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	Please respect that I am taken, and not looking for a primary partner Hello, and welcome to my profile! It's a magical place where I shall try to enlighten you, dear reader, on the intricacies and general spaziness that is me. You may call me Rose (I prefer it to Blood, and I despise being called girl/slut/bitch, etc unless we have agreed that this is permissible.) I am currently 22 years old, working on my last year of college. I will be graduating with a bachelors in Anthropology and a minor in Psychology. I am often busy with school and work, but I do still find the time to enjoy life. However, come finals time, I do get a bit crazy and become something of a hermit until they are done. I consider myself an intelligent, goofy, entertaining person. I mostly have a sweet disposition, although I do have a sarcastic side that I enjoy immensely. Some of my vanilla interests include: reading (historical fiction/classics/horror/dystopian fiction are my favorites), going dancing with friends at gay clubs or industrial places, horseback riding, camping, playing video games (Yes, I am a gaming nerd), writing when I have inspiration and time...pretty much the usual activities people enjoy. Of course, I am also kinky. I consider myself to be a moderate masochist, although I am far more entertained by actually serving than just being smacked around. I enjoy the comfort of knowing my role in a D/s based relationship, whether serious or casual, and pleasing the person who has captured my interest. I would not identify myself as a slave, but rather more along the lines of a pet or handmaid. If I adore you, there isn't much I wouldn't do to make you happy. I am in a committed, albeit potentially poly relationship with a wonderful man whom I call boyfriend, best friend and Owner. He's the most wonderful person I have ever had the pleasure to be around, and the person that I plan on spending my life with. It is for this reason that I respectfully request (although, being collarme, in which 99% of people don't read profiles...) not to be contacted by men seeking anything other than absolutely platonic friendship. I will not reply to your emails, and I will block you if you ask for more. Women on the other hand...I would absolutely love to meet a delightfully devious and wonderful woman to befriend and potentially develop a relationship with. Whether the relationship is a casual platonic friends, FWB, play partners, or a regular D/s based relationship is up to you, and our chemistry. Of course my primary partner will know about it and consent to it, but you need not be involved with him at all. My perfect scenario would be to find an intelligent and fun Dominant woman for an ongoing relationship. I would not expect monogamy at all, just a full disclosure and upfront honesty about the dynamics. She and I would click very well, enjoy each others personalities and intelligence, and she would enjoy having her own personal adoring maid to draw her baths, wash clothes, cook or whatever else she needs done. Sexual contact would be a bonus, of course, but not something expected. Physically, as you can see from the pictures I have provided...I am not exactly a little girl. I'm thick, and could stand to lose about 20 pounds (which I am working on). However, I am generally content with myself, and think I am quite cute, and all I ask is that you also be comfortable in your skin. I don't discriminate based on size, color, race, or any of those other silly things. Anyway, now that you've read this rather lengthy bit of text...always assuming you have...have a cookie! If I've piqued your interest, please feel free to send me a message! ~Rose

I find myself on this site less and less. After all, there isn't really anything I am seeking, which sort of makes having a profile moot. The only messages I get are the idiots who don't read.. Not much has changes! Anyway, life is good. I've been with my sir for about a year and a half now. We are very happy together, and have settled into a pleasantly domestic 50s household arrangement. We are planning to get married in the next year. I'm still busy with school... Adding a second major will do that to you. One more semester and I should be done... And then on to grad school! Anyway, please don't expect me to be on here much. I will attempt to reply to decent messages.

New picture up! And it's totally vanilla wonderfulness! Nope, no ass shot here... Just a picture of sir and I at the raider/niner football game... And my team won!! Needless to say, he was a bit put out. Love you, sir!

Happy 22nd birthday to me :)

Just a note... If you are idiotic enough to hit on me, and I turn you down, attacking my sirs capabilities and place in my life simply reinforces my good judgement in having nothing to do with you. There is a reason I am with him, and not you. I don't care that you claim untold experience, that you have taught hundreds of women... I'm not in love with you. I am in love with him. It's pretty simple. So what if he isn't the most experienced? We all start somewhere... And he is amazing. Have fun being lonely, because no self respecting girl is going to want anything to do with you :)

I've decided to set my mail filters, for the first time in my stay on collarme. On the one hand, I hate to do it, because I could potentially miss out on interesting conversation, but at the same time...I'm getting really sick of people that live across the country propositioning me.
Let's be clear, shall we?

If you are male: I will NOT play with you. My Sir does not share me with men.

If you are female: If you are in the area (aka, max 100 miles from Sacramento, California)...it's a possibility.

For this reason, I am cutting my mail filters to women in California. If you do not fall into this group but wish to send me a message about something meaningful, I will check my filters every now and then.

Have a great day!

new video blog and main pic, showing me not all dolled up. That's just my normal lounging about face :)

I do not accept friend requests unless we are, indeed, friends. That means, unless I plan on meeting you and having an RL friendship, or if you are too far away, we have exchanged enough messages for me to wish I knew you in RL, I won't accept.
If you send me a friend request without a message, I will block you. Simple as that.

Happiness is going about your normal day with belt strap bruises crisscrossing your ass and back... Just saying.

Happy Valentine's Day, all! Hope its a lovely one spent with the one/s you love, or at least, an enjoyable day to pamper yourself!
My sir is coming over in a few hours; I'm dressing up and making him dinner (I don't cook, normally, so I'm excited!), then he is taking me to the place we had our first date, and then back to his house for some lovin' and cuddlin' and all the other "in's" you can imagine.

I did it!! Finally!! I have conquered my fear of anal sex. After weeks of slowly easing me into it, and letting me set the pace, my sir was able to get all the way in and actually fuck me for a bit before I had to stop. Although it was rather uncomfortable in some ways, I also enjoyed it in others (I can reach climax from my ass...woohoo!). It's still going to take quite a bit of work until I can take it with the ease and confidence that I can with my pussy, but at least I know I can do it without freaking out.
And...much to my amusement, I've discovered that vibrators +ass =fun! My sir was rather amused (and turned on) watching me get myself off with one fucking my ass and the other resting on my clit.
He's so amazing. He is able to be gentle, and love me, and reassure me all the way through. He tells me he is so proud of me for overcoming my fear and for the progress that I make, he is careful when he knows I am honestly afraid. And yet, he pushes me to do my best. I couldn't ask for more. I am so glad and so honored that my first consensual time could be with him; that I could start building good memories about ass play.

Tonight...just....yeah. I have no words to describe it. I'm his. Utterly and completely. I love you.

Things that make me happy (in regards to my Sir):

1) the look on his face when he is hurting me in a way he knows I like. It's 2 parts smug, 1 part amused, and it may be one of the sexiest looks ever, with the exception of...

2) the look on his face when I've done something (intentionally or not) wrong. I call it his "what the fuck are you doing?" face, and it stops me in my tracks and makes my heart race. Sometimes it's for speaking out of turn (oops), sometimes its for telling him 'no.'

3) the way he grabs me in the middle of the night, half asleep, to pull me up so that I can lay with my head on his chest as his strong arms enfold me and his heartbeat lulls me back to sleep.

4) when he kisses me in just that way that makes me tremble, and then softly whispers that he loves me.

5) the way he allows me to wash him in the shower, giving me the privilege of running my hands over ever inch of him.

6) the way he can be the best vanilla boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, and still be able to fulfill all of my D/s desires.

7) the little kisses he plants on the back of my neck when fucking me, before grabbing a handful of hair and pulling me back into an arch

8) the way he slaps me with his penis; just because he can. It's never not amusing, and more often than not results in turning me on.

9) the cute things he mumbles when we are sleeping and he is holding me close, one hand clasping my breast, his body folded around mine.

10) his hips and back. omg.

I have to gloat, just a tiny bit, about my new AMAZING boyfriend. Never before have I had the blend of vanilla relationship and D/s, and I am loving it! Although new to the lifestyle as a whole, my boyfriend is showing an aptitude and a love for it that both delights and freaks me out a little. Always dominant in his personal relationships, he's thrilled to have a girl who actually encourages and wants that. The kink is coming natural for him...he's always been a bit of a sadist, he says, and not having to feel bad about that is awesome. The relationship is phenomenal. We've got a dynamic where I can be as bratty as I choose when he wants me to be, but I will be his good little girl most of the time. He's taken a certain glee in making me cry or bruising me in fun ways. Today I have bruises on both knees, a ligature bruise from the belt around my neck, a few lines from a switch across my ass, and the ever lovely bite marks more or less everywhere my work clothes cover. Needless to say, I was in heaven, especially when I got ruthlessly fucked and then wonderfully cuddled and petted after until I fell asleep.
I couldn't be happier. Floating on cloud nine has become the norm for me around him, and I'm super excited to where this may lead!

Profile may have changed, but the rules have not. Please be polite. And yes, I can tell if you have had the decency to peruse my profile, as opposed to just seeing my picture and sending me a message.
I am NOT looking for men for ANYTHING other than friendship. Women, maybe, if the right one comes along.

Silly boys. I often wonder; your tactics must work on some girls, else why would you use them? If that is the case, I must feel so bad for those girls with such low self-esteems that they believe you.
Girls, if I guy messages you and tells you he wants you, that means he finds you attractive, right? Right. If you then refuse him and he writes back, "Well, you're ugly." don't believe him. He is just being insecure and puerile. Obviously he doesn't think you are ugly, otherwise he would not have come onto you in the first place.

Because I am tired of people ALWAYS asking for my yahoo, I made a new one, just for people from CM. No longer am I going to give out my personal one unless I have already talked to you and know you well.
However, if you would like to talk, you may find my yahoo as worldfallsdown23. Please lemme know right off who I am speaking to, and please have the courtesy to send me an email on here before you IM me. I really don't have a problem with blocking people.
Thanks!

I'm bored today. Anyone wanna talk on yahoo? Cam is available, but I am NOT playing via cam, its only there to see faces and whatnot. Please have a cam if you want to see mine.

Something I find irritating...when you express interest in someone, they seem to express interest in you and then....nothing. Little communication, no seeming wish to take it to the next level and actually start talking.
I don't want to seem too forward, but I don't want to seem like I am not interested. Laaaaaame.

Next three weeks...HELL. End of the semester.
But after that, it will be summer. Vegas in June for my 21st birthday, then tanning and relaxing by the pool. Maybe some play, if I'm lucky.
Freedom throughout July, and then back to school for a quick 4 week summer school. Then back to school for next semester.
Man, it seems the older I get, the faster time goes. What happened to endless summer?

Hmmm. I am really in a playful mood today, which is extremely odd for me to be, especially with this overcast weather.
Blaaaaah.
But somehow, I just keep finding naughty thoughts and images around every mental corner...it certainly makes it hard to focus on the normal, mundane tasks of the day.

Random things that make me almost idiotically happy (aka, giggly, *squeeeee* type happy)

1) REALLY tall people.
2) Being able to wrestle guy friends to the ground. Muahaha
3) People with accents
4) Beating video games
5) Strangely attractive fictional sociopaths. What the hell..
6) Having dark purple bruises from a good flogging.
7) Having a good dance partner
8) Finding that the tightness of the corset that was uncomfortable two weeks ago feels fine now.
9) David Bowie's music. And David Bowie in general.
10) Cuuuutte girls!
11) Finding people that resemble me.

How childish.
"Why would anyone want to be friends with a horrid bitch like you?" is simply the adult version of "you doo-doo head."
I'm teeeeeeeeellllliiiiinnggggggg.
And insulting someone and blocking them after that first message...what, were you afraid I would make you cry? Some master.

I think someone ought to write a manual: How to Lose a Potential Sub in One Message. Unfortunately, the people that need to read it are the ones that never would. Whether it is because they are essentially illiterate, or simply too concerned with whats between their legs, I could not say.
However, saying things like: "Looking for an online sub; interested?" "50, cut, master. I want you." "Be my wife in Ghana" to someone who is obviously, blatantly not interested in your gender/age group/location is just a waste of everyone's time.

Well, my lady and I have decided to call it friends. Both of us are so busy with life outside of each other, it really wasn't fair to either of us to attempt a relationship. We are still friends, though, and in all likelihood, still play partners.
She's unsure if she is dominant out of the bedroom, or if she even wants to be. Obviously, I will not try to force her into anything she is not comfortable with. So, I wish her the best of luck, and all the fun she could ever have :) She deserves it.
In other news, my corsets have arrived!! Corset training so far has been difficult, but a ton of fun. I am unused to wearing a corset for longer than a few hours, so being incased 23 hours a day for the past week has been intriguing indeed.

My custom made corset is on its way!!!
It's not all that exciting, visually, since its a training corset meant to be worn under clothes, but its my first real step in corset training, and I am excited!!!!

Blackcrow and I are going to be going out to the Asylum in Sacramento tonight (as usual for sunday nights!). Even though it is an EBM/gothic club, or perhaps because of that, there are an inordinate number of kinky-minded individuals there.
So if you enjoy EBM/goth music and are interested in meeting other fun and kinky people, come join us!

Where are all the devious dominant and switch ladies?
The holidays are here, and I wanna play!

With school wrapping up, the holidays fast approaching, and work being a bit more hectic than usual, the next few weeks are going to be something of an ordeal. With a small play production (why do I have to do a play for an English class?!), another book report for my Upper Middle Ages book, 5 more tests, a few more research participation hours as a psychology graduate student's subject, trying to figure our my school's inept website for information pertaining to transfer students, being irritated that the psych department is the only one without designated major advisers, shopping for presents on a tight budget....oh yeah, its gonna be stressful.
After its all over (Dec 18th!), I am going to seriously want some play time.

Silly question, but....
Do the people with fake profiles (you know, the ones with 21 year old lesbian dommes only seeking online, with no limits? Yeah, those ones!) who claim to own other people (who when you go to check out those profile are otherwise likely fake profiles complete with 18 year old lesbian slave with no limits who is only seeking online) realize they may be playing with other sad, lonely old men? Or do they believe that the other person is real? The thought of two greying 40+ men sitting in front of their computers pretending to be ubersexy 20 year old lesbians playing with each other just amuses me.

It seems that many of the Domme profiles I have been perusing lately have something along the lines of "It's all about me" written in them. It makes me wonder: is it all about the dominant?
I've never thought so. To me, a D/s relationship is about the most perfect type of equality, with each partner giving their all to the other. No matter which side of the slash you are on, you have a duty to nurture, to love, to fulfill your partner's needs, hopes, dreams and fantasies. The submissive serves their dominant because they want to, because they are fulfilling a vital role in that relationship to the best of their ability. The dominant also serves their submissive in that they are providing the structure and dominance that the submissive needs to be healthy and happy in the relationship.
A relationship where only one side is getting their wants and needs met is not a healthy one. Does the dominant tend to get their way more often? Perhaps, but only because the submissive takes more pleasure in seeing the dominant happy than getting their own way. However, the dominant should do a lot for their submissive. They provide the cuddles after scenes to bring the submissive back into themselves, they deal with the cries and the tears and the screams, learning how to read and react to each. They open the door, pull out the chair, give the reassuring hug, give verbal and non-verbal directions.
People who have managed to create this sort of relationship have, in my opinion, one of the most beautiful things in existent. A relationship based on love, on trust, on playing up each other's strengths and masking the weaknesses.
If only one person is getting, and the other always giving, the dynamic will fail. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but it will. The old adage holds true, as cliche as it is: It takes two to tango (or love, or have a healthy D/s relationship).

I'm not a "friends collector," so please, if you are going to request to be friends on here, make sure we've talked before.
And no, one email saying "hi" does not count.

Going to the Asylum again tonight. There's going to be a pretty big group of us, including Blackcrow from here (love ya, best friend!), and a few other kinky souls.
So, if you are in the area and looking for something to do on a Sunday night, come down!

I went to the Asylum (in Sacramento) last night, and it was AMAZING! Great industrial/goth/EBM music, fabulous people, lots of dancing.
I met a few kinky people...a dom and a switch and had a fabulous night hanging with them.
If you are into the goth scene, and near Sac, its definitely worth your time!

I don't expect people to agree with my opinions. In fact, I welcome disagreement, since it is a healthy form of discussion when done intelligently. Everyone has different opinions, same as everyone has different religious views, different kinks and different favorite foods. Its part of what makes a person unique, and thats a beautiful thing.
What is not beautiful however, is personally attacking someone when their beliefs don't coincide with your own. Yes, I tend to be more conservative than liberal. Yes, I understand this is an unusual position for a bisexual and kinky 20 year old to take. I am NOT a republican though. I tend to vote republican more often than not, but I do almost always vote more liberally on social issues (abortion, gay rights, etc).
I've been getting some great emails from the liberal perspective after my journal entry. Some of them have been extremely articulate and a joy to read. They don't change my mind, but then, most things don't. However, its the moronic ones calling me selfish for voting conservatively, and telling me to go fuck myself that really makes me go "What the hell?!" Does that make you feel better to tell me I am idiotic? I really hope so, because it just makes me laugh at you.

Well, the election is over, and I am sad. Obama won (boo), and prop 8 was passed (more boo!). So now, not only am I going to be surrounded by even more democrat gaggyness every moment of my day, now my options of whom I can marry have been cut in half.
Bye bye freedom. Hello, socialism.

New pet peeve....people randomly offering my something I want in exchange for a favor. I am not going to have sex with you for a corset...I do want one, but not that badly.
Then I have this...thing...message me, wanting to buy me the corset in exchange for a fashion show. Although doubting his intent, and his willingness, I said that we could talk. From here, his "offer" changed from a fashion show to being able to touch my chest. Even this, fine, but I made it very clear that there would be no sex, nor would I touch him, and he would not touch my genital region.
He is ok with this, then this evening he says he doesn't want to go through with it. I say "fine" and then he gets irritated that I am not upset. How can I be upset when I doubted it would happen anyway?! I'm young, but I am not stupid.
Then he goes on to call be a "rude ass little bitch with a fucked up attidude" and a "frakin hooker." Quite properly, I felt, I told him off and advised him to get his facts straight.
I am not looking for people to buy me things. I do want a real training corset, but I am not going to sleep with someone to get one.

I am currently looking for a male FRIEND in my area. Please be no farther than an hour from the Sac area, be real, and be okay with having a submissive female for FRIENDS ONLY.
Age doesn't matter, experience doesn't matter. I am not looking for a mentor. Essentially I want to have a kinky male friend who will just want to be friends and do friendly things, but still be able to discuss kink, and who would want to accompany me to kinky functions. Please be a big-head thinker, not a little-head one.
Also, please have a good sense of humor, be kind and preferably well read.

Happy Halloween, lovely boils and ghouls!!!
Have a safe, sane and kinky spook night!

And yet another new obsession, but this time not a literary one. Corset training. OMG!!!
I adore the way they look, the way they feel, the very femininity of them. I would love to really do corset training, but alas, lack of funds to afford a decent training corset.
Oh well. Maybe someday.

I've rediscovered an old obsession, and it has become a new obsession. I am an avid reader, and an admitted book geek, one who is liable to lust after fictional characters.
So, add to my list of ridiculously sexy non-real people I would like to do terribly naughty things to: Hannibal Lecter. Yes, I am aware that this makes me a sicko. Oh well.

The list is currently:
Jareth (Labyrinth)
Louis de Pointe du Luc (Interview With the Vampire)
Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)
Phedre Delauney no Montreve (Kushiel Series)
Melisande (also Kushiel series)
Hannibal Lecter (Silence of the Lamb, et al)

No worries, pictures will be coming back up.
I uploaded...3? I think it was 3 new ones, so look for them in the next few days

If I do not respond to your first email, don't freak out. I am either considering a response, finishing reading my other emails, away from computer, etc. Or, I felt your email was either not worth the effort of a response, or irritating. Then, I won't respond at all.
If you see that I have not emailed you back, and it has been more than 24 hours since I read the email, don't re-email me. I was not interested. You have either sent me something like "Hi" or "When do you wanna [insert go someplace/do something here]" without prior discussion and have thus removed your chances for discussion with me.
Also, sending me the same email every week will also earn you a block.

I would REALLY like to go to Citadel in San Fran. I've never been to a public dungeon, and I so want to!!
All my lovely SF friends....wanna go?

Oh, it makes me laugh. I have this e-stalker, a man pretending to be a dominant female on this site, who unfortunately is quite irritated that I discovered that they were not what they said they were. So now I keep getting harassing instant messages on various IMs and wh atnot about how I am some "fat fake" and whatnot. Seriously...we are all adults here, shouldn't we act like it? If you are being fake, you shouldn't exactly be surprised when people call you out on it. And to continue messaging them from many accounts six months after the incident is puerile indeed. GROW UP!!

Also, yes it is true I have had several profiles on this site over the past few years. I changed one due to growth as a person, and the second one to get away from so many people I did not wish to be associated with anymore.
I do not hardly think that merits the accusation that I am "begging for attention."

If you've tried to friend-request me and found your request denied, I don't know you, and we haven't talked, at least enough for me to consider accepting you as my friend. This isn't myspace...I am NOT collecting friends. Only people who I honestly like talking to on a regular basis will be accepted onto my list.
Thanks!

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