GregorianChant

I'm a 23 year old man at a crossroads. I face a bright new future in front of me, and the ruins of the past behind. I wonder who I will be in five years.. I know my past self of five years ago would not recognize me. My perfectionism drives me ever forward, always seeking the next mountain top.

I run my life as thoroughly as it can be. I control everything around me. The very idea of not dominating every situation I find myself in bothers me. Other people tell me I need to unwind and change gears when I get home.. I respond with "What other gear?".

In relationships I'm a Dominant or Master depending on what my submissive/slave needs from me. I have expectations, and I expect them to be met. Something that many subs need is the idea that their needs do not matter. I can deal with this paradox- but I do care about my submissives wants/needs. I understand that you are a person too- and need something from me- otherwise you would not be kneeling in front of me would you? That being said do not confuse my kindness for weakness.

I've been heavily involved in my local community for the last few months and I thank the people who have welcomed me into their circle. I honestly never thought that it would be so decent after my experiences in San Antonio.

I'm not a "one true wayer". I do not think I have the answers to all of lifes questions through BDSM. I do not think my kink is any better than yours. I also find it extremely annoying when people pretend that they are the only true BDSM people in the universe. Insecurities that severe release a smell vaguely reminiscent of a paper mill. In fact broaden that statement to include ANYONE who holds beliefs that are unshakeable about anything. Try not to forget that the men who carried out the 9/11 attacks believed that they were going to heaven.