Flawed, imperfect, stubborn, opinionated, emotional, raw, blunt, not Brad Pitt.
Yep, that's me.
Intelligent, passionate, creative, considerate, respectful, trustworthy.
Yep, that's me too.
You get the good with the bad. I'm far from perfect.
I'm 38. I'm divorced 5 years. I have a kid. And I am a caretaker to an ill parent.
Feel like running away yet?
When I brought up the fact I had Dom tendencies (boiling under the surface since college) to my wife she laughed in my face, and said "If you think you can get someone to worship YOU, go right ahead." Then we got divorced.
Nice, huh?
Since then I have done alot of research, made a ton of friends in the lifestyle online, talked to my fair share of whackos, and had just enough discreet encounters to realize I crave more.
So, what am I looking for?
Ideally, a submissive that perhaps like me has never been able to fully explore the true satisfaction and intensity that comes from a D/s relationship within the confines of their marriage, or just in general.
Someone fit, disease-free, and mentally stable. One that values trust, respect, discretion and blatant honesty above anything else. A person with wit, smarts, an adventurous spirit, and a mouth that would bring even the toughest leather Master to his knees.
I want passion, not pity.
I want beauty, not bullshit.
I want sincerity, not salvation.
As far as D/s interests go, I have many. Once I understood that this lifestyle was at the very core of my being, I was overjoyed, relieved, energized, and determined. I love TPE, OTK, using cuffs, ropes, blindfolds, gags, toys, the crop, breast play, oral, flogging, paddling, roleplay, and sensual, mind-altering sex. And damn it, if swinging a whip around and hearing that "slap" doesn't make me feel like I am king of the world!
More importantly, the essence of what this is all about - the communication, the surrender, the control, the release, the trust - is just so wonderful to me I cannot even put it into words.
I've been told I have incredible eyes, a great smile, a nice butt, soft but strong hands, and that I'm an amazing kisser.
Not too shabby.
If you want some young, single stud that does construction work, can last 5 hours and bench press televisions, then I am certainly not for you.
If you want someone real, sincere, erotic, open, adventurous, that likes to sing and talk about everything, loves the outdoors and good food and music, and has a pretty decent body, then let me know.
I may not be able to offer 24/7 because of my obligations, but I might just have enough to make you smile and feel amazing for a few hours, because that gorgeous, unappreciated creature inside of you had a chance to come out of the dark and live.
So, there you have it.
The good, the bad, and the ugly all rolled up into one. You might like it. You might hate it.
I'm far from perfect.
Be good, everyone!
