fallennangel

It's late, the house is quiet and I'm alone with my thoughts.  Hell....it's better this way than be surrounded by people and still feeling lonely.  It is what it is. 

I find it interesting to read the profiles of male Dominants or should I say males who claim to be Dominants, who are of the opinion that submissives are stupid.  What I mean by that is this....I've read several profiles in which these men post that submissives are playing games and full of BS if they are careful about who they choose to become involved with.  Statements such as this one are the first clue to me that the gentleman writing such nonsense is not a true Dominant.  To imply that I am an imposter because I have the intelligence and common sense to make sure that the person I am corresponding with is indeed who they claim to be is ludicrous.  These are the same gentlemen who demand that a submissive call them Sir before they even ask your name or pressure a submissive to meet them after only one online conversation.  That's not to say that there aren't players on here who claim to be submissives and really aren't.  However, from the viewpoint of a submissive searching for a male Dominant who isn't threatened by an intelligent submissive, the true Dominants are few and far between.  

April 2, 2010

I am a submissive woman

i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship
i am not weak or stupid, i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.
i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me.
I know that He will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving him do i find complete freedom and joy....
His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.
If he desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of our relationship.
The love, the trust, and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.
Not matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high.
If He says i am his precious jewel, then i am that...a beautiful, sparkling gem.
If he says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that....as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.
My mind is His to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.
i have no secrets from Him.... for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put up a wall between Master and myself....and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided i need and so i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when i kneel naked at His feet.
Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me.
If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him, is harder to bear than any physical anquish i feel.
I am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me.
I have the easier job, to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.
I am His pleasue and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously.
i am a submissive woman
i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to my Master who has that strength will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud,
i am a submissive woman

~Author unkown~