HanaWillow

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	About HanaWillow This site is awful, by the way. About me: Trans* woman. Musician. Age Player (of the diapers/pacifier age range). Masochist (cuts, bruises in the right context). Submissive (behavioral restrictions, in particular). Sorta nerdy about video games and science. Active, intelligent, and kind-hearted in the vanilla world. https://.com/users/53974 if you'd care to know more.

I don't bother updating or checking this site often.

I'm in college now, by the way, so my time might be a little limited and my responses might be sporadic.

Alright, so...People message me on this site fairly often, and it's flattering. ^_^ I like it. However, I must say, even if we share one interest (such as Age Play or Bondage or what-have-you), doesn't mean we have to discuss that ONE THING constantly. There is other stuff to talk about. I'm not obsessed with ~just~ age play or ~just~ bondage. I like some vanilla pursuits as well. Also, I have more than one fetish...so...focusing on just one of them? Kind of limited in scope and interest, right? I mean, come on now. ^_^

Oh! And just 'cause I'm looking for a Daddy/Mommy type person doesn't mean I'm not also looking for a good Dom/me. I mean...versatility? Please? XD

Yup, I was definitely right about the baby side of me wanting out. ^_^

But yeah, aside from that, I've been doing a lot of nerdy stuff lately. XD One of my favorite video games of all time, Final Fantasy Tactics, is the subject of obsession for a lot of people. Someone created a program that allows you to modify the ASM (Hexadecimal) coding inside the game via a simple interface. As such, I'm undertaking an ambitious project to create a unique play experience for the game, vastly different from the original version (which I have played to death!).

There's a lot more talented people out there, doing way more advanced things than I am, but I'm proud of myself none the less. ^_^

I've started realizing more and more I want someone in my life to not only be my Dom, but to take care of and nurture me as well. My "baby" side is very much in want of being let out.

So yeah...I think I want to be some Dom/me's little baby girl. ^_^

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Oh em gee. ^_^ Halloween parties coming up, yay yay!?

JEEZ! September just like, Disappeared before my eyes! Suddenly it's October...and I still live here. /sigh

Been a long time since I updated this...O_O;
I've been playing piano a lot lately. ^_^ Got quite a few songs in the works, so to speak...I'm rather proud of myself. Been playing for two weeks now.

Also, I'm considering going anorexic again...
=/ I think I will. I'll feel a lot better about myself. XD
Been struggling with loneliness a lot lately. It seems as if I don't even have any friends anymore. And when I try to enumerate them to myself, it all seems to be vapor. *shrugs* As such, I've spending ~way~ too much time online. XD

You know, it's...very bothersome, being trans. (I'm not going to go into the crippling depression and stuff...I don't want to bring any one down. ^_^) The reason I say this, aside from the obvious, is that it's really hard to know at a glance if someone is okay with trans individuals, and what gender the individual person perceives the trans as. For instances, a lot of guys have "Straight", and only want biological women, while others are fine with trans women. Then there are lesbian women, and once again one runs into the same problem. Of course, there is similar confusion with straight women and gay men, in that they might like the biological gender, but what about the mental gender? It's a whole rats-nest...The only safe bet is bisexual people, but then again complications can arise from that as well! >_< Really, it's hard to tell whether to check out someone's profile or not, because what's the point if gender hinders things from the get-go? This is all only a mild concern for me, more something to roll my eyes over and giggle about, but I suppose it might bother others far more. ?

Hmm...I've decided to mention what I'm looking for.

?Friends! For the most part at least...more if I happen to really like someone...I'd just like to chat and get to know people, you know? ^_^

?I will admit I'm rather lonely, though. >_>

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