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I am here because my Dom has died and this is the only place I can still reach Him, via his profile.
Once upon a time I transformed my life, weeks later He walked in. Now, mere weeks before my next transition, He is gone and belongs to the ages. My King, my Dom lives on in eternity, but He is forever beyond the reach of my hands. Only my memory can touch Him now.
My grief envelopes me, overwhelms me, there is only sorrow and regret.
I am not seeking to replace Him, only to be with Him. |
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It has been over three months. I still miss him everyday. Some days are better than others but there are still times I feel I am breaking under the weight of it.
There will come a time I will go on, maybe even date again but no time soon. There are a lot of things that need to be dealt with, emotions taken out, examined and put away again with a better understanding.
I have no idea what I want, I know what I don't want. I am clearer on the things and types of people I hope to avoid in my life. Which is good because I have no idea what life has in store for me.
But tonight, I am alone,,,, |
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The tattoo,,, I am getting it,,, and one day the piercings,,, You said You'd be honored to take me to get the piercing, You demanded the tattoo,,, I wish we'd thought of all of our options before,,, but it will be there,,, in honor of You,,, |
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My darling King,,, my head is still exploding,,, the tears won't stop,,, I look at Your pictures, listen to Your voice,,, dream of Your words,,, I still refuse to believe this is true,,, I need You so,,, |
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