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I am a Domme that is on site at this time to make friends, participate on the forums, and possibly find a slave or two. I am married and have a poly household. Although I am not ever actively seeking, should the right sub/slave come along.....I very well might be interested. At the moment my personal life after 20 years of marriage is in flux, but that will neither speed me up or slow me down if I find the right sub/slave for my household, wherever that may or may not wind up being. If I am not interested for a real life position (and that is very rare that I am interested in real life) I would direct you to LadyK, which is my professional name.
http://www.collarme.com/bdsm/v/694609/rzww/89214/details.htm
If you feel I should consider you for a position with me or in my household , I expect a detailed letter letting me know why you think I should consider you. If there are valid points made, I will continue correspondence, as I also will correspond about ideals and viewpoints about WIITWD (one can never have too many friends, and I love making new ones to discuss the lifestyle). I am not interested in pursuing relationships online if there is no chance of meeting in real life. If you send me one liners, or letters that are not thought out, or cookie cutter cut and paste letters, I WILL NOT RESPOND, BUT WILL DELETE YOUR EMAIL UNANSWERED. I require a picture with your email, if you do not have one on your profile. It is possible even on first email to send one, you just have to enter my full profile to send me an email, you cannot on initial email accomplish this task from the "short note" screen. If you have read this far, and are still seeking to be my submissive, please insert the word "ALABAMA" in your email, even if at the end and by itself to show me you have read my profile, or I will delete your email without responding.
IDEAL PERSON:
If you are a male, I prefer masculine subs/slaves. What I desire from you is TPE. Since this part of the lifestyle is in large part mental, it is more amusing, challenging, and fulfilling when a masculine man submits to me. If female, I prefer just the opposite, the more feminine the woman the more I like to play where she is concerned.
I DO NOT CHAT ON HERE-PLEASE DO NOT REQUEST CHAT BECAUSE YOU HAPPEN TO SEE ME ON- I WILL NOT ANSWER
If you still reading this, it is highly possible I may be looking for someone to vent my physical frustrations on until my life stabilizes. Anyone fancy being a whipping post? |
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Well, I have held off putting anything in here;I'm not sure if I thought there might be a bolt of lightning to change the situation or not;it seems I am seperated after 21 years of marriage. I still love him, but we cannot live together, and the biggest reason is this lifestyle. I am getting used to being single and at times a silent living area. I know I had an easier time of it before, but after so many years, it is definitely different. The fact I am in a rented place and not in the walls I have inhabited for the last 16 years makes a lot of difference. That and I miss my cats.....desperately.
That said, I am thinking (if I am as lucky as in my younger days, although I was in a much bigger area population wise) that I am thinking of establishing a poly household again.
I am also looking for the same types of submissives I always have been. The difference is I am definitely looking a bit harder. |
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Well, I was going to put some new pictures up from our last meet and greet...but although the ladies with me in the pictures are pretty, and I don't usually care what I look like, smiles, I believe I will wait till the next month and see if the fact I have been sick will not show through the pictures so easily. |
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Well, today is Mine and hubby's 19th anniversary!! He is my third, and we talked about it this weekend, and are both amazed that we still care and love each other like we do. I am amazed that I was lucky enough to find him, as I know I am not always the easiest to live with, lol!!!!!!! |
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Ok, I answered a thread about an interest I didn't have checked on my profile and views on my profile increased exponentially. So, even though I am not here necessarily to look, and although it will probably get me more wanker and HNG mail, I went and changed some of my profile interests. I don't want to put everything there, smiles, then what would we talk about? I did add more though, that possibly might give a better picture of some aspects of my personality. We shall see what happens, lol!!!! |
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Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!!!! |
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I want to apologize to everyone that I told in the last week and a half or so that I would be emailing them soon. My whole household had a stomach virus the whole length of the long holiday weekend, and this is the first night I have been at the computer, so it may take me a bit to catch up. |
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And someone called me a rank amateur at mindf**ks......... http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0053.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> We shall see..... |
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I wonder how long it will take for him to accede to my request and stop emailing me.
To the boy, as you did subscribe to my journal, so I am asking you here: I asked you nicely to stop emailing me. You are wasting your time, I will not read them as they are a waste of my time.(Although I am sure they would be entertaining) As you have noticed, I rarely do what I do not wish to do, and no matter how many you send, my delete button works excellently. So whatever juvenile insults you have in that pile will not be delivered. You of course have the freedom to keep sending them, I do not block idiots, but it is of no consequence for me to hit that button as often as necessary, smiles. I would think that you would have better things to do than keep contacting someone that is obviously onto you and not into you, it is sad for you that you do not. My entertainment is waning on this,so I don't think I will waste any more space in my journal on this. I had fun, but I'm through, as I am getting bored, and are pretty sure the ones that read this are also. I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their weekend!!! |
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Oh, I am having such fun!!!!! Normally I don't mess with the deceitful boys that email me, but this one seems to be special. I did tell him in my email to him telling him I had discovered his attempts at deception that I do have domme friends, and we talk. It seems that he is now answering my journal entries with his own, to try to negate what I write in mine as untruth, although I have never named him here(that would be against TOS). Private email though....... well... *Shrugs* Those who know me know me. What I think is funny is apparently I am consuming his thoughts, while,(yes, I admit it) I am having fun toying with him. Dommes are supposed to be wicked, are they not? http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0101.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> He is just upset that I am making him squirm in ways other than he desired. Poor boy!!!!http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0020.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
Hmmm, I wonder if he knows there is a way to look at the profile AND the journal without going into the whole profile? That means dommes may be looking at his drivel after talking to me, and making their minds up about him, and he would never even know that particular domme looked at him and knew what was going on until he emailed them. Such fun....although in truth I might should stop. I didn't see mindf**ks as one of his desires. It is a favorite of mine though!!http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
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Oh this just gets better!!!! Now the boy has "retaliated" by posting in his journal, and I only assume it's me since I am from Alabama and he brings the other "domme" into the entry, unless there were more dommes that figured this out?? Amazing that the domme account magically doesn't exist anymore..........but yeah, I made it up, grinz. I hate he is upset, because, in truth, it has made for an entertaining evening, and put a smile on my face. Hey, I guess he did bring me enjoyment after all, even if it wasn't the kind he had hoped!!!! |
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One more thing...I forgot to tell the poor boy that I am relatively active on this site, and the emails have been flowing in, from dommes and others, that have read the journal...I hope I don't hurt the poor boy's chances with other dommes?????http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0015.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> Too funny.....I already have some asking who he is so they might be entertained also should he haplessly come across them!!!!! I truly could not have asked for more entertainment this weekend!! |
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Well, I don't usually share what might be perceived as a whine or a rant about subs etc. but this one was just so pitiful and so cute and funny at the same time I had to share it. Today I got what seemed like a very well written email, all directives followed, from a male sub located near me. I am behind in a few emails over the last few days, so made a mental note to email him in a day or two, because very few actually follow all the directives(there are only 2 directives) as simple as they are. He was not my type physically or in age,(those specs are not in my profile because they are flexible) but thought that I would send a nice email and see if he wanted to chat some time, as he seemed to be sincere. Later perusing through the site, sure enough, I see where he looked at my FULL profile.(Ladies, doesn't that impress you? I know it did me.) I also notice while hovering that a domme near my area apparently perused my profile, so clicked on hers to see a bit about her. Well.......(this is where it starts to get funny!!) I notice that domme account has been started today(his is very new also), and lo and behold, it is a huge testimonial to this same sub, and the domme considers her lucky to have met him, and wants all the other dommes on site to know about his talents, and give him a wonderful testimonial. Let's just say that what his talents are, and the wording gave me pause. Not that dommes don't talk like that at all, but...well, don't want to give too much away on that to help him on the rewrite on that female profile.
I think about it for a bit while I am doing other things, and decide to investigate. As some of you know,and some don't, sometimes my capabilities at finding stuff out on this site that is not readily available to the masses can be amazing, chuckles.
I email the male nick and tell it that I was impressed, but am no longer, and that I am onto the female nick, and am not impressed. ( I was very nice and polite, truly.) I do NOT email the domme account.
Well, two amazing things happened!!!http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> I get an email from the male nick, saying that it is my loss(oh where did the nicey nice go?). that the domme is real and not a fake and shares his account(not computer, but account;freudian slip?). He also proceeds to tell me that I THINK I am so smart, but I have outsmarted myself. ( I guess he just wanted me to know how great my loss was, sighs)
Then, I bet yall know where I'm going next!!!!http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0028.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> The "middle aged domme" emails me within minutes of the other one , with a different font no less.......(computer settings must have auto switched, huh, and to a very plain font at that) and proceeds to tell me that I am a fat troll of a woman that is narrowminded and weak. "She"proceeds to tell me that I had had a chance to be with the best submissive she has EVER known.( I didn't bother to email "her" back and ask her why they weren't together, if he was the best ever. She told me I was wrong and that I was a demented worthless excuse for a domme.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0020.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> Then proceeded to try to hurt my feelings by telling me "they" ("her" words, the they) hoped I stayed alone, that it was no wonder that "my little girlfriend" dropped me.
I'm not sure if I can recover from those statements.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0020.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>
Really!!! My sides are still hurting from laughing so much!!!http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0003.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>(Did ya'll really think I was hurt? PULEASE)
I don't guess he scrolled through my pictures and saw that I truly have a lot of fun, and he probably also missed the fact I was married, and am poly, so I doubt I'll be alone. I found it amusing that the domme personality was the one that dissolved into immature insults, as "her"profile lists her as 55. I guess immaturity knows no limits though, even with a 53 male sub.
Hope I brightened everyones day!!! http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0379.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>I told them not to email me, but I didn't block either, it's so much fun to see how long they keep emailing after told not to and butting their heads against the wall before getting the point of being found out.
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I'm trying to decide between two descriptions on the forum side. The powers that be have been kind enough to grant a request to change from the standard message that shows based on count. Mine has been changed to Weal Twue Mistwess which I thought the regulars would realize was a lighthearted joke based on subject matter that arises in the forums, but it seems a regular perceived it differently. I don't normally care what others think, but would hate a "newbie" on the forums to take that seriously. I am trying to decide whether to keep that one thinking that most will realize it is a joke, or if I should use another one that is still very descriptive of my actions on there. The other one I am possibly thinking of (if I can get them to change it again even) is "The Typo Goddess" or "The Typo Bitch". ( I am constantly editing for nothing but my fat fingered typos, lol). Decisions, decisions......http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0531.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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LOL, well it seems that the person leaving the job I was offered is in fact unsure now whether they are leaving or not. I have been told I will have an answer by Friday and am of course trying to make back up plans. It truly sucks having been self employed for the last 10 years when looking for a job now due to lack of verifiable experience....so crossing fingers till tomorrow or Friday when I will hopefully have concrete good news. I also wanted to make a clarification....the boy I have been speaking about in my journal is not MY boy,(I have gotten alot of congratulation notes) although I do look forward to spending more time with him and getting to know him. I must confess it is nice to feel pampered, smiles. |
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Just got a second job....so don't want to make plans to attend the ball and cost the boy money when there is no way I know my schedule for that date. I am apprehensive, I haven't worked any kind of retail job in over 20 years and then it was part time. I am wondering (although happy) what possessed this company to give me such a high supervisory position(yes, I know I applied for it, but still...came as a welcome suprise)..I start tomorrow we shall see what happens, with the holidays approaching...bet I'll lose some weight out of it at least, lol!! |
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I have had a very sweet offer from a boy to take me to a fetish ball next month, and am very excited. It was fun to go window shopping with him yesterday, looking at clothes etc.. I truly enjoyed myself. We passed a candle stand, and I admired a candle with an unusual scent which he immediately got for me. It means so much for the little gestures like that that come from the heart!!! It makes the gestures not small at all, because they stand out.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0053.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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Well, it's finally over and unfortunately it ended badly(as, again unfortunately) it usually does. My ex-slave came to get the last of her stuff(after a month of being in her own trailer) and everything went smoothly for a bit. I had honestly hoped we could stay friends. We had let her pick out a shelter kitty in December, and We have come to love Katie(the kitty). Our grandchildren(some of who have severe allergies but for some reason don't react adversely to this cat) play with her every day. The ex-slave at the end of getting her belongings said she needed one more thing and that was the cat, and came up with the paltry excuse that she thought I would not let her get the rest of her things if she took the cat before. I told her she was still welcome to get anything in the future if she found out she had left something, but she was not taking Katie from My home. The ex-slave has not lived in My home for almost 4 months, and I understood that she could not have the cat when she was staying with friends, and was fine with that, as We love the cat. she has lived in her own place however for almost a month, and has come once to get some belongings and never mentioned the cat. I even called her 3 weeks or so ago to tell her my sister in law had a kitten if she wanted it, and her reply was, she had already been to the shelter and gotten another, and had 3 cats at the moment, and had more than enough cats. If at that point she would have asked about getting Katie, I might would have understood. We, however, have fed, watered, and provided cat litter for her ever since December and also since she moved out. Katie has become part of the family to my grandchildren who play with her every day. As she rushed out the door, she made the threat of bringing law enforcement back to get the cat, then tore out of my driveway in her car like a banshee, even though I tried to go outside to talk to her calmly as she was gunning backwards out of my driveway. So, I guess that means future friendship is not a possibility, which is a shame if for no other reason that she has made friends with some people I were already friends with, and also made sure to stay in contact with my son, who I hope she does not try to drag into this, as he has nothing to do with it and I plan to act like an adult and not talk to him about this. She has subscribed to My journal, so although she cannot visit this site regularly at work because of the nature of this site she will be able to read this in her regular email.
To the ex-slave(who I am not naming because I do not want her to be able to say in any way I have hurt her chances of finding a dom because of my journal, although I have been accused of that in the past):
I truly wanted to remain friendly with you, and hate that we disagree on this. I do not see how you can feel that you have any rights to Katie as you have not provided for her in any way, or even asked about her when you were here before. I also realize you have a right to your own opinions, although if you look at it objectively, and Katie was someone elses and had been here, and you were still living here, I'm betting you would say that she belonged here. I truly regret that you seem bitter, and wish you only the best in the rest of your life. I truly feel I am doing the right thing, and am doing it with no ill will towards you, as I have no feelings anymore whatsoever either way(which is why I could remain friendly). You told me recently that you texted me instead of calling me because you were still not "over it". I believe in my heart of hearts (and this is only my opinion) that is why you want Katie so badly is to try to hurt Me in some way, although I do not know why, as I never tried to do that to you. Again, if there is anything I can ever do to help you(other than letting Katie leave this house and cause heartbreak for many members of My household) all you have to do is ask, even now, after this. I wish you the best. |
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Well, it's been a while since I have made an entry into my journal.
I have talked to some more interesting people from this site, and am looking forward to having coffee with a sub that I have met on here this Friday. I look forward to being her friend and helping her in the lifestyle as she is new in it, any way I can.
My exslave has found a place of her own, and I am happy things seem to be going well for her. We do not speak as she says it is hard for her but I wish her the best. I feel that when she gets the last of her things from My home that will help her get closure, as I can't help but feel that she is putting it off. I hope she finds peace when talking with me soon. I would hate if she wasn't getting her things because she felt uncomfortable, because as she says she is still not over it. I think it is an unfortunate part of life that sometimes one does not feel peace at the end of a relationship, and feel better that she seems to be starting on a new path, and hope that she will soon be able to speak as friends. |
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Well, I have been told that I have hurt some feelings by my journal posts, which I did not mean to do. Changes in dynamics are hard in a household, and I am looking forward to the day everything in this house is back on an even keel, and everyone has moved forward to wherever they are going in their lives and all are happy. |
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At this time, I am very dissapointed because my exslave has not shown up here after work as she said she was going to, and there is the nasty subject of rent money and other considerations to be made. A talk is in order, and I am hoping things turn out agreeable between us, as I do not want things to turn ugly. I am waiting to see the conclusion of this evening. |
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As an edit to the 5/26 journal, I wanted to reiterate that My exslave is still in household, and I am not rushing her out. When the time comes that she moves, I hope to still remain close and only wondered what to tell the family as to why she is moving. She is involved enough in the family that until she finds Another, that she would still be involved in all major family functions, etc. |
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It has suprised me since I started keeping this journal recently at the amount of people on site that read them.( I will confess to not reading large amounts of them myself before, as I was not actively looking) I have always looked at those that interested me from the forums, but have started looking more at others' journals because it truly does give you a LITTLE bit more insight to the person. I have made pleasant new exchanges with others in connection with them reading my journals, so I hope not to bore others as I add to mine from time to time.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0016.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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Well, it's spring so I guess it's time for change to be everywhere. My female slave has been released as of this week, so there is a possibility of looking for another. I do not want to rush anything, as it took me over 2 years to find this one, and she contacted me on here, versus the other way around. Also, she is still residing in My household, as it is an amicable release, and unless the right slave presents themselves, I see no reason to be in a hurry. Even though everything is amicable, when further changes occur, One always wonders what to tell the rest of the family, as she has become close to our grand UMs. I am looking forward to getting back and chatting with others on here, and getting to know more people. I have been very fortunate on here and have made some good acquaintances and also good friends.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> |
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Well, I just got an email from someone that says they have subscribed to my journal. I hope it doesn't put them to sleep. I am just learning how to fill this part in, smiles.http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0005.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> Maybe I won't be in the dark too long, lol. |
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I have decided to give the journal a stab. I don't know how regularly I will post, I guess it depends on whether I have interested readers or nothttp://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0011.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> I will say I have made some very good friends here, and hope to continue to make more! |
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