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I find myself trying to search for the for the impossible. I'm looking for that Dominant that knows exactly what He wants and how He wants it. One who understands that, though a slave, I do have a mind and will use it. I would love to be able to open a messege not see "send me 10 nude pics" or better yet "you will call me Master!" Those things will come to pass as soon as your IQ reaches your shoe size. So it's safe to say, it's never going to happen.
If there is anyone out there that can get beyond the first paragragh then please understand that I really have had nothing but those types of people messege me from the moment my profile was created. I had to take my pic down for that very reason. I will send one to those that can create more than one lined messeges.
I am looking for that ever elusive TPE relationship. I need to be able to serve, and through serving I find great pleasure. I want, no I need, to find the one to whom I have always belonged to. He calls to me and my search for Him will not end until He is found.
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Got this in an email and it really shows how most slaves and subs feel about being thrown into a poly relationship, when the relationship was not poly to begin with.
First there was only a "He" My focus completely ordinary To love and serve Him primarily But then He announces, "Baby girl, I'm going POLY!" Thus He and me, no longer to be I'd express my disapproval but literary As a submissive there is no being contrary And absolutely, absolutely No room for JEALOUSY It's a "He say, I do" kinda life, or opt to flee! So yes, the two of us are now gonna be three A me, a He and now a new she We're all to be a FA-MI-LY Gee wiz, dagnabit and good GOOLLLL-LY! If I state my displeasure I'm sure to be Dismissed from this little contrived trinity And then, "oh My what's to happen to me? Guess I'll grin and bear what is His destiny I do what I can to make Him happy Maybe some days I won't be in misery My sister and I may get along peacefully Then, not long after that our Sir says again… "This family I think I need to expand Two women are just not enough for this multitalented man I have many needs that perhaps three can!" Have mercy Jesus! Help me to understand Now another woman up in here I'll have to contend? He says another with a more kink-ier disposition? Who'll do the things me and my sister have no inclination To satisfy the darker nature inside of Him Now see, this is really gettin' way outta hand How much sex can one old man stand? I already have to too often take care of my own sexual whims! His jimmy already pretty much routinely non-functioning If He's able to get it up at all, it's medically sanctioned! Why in the world does he need to disappoint yet another woman? Gee these Dominant men I'll never understand! If it ain't about the sex, then what the hell then??
DivinelyDowanna! July 26, 2007 4:30 p.m. |
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i crawl into bed trembling. Emotions cling to me from the words i have written, shared passion with strangers. i echo with lust.
In His sleep He feels me, senses the places i am in. He reaches for me in the warmth of our bed and pulls me under him. His body fills mine before His eyes are even open. He reclaims his spaces, my body, his bed.
He fits me to perfection, taking away everything that is hollow. Tender, my knees against His ribs, Fragile my feet clasped in His hands. i love Him. His body is my home.
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