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	Although not new in imagination, new to interacting in awareness with fellow kinksters. I am in a relationship with a man with experience so I am here to gain some of my own; to explore mainly through conversation to begin with and then more when I/ we feel the person/s is right. I am ruled by my moods, and different people bring out different aspects of who I am. I am not only one thing. I am everything and I am nothing. In the beginning of my journey, I defined myself as switch because of my love of power play. But that position holds itself true exclusively with my partner. Please note: I do not accept chat requests. Nor will I add you to msn/yahoo, etc. Also, I am not interested in online domination.

Not going to be on for awhile. See you when I'm back :)

I've decided from now on I am no longer going to respond to those who do not verify themselves first. If you'd like to have a conversation I expect a face only picture to be attached with my name written somewhere on your face. Failure to comply = no response. This also applies to those that have a picture on their profile.

For some unknown reason, I can't reply to messages at the moment. I'll read them, and when I can again, I shall reply :)

Okay, seems I need to clarify a few more points. So we're all on the same page. I like to chat, so if you'd like to have an interesting conversation, let the conversing begin. If you are a dom and decide to message me because you'd like to 'make me your sub', please, save yourself the effort. I will NOT submit to you. In the end, you'll get annoyed with me and end up typing something stupid like 'you're a little cunt that needs to be put in her place.' It's happened on a few occasions. Just so any that have that attitude, quite frankly, you're the cunt and I'll put you in your place. Submissives should also save themselves the effort and not message me if you're wanting some online domination. I can't be effed with that. It doesn't interest me whatsoever. In fact, it bores me. If I could put you over me knee and spank that silly bottom, then I might somewhat enticed (with many if's attached to that too!) Until my next journal entry, mwah.

Since it comes up often, I thought I'd just clarify for any one else that may wonder. Yes, my partner does know I'm on here and yes, he's aware of my conversations. It was he who suggested this site to me. Our ultimate goal is to have a poly household, a mini community; living, sharing and working together.

Gah, I'm in a bit of a foul mouthed (not completely though!) mood tonight. I just feel like swearing. Fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCKING fuck! Shit. Arse. Cunt (sorry to those that don't like that word!)

Okay, now that's out of my system.

Damnit, stop viewing my profile and not talking to me, people. I don't like it! I don't like simple "hi" messages. But, you know. Maybe a compliment? Or even something mean would be okay too. I think I'm itching to have an argument or debate or something! Hmm I'm tired. I should just go to bed. CM sucks. Sucks some filthy mans balls dry. And not in the good way.

Have to say, what the fuck is it with people and adding you to their favourites but not actually starting a conversation? I don't get it! Someone enlighten me on this mystery, please.

Speaking of my cock captions earlier, I had some more very good ideas. You so called Doms out there should really take note on this.. "look into my eye, now imagine you're rubbing my balls until I spit into yours. Yeah, you like that, don't you, you little slut' You'll have the submissive girls scuffing their knees for you in no time ;)

I'm in a journal posting mood tonight. Some things have sparked and I want to babble. For people who want something online, you'd have to be something pretty spectacular to get my attention. I get bored easily. Especially of being online. If you're going to use me as your tool to get your rocks off, I'm not interested. I don't think it'll really get my rocks off. Not unless your some sexy submissive girl that'll put on a show for me on cam. I'll enjoy that for a few moments. Unless you're going to tribute me ;) Ahahaha! "I'm Dominate, you're submissive. Now hand me your cash, you little fucking slutface shitdick!" See, I'm a Goddess, hear me pout about all the pretty things I want.

Some people have some rather crap usernames. Not that I think mine is the best, well actually I think it suits me, but still. Usernames make an impression.

Fuckin cock pics. They're starting to irritate me. I don't really want to talk to men who are rockin out with their cocks out. Unless they've got their cock in some thingo. I'm over-tired, so I'm going to revert to calling things thingos and whatsamacallits. Far easier then. I'm sure any one that decides to read this will know what I mean.

It'd be nice if the cock pics were evened out with some pussy ones. I'd be a little less irritated then. But no, as usual the men to women ratio is crap. It's all crap. Damn crap. If I were into scat, I'd shit all over someone right now. You better have laughed! I'm funny.

I was going to write something else. I've forgotten. ERMAGERD!

Hmm, I guess if I had a cock, I'd want to take pictures of it and plaster it every where. Except I'd write captions on my pictures. Saying things like "oh yeah baby, you know you want it". That way all the women would come running and I'd be happy to have a hard cock.

When I first joined, I expected some things but didn't really expect to see anything that I wasn't expecting. But then I found it. I feel almost silly for not having been aware of this. Of course I should've, it's so obvious! The bloody amount of "Dommes" asking for tribute.. It's almost annoyed me. Actually, not almost. It does. I don't want to no damn domme if she demands I pay her to do so. Quite frankly, I'd like to put up a BIG middle finger up ya's. While, yes, it's lovely to receive gifts, as yes it should be expected; gifts are a physical manifestation of love, admiration, appreciation. A Woman deserves such if you are interested in either submitting or dominating her. But to demand some tributes straight off the bat, I just don't like it. It annoys me. As I said. With the multiples of men and around what? 30% women on here. Have more of a chance in communicating with a man that's decent to talk than exchanging a few pleasantries with a woman. Not that I haven't, but yeah. Off topic - I'm looking forward to the moment I can sit down and write a story. Not some quick, straight of the bat one like the others. A story that's worthy of needing to change the underwear because of some excess juices. Or just sitting in it longer, the moisture building, pressure building, excitement. Enjoying the feel of not being able to move, except the muscles twinging all of the body. Depriving oneself of movement, of sound, of everything except for that feeling of wanting to be fucked hard or fuck harder still.

FYI - I can't accept chat requests. Also, don't use msn/yahoo/Skype.

I silently watched the new addition to the household from the kitchen table as she cleaned my kitchen, making it sparkle. A buxom femme brunette with curves that made my mouth water. And she was all Mine. The last addition was much more suited for Him. A cute little asian. She was there more so to entertain Him when I could not, would not. And entertain Him she did. She would beg Him, beg Me, to tie her so she could gag on His cock. I was unsure on who that pleased more so! As she was finishing the dishes, she subtlety glanced at me to check my mood. I'd been in a foul temper since waking. She grabbed the dust pan and bent down before me to pick up the pile she'd swept up during my musings, giving me a glimpse of her glistening lips. As she was about to put it in the rubbish bin, I grabbed her arm causing the dust pan to fly out of her hands. She tried to retrieve it, but I yanked and pulled her to my lap. She muttered something I could barely hear. "Speak up, girl. " "You're too kind, Miss". I slapped her fiercely across the face. "Would you have Me be more cruel." She looked up at me in alarm and stuttered "i.. i don't know". her last mistress had attempted to destroy her, breaking her trust, trying to push her past limits they'd agreed on. Just as fierce, I kissed her. Wanting to devour her, take her, protect her. I slipped her off my lap and pointed to my neck, which she kissed. She kissed along the trail I pointed out to her, lifting my top up to kiss between my breasts, around my nipples, down my stomach, down. My breathing grew heavier. "tease Me" I commanded. She went to work with her tongue and fingertips in the way she knew I liked. She looked at me in surprised as I quickly stood up, gripping her under the arm as I marched us towards the room. She eager, awaiting our play to start in earnest.

Her eyes glazed over, she was no longer seeing what was in front of her. In it'a place was a man. A man of exquisite flesh that made the sluts of today drop their panties and kneel before him. But not Her. She licked her lips, tasting the sight before her. His naked back to her, kneeling, with spread arms suspended above him by chains. Crack. The whip sliced across his back, a thin red line appearing immediately. She inhaled deeply to steady her breath. Crack. His sweet cry echoed in her ears, goosebumps forming, sending a delightful shiver through her body. Crack. Excitement rushing.. Barely containing herself.. One more.. Crack. Slowly, she strode towards him, heels ringing, watching his muscles spasm. "Look at Me" she whispered as she stood before his bowed head. As soon as he lifted his head, she grabbed him by the hair, pulling him up towards her breast. Her other hand finger tipped along the lines she created on his back. Knowing how sensitive they'd be, enjoying the feel of his skin reacting. She gasped as he suddenly ripped her top down and gently bit and suckled her nipple. She rubbed her foot along his thigh, tracing patterns to his hard cock which she then caressed with her toes, pressure building. As suddenly as he, she knocked him off balance, his chains stopping him from toppling over. She launched herself into his lap, legs wrapping, one arm hugging his torso, the other forcing his face to the side and bit his neck. She giggled as he writhed beneath her....

Well, I've had an interesting night. Slightly irritating, though nonetheless, amusing. It was after midnight, I'm overtired and reading some journal entries when I notice I have a message. It's from maamtabatha informing me that I am being reported as a man. At first I'm rather confused as I haven't spoken to many people on here and the ones I have certainly gave no indication of believing I am not genuine. Then I receive a message from lilpatty saying the same thing and another from sadist261. This trips me out a bit. "What the fuck?! Why?! Who?! Huh?!????" The first two ask if I am able to show myself and me being as I am wants to prove that I am female. So I add maamtabatha to do so. I was asked to bow my head, and as it is in my profile picture, I thought nothing of it and did so. I was asked if I were alone and then to stand. I laughed at that, thought fuck it and did so. Then I was asked to open my robe. I say no. I got called rude. That irritated me. I say I am not going to open my robe to someone I cannot see. I get called rude again, which just added to my iritation. I reply I am not your sub. Which of course got me called rude again. This really fucked me off. So I turned my cam off. I was speaking to lilpatty at same time on cm. 'She' tells me her mentor will scold this domme for me. I don't really need that done but meh, I'll roll with it anyway. I had this mentor who also wants to see me on cam. I'm already annoyed and refused. That conversation ended pretty quickly after that :D before that lilpatty informs me that it was sadist261 that was supposedly reporting me. It made me wonder if that were because I had declined a chat request. While talking to them all, it hit me that it was all fake, that it was either just one person or a couple people together being fucking retards. Funny way to try and get women to do things on cam! I found a bit of humour in it as not long ago I had read how there are fakes and I felt I hadn't really come across any. I haven't really spoken to many people at all :( anyway, I'd thought where's the people to chat to, I want some excitement! Got my way, not how I'd hoped for, but as I said - amusing anyway lol

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