i have 104 years of experience in The Lifestyle. i am overweight but i demand that you be a model fit for the covers of GQ. i know i dont have a picture up but i demand that you send one with your first message or it wont be read. oh shit i almost forgot to say i am a natural born Domme. lol!
i've been a sub but now i want to follow my doninant side for a while. see what happens. no i am not over 104 years old. send a message if you feel like it. we can talk and see if we suit each other.
"you must give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment of believing what i say"
by this i mean when i say friends i mean friends. i did not put this profile up as a challenge or because i am confused.
things i remember from today: 1) you'll control me oh so boldly rule me till im free till the pain that shakes me finally makes me get up off my knees 2) ... and no whiteness (lost) is so white as the memory of whiteness 3)someone jokingly called me a communist. actually that was a few days ago but it keeps popping into my head. 4)when i buy a house it needs a library. with shelves built into the walls floor to ceiling and a big squishy chair.
you stood with your side to the door unlocking it with your right hand. your body was facing me from three feet away. i was pretending to look at something in my hands. lol i cant even remember what i was holding. i tried to sneak a peek at you from the corner of my eye. i wonder if you noticed that. you looked amused. maybe im wrong about that. well it was all so long ago it doesnt even matter anyhow. i didnt think it at the time but i wonder if you would have kissed me if i had tried for one. i wonder if you ever think about it. i wonder so many things and no matter how much time passes i always will. its like an abused child with a dead parent. you never do find out why.
oh men make me laugh! (look you can still be a submissive and think men have amusing qualities). anyways why is it that everything with a penis thinks everything with a vagina needs a tutor an instructor a new education?
"im gonna show him what a little girls made of gunpowder and lead" miranda lambert my new musical fascination
"an ambitious target for love, and i would think harmful to the ego, but worth the effort..." no its not mine but i like even if i am too embarrassed to say where i got it.
here is the reality, if i dont have a cam its proably because i am not telling the truth and i feel that you are just too snobby to be allowed the pleasure of seeing me.
i am so happy today! i have found something real. a man i can fall into without any hesitation. i feel so lucky!
for the most part i like the boards here. the only thing that seems to ruin them is the few people who are busy creating arguements to appear clever. fella if you were so clever you would know what a "qualifier" is and you would realize your statment was ... well... kinda silly!
