estrella777

Well CS appears to be having morning issues. Lol

To explain my fascination with Weeds. I have lived a wow! life just not the agressive way Nancy Botwin has.              https://www.vulture.com/2012/09/list-of-everything-nancy-has-done-on-weeds.html

she and I would both be in need of therapy her because of her roar. Me because of my kindness and resulting PTSD always seeing the best in people. 

she and I both just fling ourselves out into the world and try our best. we just try different things. That's the difference. i became a sub she became weed dealer. 

More clarity: I am good. I am good person. I am good at serving. I need cuddles and love and maintenance and structure. I am not trying to play. i don't need to be shamed in any way by anyone or put down. I deserve only the best. Like I said I am sure before. if you understand respect, if you know how to get it. Then come meet me. Be welcomed. " Real hasta la murte" 

Here is my advice at my 20th anniversary In the underworld. Be yourself. Don't tell other people what they want to hear. Know your needs. Stick to them. Keep them simple your top three. And if those match up. You have a chance to be happy and make your partner happy. but I don't mean fetish stuff, beauty, or superficial. I mean your real needs. Love, safety/ security, DD/ HoH. Those would be mine all wrapped in a bow of Reality.

Now for most men the reason for asking to chat elsewhere especially for the young ones it's second nature. But these two one of whom mentioned money etc seriously insulted me. Older men should know better. They also are trickier. I decide what I do and when I do it and who I do it with. 

one of the primary tactics of an abuser is isolationism. If you have a problem with me having friends and family I do not not sleep with, then you clearly have an agenda. If you need to corner me of in a chat somewhere you have an agenda. If you lose your temper, call me names, or dangle payment or gifts in front of me good bye. you have to be vetted/ cleared first. We have to negotiate first. This is standard community procedure. Two men have seriously upset me today. One would think they would know better. 

Clarification: I work to find out what is underneath the pleasant veneers of people here. I look for red flags. After all the PTSD events I have been through. You show me red flags and you are gone. I am relatively wise these days.  Warning do not try to cull me from the herd. There is a giant clear warning about that on this site. No let's chat elsewhere at this point I will chat in message here or Fl my face book if you can find me. That is it. Show me your temper and your gone. Focus solely or mostly on sex or kink and you are gone. I look forward to meeting to meeting men or couple who meet my simple needs. 

Today is bull mail day. I try to answer that too. It just come second. bulk mail is about age. When i was in young elementary I got literally grabbed by a man in his 50-70 range. I still have fear. Can't help that. Yelling about it isn't going to help anyone. But I do check my bulk mail.

I made my profile very short and clear and waiting for approval.  

we are buying land, an RV and building or getting mini houses. But we get to choose the land. We don't have to renovate a house we just buy the land. We can see the land long distance. houses are more complex. We can travel. 

I still have access to the Philly and New York. I will be living in New Mexico. so This give access to nearby states as well. 

What do people living in New Mexico think of it? What are things I should travel to see? Is there a commmunity? What is it like? 

We are moving. I will be the last out. But I am so excited new territory. New opportunities to use my Spanish. We will be New Mexico between Albuquerque and Santa Fe. Such a wondeful adventure. 

I am looking for what I know is out there a man's man. Don't show me a deer head or a fish. Show me you know how to live in the hood. Show me you can throw down. Hold your own. protect me. Show me you are serious about machismo but you still love and care for women. Show me that you may not understand that I don't match any colors or rules in the game of life white black yellow or red but you can put me firmly in my place and keep me there. That you know my various places in your life. Show me you understand respect, what it is and how to get it. 

the more I watch Nancy do a brick dance, I gotta say I did better at a church dinner. Roflmao and I didn't have a platform, jeans, or ability to do all the moves. She can't be blamed though not having it in her blood. its kinda fun to see her loosen up after I lived in Puerto Rico, dancing has always been my passion. No wonder I got a few job offers. 

I thought I came up with term celebrating life. Apparently not lol but all I care about is celebrating Mamaw. I figure we love each other. She had a life that had great beauty and joy as well as other parts. That's why we are family. Alive or dead. 

Let me provide a little insight into me. I feel each person is a unique individual. we are according to the indigenous philosophy divided into four tribes often represented by black, yellow, white, and Red. Skin pigment, location, cusstoms may also differ. I prefer Latino culture because of my life experiences. It's where my heart lies. However I will accept the right person regardless of race, ancestry, ethnicity. What I am really at the core beyond the hotness looking for is values. Machismo and marianismo and I require DD or HoH however you know it. Me I am a mix because nobody truly even knows where one of my peoples comes from just the at they have been targeted for slavery and slaughter for long as anyone knows. So any man of any background could be compatible. I just happen to prefer Latino men. They help raise me up not put me down. 

I am busy with family. Feel free to write. Hope y'all are well. 

I love my bank! They are giving me my money back. They are kind. I was escalated to the highest place my profile is now secure. the whole profile had been Hijacked. 

DD is the fountain of life. A criminal ran through our shitty back yard in bare feet. How do I know?  A pair of flip flops in the front yard. $1000 of my money disappeared to my savings account. Why would criminales put my money in my savings. Anyhow somehow I think Papis protect littles and I think Criminals without shoes in our backyard pay for breaking our fence and the law by stepping in dog shit.

Finally each person in 17 pages.  I only need part time DD. I know my Papi is here. I have am the simplest need in the world. I hace a lot to offer to get it met. This will become easy now.

The second mamaw the one who chose me has days. I am arranging to get funeral boots today. I have tasks and the cats almost blinded me trying to get me out of bed for

I am deliberately leaving my account logged in. I do not want people to know when I am actually on or not. I deserve the respect and kindness and empathy I give to others. Tgg he e first person to demand my attention ended my accidental foray into chat and ended my ability to let people know when I am around or not. For real. Some people put pressure on others and literally push them away. I have been hunted. I have PTSD. So don't have expectations of answers or put pressure on me if you want to be friends or communicate with me. And if you are married you better have an open marriage or don't even try. There those are the issues that needed to be addressed in a concise manner. 

If you know what DD is that's what I am DD and service oriented little/ baby girl. 

Comment: most men seeking me are not posting pictures. I am going to shut down this profile possibly and keep talking to my favorites. I also am going to consider a no picture no answer policy. 

I have a specific vetting process. If I want to talk I put you in favorites. It makes life simpler. I have bulk mail filters. However, I check my bulk mail. i simply find it easier. If you want faster attention send a picture. I try to answer everyone at least once but I have tasks at very least. And I am here after all to find one compatible serious person. Just asking for a little patience. 

Áreas i consider my "hood" or places I could be of service in. 
South Carolina

Philly

New York City

possibly New Jersey possibly Georgia, possibly Florida

Puerto Rico

Otherwise I unfortunately cannot be of assistance to you. 

Truth number one I am not moving to Asia or Canada. Thank you. 
Truth number two I am no use to you if you want to pimp me out To VVBBW or old men. 

Think of me as Nancy Botwin doing the brick dance!

i have to confess. I am not here for fetishes. I don't think of the BDSM world in the terms of kink. I see it as the world, my life, it's not about fun. It's about serving and submitting. If you want to get me, learn about me, more importantly let me learn about you. if I like you. If i am capable of meeting your needs and wants. Yay! I will happily do so. what is important to me is you, your beliefs, your intellect, your values etc... if I want to see a penis. I'll ask. Otherwise please don't honor me with it. 🏜️

In case I did not specify my top needs to please, nurturing , guidance, firmness, kindness, and discipline. If you have questions as always feel free to ask. 🏝️

Oh and Latinx counts. Born in the USA counts and if you send me a picture you will get a better response. 

My purpose asking for a Latino or European Dom or a Dom who retains their traditional European values is profound. It's not superficial. I have multiple reasons. But do get hung up over it. I am open minded. I am saying what I prefer. If you wish an explanation or to write me anyway please do ask. ⭐️

I am 95 miles or 1 and one half hours from Columbia. https://www.collarspace.com/plugins/emotions/img/smiley-smile.gif" alt="{#emotions_dlg.smile}" border="0" />

Here are some details about my experience. I have experienced or observed many facets of what I term the underworld. I am familiar with both old guard and new.  I have studied and attended the MsC conference devoted to D/s and M/s. I have served a few people platonically due to the love of service and submission.

Waiting for profile approval.