introduced to all of them though I forgot their names as soon as they moved onto the next person. By this time I was pretty sure I had sobered up a little and at the same time I was thinking this, someone asked me if I would like a drink. So as to not mix the grape and the grain as they say, I decided to go for some vodka and lemonade.
After a few more drinks and giggles, we both decided it was time to go home and thanked everyone for their hospitality, strangely while doing this I caught the eye of someone who was simply nodding to someone I couldn?t see behind me.
The tall man from the man got up from the table looking rather serious and yet concerned and finally said ?I?m afraid you won?t be going anywhere? in a dark and cold voice which sent a cold chill up my spine.
As soon as shock set in to our faces, people from the table grabbed our bags and Beth got up to try and comfort me as she screamed out ?what are you going to do to us, why can?t we leave?
Our only answer was silence, and soon after the tall man clicked his fingers. Four well built men surrounded my sister and I separating us, two men holding me while the other two carried my Beth off screaming and struggling trying to get back to me. It was no use, the men were stronger and she disappeared through a brown door.
I felt as white as a ghost, I was in shock, and I couldn?t say anything or move besides the tears rolling down my face.
What seemed like hours went by before there was any movement again, it was Beth, but she wasn?t acting like my sister, instead of being dragged by the two men I saw her leave with; she?s walking normally escorted by a woman who had a brown cloak over her head. I tried calling out to her but she ignored me, and they went off through another door. What had they done to my sister? Who was she now? Why didn?t she acknowledge me? That was the last time I saw her...
I guessed it was my turn when I heard the click of the fingers again, as a sudden burst of adrenaline pulsed through my body and I tried to fight back, but it was in vein, just like my sister, the men were too strong for me and I just ended up tiring myself out and hurting.
They carried me through to a side room from where the main hall was, it wasn?t the same door my sister disappeared through so I wondered where they were taking me. We ended up in a closed off room, the only exit was the door we had just come through and the men positioned themselves in front of it so as to prevent my escape. I slowly looked around the room, becoming familiar with my surroundings and noticed there was a man dressed in white, almost like some sort of priest or something. I was right...he walked up to me with a book and started reciting words from it though it wasn?t the bible, at the same time I guess I was no longer in shock as I started to feel dizzy and shake. The priest like man almost seemed like he was dancing around me until he suddenly stopped. I actually got my vision back while the man was standing there with a shocked look on his face and leaned over to the men standing by the door to whisper something to them.
Before I knew what was happening, the two men grabbed me, picked me up and laid me on the floor with my legs open and ripped my jeans and knickers off. I started to panic, hyper ventilate and between my breaths, try and ask them what they were going to do, begging them not to hurt me. The priest tried to calm me down stroking my hair and saying in a calm voice ?shhh little one, we aren?t going to hurt you, don?t worry, just try to relax?. I couldn?t relax, I didn?t know what was happening, and did he really think his words were going to calm me down? Especially as I just saw him pull out some medical looking tools. He repeated his words ?just try and relax? as I saw a medical tool disappear in-between my legs and felt him open me up. I gasped but he was right he didn?t hurt me, but it sure was very uncomfortable. I was gritting my teeth and breathing heavily while he was doing whatever he was doing; finally I felt him withdrawing from inside me and saw the tool in front of me covered in my juices.
I was having a sigh of relief when again I spotted a nod but this time it was the priest to the guards. The guards then lifted me to my feet and kindly gave me back what was left of my knickers to put back on; my jeans were torn beyond repair let alone wearable.
I think I had experienced enough mind torture that I had absolutely no fight left in me and so was just escorted back to the main hall.
When we got back to the hall, the tall man asked the priest what he had found. Apparently it was passed on to others once the guards had laid me on my back in the side room.
In a slightly excited high pitched voice, the priest said ?she is the chosen one? whatever that meant....I was a virgin, but why ?the chosen one? I do not know.
Those words seemed to echo round the room, when it seemed to sink in, one of the ladies from around the table leapt up and grabbed a white cloak and wrapped it round me ?she has endured enough tonight, we don?t want to give her a nervous breakdown?. She put her arms around me as if to steady me and we left the main hall together. I can?t remember where we went; I was emotionally and physically shattered.
After a few moments, we entered what must have been a bedroom; she fetched a glass of water for me and put it next to the bedside table. She started to tuck me into bed while saying that I was safe with her and to rest my pretty little head, there was a lot to do tomorrow but for now she wasn?t going to leave my side.
As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out like a light, imagining nice dreams and that I had really had a good night with my sisters, gone home and sleeping in my own bed.
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I woke up the next morning to find that the woman had kept her promise, she hadn?t left my side. I heard her say ?she?s awake? but I didn?t know who to. Within a few minutes there was a knock at the door and it made me jump, I hid under the covers shaking with my eyes peeping out. The woman answered the door and someone passed her a tray, she came walking towards me and told me to relax, she was just bringing me breakfast. I was so hungry I started eating it without question when I heard her say ?that?s right hunny, you will need your strength today?. That?s when I stopped my mouthful to look at her and gulped, she giggled and told me to relax and that everything would be okay. After I finished my breakfast, it was time for a shower; she took me to the cubicle and scrubbed me down making sure I was squeaky clean. I wondered what was going on; do all women get treated like this? She dried me off with the towel and said ?we have to get you so your glowing with beauty?. When we came back to the bed, there was some kind of white outfit laid on the bed, I didn?t recall anyone coming in and putting it there so I thought someone must have while we were in the shower. The woman picked it up and started showing it to me, it was so beautiful, it looked almost like a wedding dress with a veil, I built up the courage to ask her ?am I getting married?? she let out a little giggle and said ?no of course not, we just have to get you looking presentable?. I thought about it for a few seconds and said ?presentable to who?? She didn?t answer me, and I started to feel that horrible nervous feeling in my stomach. After more of her twiddling, she got up and said ?your ready? and grabbed my arm and lead me to the main hall.
When we got to the hall, it was empty all apart from the one man from the bar, the tall one; I thought to myself he must be the leader. After me and the woman were right in front of him, he muttered two words ?leave us? and so she did. I stood there similar to the previous night, standing still not sure what to do, when I gained some confidence, I looked over to the doors, he followed my eyes looked me in the face and said ?you can look at those doors all you like but what you don?t know is there are guards on the other side prepared for your attempt at escaping? and he grinned an evil smile at me while I gave him a look of disgust and this seemed to only make him smile more so I stopped and decided to look at the floor where I knew I wouldn?t give him any satisfaction.
After a brief pause of silence, he chuckled to himself and said ?you are going to be a challenge aren?t you? I like you already? and continued on ?do you know why you are here?? I replied ?yes you wouldn?t let me go last night? he chuckled again, ?very astute of you, but not the answer I was expecting, would you like me to tell you why you are here? I said yes and he said ?very well then, we should move to another room and you do look very pretty dressed up for me? grinning wickedly. In a rebelling tone, I looked him in the eyes and said ?I?m not dressed up for you? He bent down so that his face was only inches away from my face, looked me up and down making me feel uncomfortable and then looked me in the eyes and said ?oh yes you are? and with that he grabbed my arm so hard it was hurting and dragged me out of the main hall and down a corridor to another room.
It was his bedroom, he threw me into his room with such force that I fell onto the bed and lay still while I was in pain from his force. While I was holding myself in pain, I had a quick sneak peek through my hair to see where the man was and decided to make a run for it. I made it out of the door and along the corridor before I heard the words ?guards she?s escaped, after her? I was on a high on escaping, but it wasn?t to last, I felt someone grab me from behind and tackle me to the floor. It was of course one of the guards and he lifted me up with my legs kicking and me hitting him but it didn?t do anything, he was taking me back to the man?s room.
Once back in the room, I was dumped on the bed, except this time, a chain was put around my leg and attached to one of the bed legs. I tested out the chain and knew I wasn?t going to be going anywhere while this was on, and sat on the end of the bed while the man was looking at me with fierce eyes. He started walking up to the bed, where I was. I tried to cower away but the chain wouldn?t allow me, he grabbed me by my hair and said ?if you ever try that again, you will be surely punished, much worse than what I?m going to do to you today? and slapped me hard across the face. I was knocked back onto my back on the bed and laid there in shock and pain with tears in my eyes.
?Now? he said, ?While you are laying there silent and unable to escape, I will explain to you why you are here and I will expect you to listen and nod to say you have understood at the end?
He leaned towards me to check I was still awake, and I flinched so he carried on talking.
?You are here because we chose you at the pub for our way of life, it was a total surprise when we found out you were a virgin, and it makes your life easier for both of us. You will soon learn that the women here have one rule to live by, they please the men in whatever way possible, mainly sex, and once a man has chosen you for his pleasure, you are to be his for the night or however long he wants you. It?s an easier rule for you; you are to be only mine! You are a virgin and so special so that is why I want you, I have no other woman, I value purity and have been waiting for one like you to be mine so I will greatly enjoy taking your virginity and teaching you how to please me. All the women and men know that you are mine so no one else will touch you and to prove this, you will be branded later on with my mark. Do you understand what I?m saying to you??
I nodded and let out a tear.
?Good, now your punishment for today is that you won?t eat for the rest of the day for your attempt at escaping, this has disappointed me greatly, I did have hopes for you today but they will have to wait. You will have your own thoughts to entertain you for a while until I come back and you will be ready for me when I do so think about your behaviour?
And with that he left me chained to the bed with this information running through my head. I was his, for his pleasure, branded...he wants to take my virginity...he slapped me...I can?t eat anything for the rest of today.
It felt like hours being by myself, it was the first time since being here, I was hating it, I would rather have been left with that woman again, and she looked after me. Maybe that was how it worked; the women looked after each other and pleased the men when they were needed.
I must have drifted off to my own thoughts, I awoke to see him staring at me and it made me jump. He smiled at me sweetly and said ?you look so peaceful when you sleep?. He sat down next to me and I instinctively flinched away, ?it's okay baby I?m not going to hurt you, come on shhh? as he held me in his arms and started stroking my hair. ?I?m sorry for what I did to you earlier but you were a bad girl and you need to learn where your place is? With that he took the chain off my leg and rubbed my leg better, ?now, I would like to use you, it would be such a shame to waste the virgins outfit you are dressed in? he grinned wickedly ?so we can either do it the easy way or the hard way, which is it to be?? He looked at me in the eyes and asked ?hard way?? I shook my head, ?easy way?? I nodded, ?good girl? he smiled. ?Now I realise it?s your first time so I will be gentle with you, it would help if you tried to relax? He went over to the table in the far corner of the room and brought out what looked like a bottle of pills, he opened the bottle and got one pill in his hand and brought it up to me ?if you take this, it will relax you, please take it, it will be more enjoyable for you?. I swallowed it ?now it will take a while to kick in so just take it easy, lay down on the bed, flat on your back and relax?.
After a while, I did start to feel relaxed and he must have noticed because that?s when he started to mount me. He started to feel my legs and inner thighs with his hands and seemed to love the silkiness of my skin. It was starting to make me nervous, make my heart pound, make me breathe heavier; he noticed and smiled at me continuing on. He started working his way up, kissing me from my inner thigh to my breasts, hovering over my pussy saying that I must be enjoying something he?s doing to me because he knew my body was betraying me...he could smell how wet he was making me and I hated it, I wanted to rebel yet part of me enjoyed what he was doing to me. It wasn?t long before I saw him pulling his jeans and boxers off and saw his big hard shaft in front of me. I was scared, how was this big thing going to get inside my little hole, I started shaking noticeably, he carried on almost turned on more by the fact that I was shaking. He said to me ?try and relax, i will try not to hurt you but obviously it will, you might even enjoy it? as he slid his hand along one side of my face, down one side of my neck, down the middle of my breasts and tummy towards his hard shaft to gently stroke it which gave me the shivers. I felt him lean towards my body and felt his shaft against my entrance, i gasped and he looked into my scared eyes and open mouth to whisper softly ?i am going to enjoy taking you?. With that he softly slid his shaft into me, i felt as if i was struggling to breathe, i know he was being gentle but it was really hurting me, im sure he got the idea, i had pain written all over my face when he whispered ?i know it hurts, try to relax, it will start to feel nice once i break you?. Im sure i felt myself blush when he said those words, it didn?t seem to distract him in anyway, he was focused on taking me and thats what he was going to do. He started to slide in further and further, i wanted to scream it hurt so bad, he must have finally thrust all of his shaft inside me, it felt like i was going to split in two, he started to gently thrust in and out while moaning softly whispering ?you are so tight, you feel great around my cock?. I suddenly felt an intense pain as it washed over me i started to feel pleasure, ?thats it my girl, ive broken you now, you are mine?. I started to lose myself in the pleasure, i felt it building in me like nothing i had experienced before, i started to feel dizzy, lose my vision. I felt my pussy tighten up as he whispered in my ear ?cum for me my girl, i know you want to? and with that i felt such an intense pleasure, my body started shaking, i was screaming, breatheing so fast, i might have set him off as he started grunting and slowing his thrusts down, im sure i felt something warm shoot up me.
I was still so heated up, my body was continually shaking, the man slid himself out of me causing me to spasm and went to clean himself up. When he came back he started stroking my body, stroking my hair, the side of my face.
I must have fallen asleep after he had finished with me, I awoke to find him staring at me, I tried to move only to find a collar around my neck linked to a chain which was fixed to the bed. I looked back at him when he said ?I know i just broke you in but i didn?t want you trying to escape again when you woke up, by the way you look like an angel when you sleep?. He continued on ?In time, you wont need to have a collar and chain keeping you to the bed, you will learn to respect me, want to please me and love me, as long as you learn where your place is next to my side, you will be well taken care of and loved, but if your bad, expect to be punished for your insolence?.
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During the next 5 to 10 years, I did learn where my place was, I had to. During the first year or so, I did have His brand put on me and the others respected that as they would because He was the leader. They also obviously couldn?t trust me, they fixed a tag to my ankle so that they knew where I was at all times. Over the years I was able to socialise with the other women, although they didn?t stay with any men, they had their own dorms, and I thought it odd that there were no children but I didn?t know how long this place had been running and whether the men wanted children yet. In these years, I was also never allowed to go outside for fear of me escaping. I missed being outside, I wanted to feel the wind on my face, the heat in summer, the cold in winter although maybe I didn?t really want to feel cold, it was just one of those strange things that I missed. Over the nights, I would go to my window and watch the stars, try to get up early so that I could watch the sun light up the room in the morning.
Of course during my years, I had lots of punishments where I slipped up but it was to be expected. I soon learnt my lesson like He said i would.
It soon came to the day when the man came in to me, I thought He wanted pleasing again but He told me He had a surprise for me. I guess it was a test but at the time I didn?t know.
He took me outside for the first time in i don?t know how many years! It was beautiful, i cant explain how it felt, I treasured every moment, but I was also scared, I hadn?t been out in so long, I hadn?t left the house, I hadn?t left His side. I clung on to him like a child would, Im sure He loved it, reflecting on how his ?training? of me had paid off.
He had another surprise for me, He took me to a fun fair, it was like we were a normal couple and He loved the fact that I really appreciated what He had done for me. He loved that I couldn?t be without him, always at his side.
It was at the end of the day when I got up the courage to ask Him why He had let me out now and treated me to such a good day. He turned round and said that He had had enough of being inside, wanted to test me and tell me that he wanted to tell me something. After a brief pause, he said that He was starting to get older and apart from his colony, He had nothing to speak of him, nothing to leave behind as His legacy.....
He wanted to breed me..... |
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For an insight into me, these are the books that I have read that keep my imagination flowing.
This man trilogy
Fire After dark trilogy
Anything he wants series (up until a point)
Gabriel's inferno series
Bared to you series
Her Masters voice
Story of o
For His pleasure series (up to a point)
The submissive
Haven of obedience
At his disposal series - seduced, taken and teased
Taken and used
Hot rich and dominant
His indecent secret/ demand
By his desire
At his service
Alyssa's training
Alyssa's sale
Alyssa's capture
seven years to sin
Beautiful disaster
Beautifully damaged
A gentlemans property
Punishment bound
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