the hidden girl unlived for love
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She is an enigma by choice.
Attractive and radiant to all who know her.
She is reserved and calm but seething with passion inside.
She needs it brought out by a strong passionate man.
She wants so much, avoids it all.
Can she engage? It's hurts to fall.
What's the purpose? All hurt, she hurts, they hurt.
Why is she so different? Where did it go wrong?
Happy, yet sad. Sure, yet confused. Wanted, yet lonely.
Steady she is in her course to nowhere.
Alone in her quest for love and happiness.
Should she try with those that love her?
Unliving might not be so bad after all.
She is long under the cloud. It rains everyday on her soul.
Where is the sunshine? She sees little light.
A spark of another lights her fires, she feels his warm embrace.
Is this what I want? Is this what I need?
I can't embrace the light. It hurts to feel the love.
Why do I need this? Why does it hurt?
Can I really give myself to life?
So long she has lived under the cloud,
The sunshine scares her now.
She wants to live in light and feel love warm her at night.
She takes the step, no that's real scary.
Ok, not so bad, I'll try another.
Another and another until it's good to walk.
The light feels better, not so scary if I just walk slow into it.
Sunshine smiles and envelopes her.
The girl has chosen love.