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I need the excitement and the adrenaline rush of giving up control. Its one of the only things that gets me aroused.
Yet I still want a long term relationship with someone I can tell everything and anything to, someone I can trust with my life and share that life with. Someone to cuddle with and share quiet nights with. Someone that will take care of me when I need it and let me take care of them back.
I'm a tall BBW
I am a professional, intelligent, caring, sensual, sexual drama free person but don’t let that fool you I NEED to do crazy wild scary things.
I like having intelligent conversations, travel, camping, dogs, reading, relaxing with friends and family.
I AM strong, smart and EXPECT to be respected. Some see that as not being submissive I see that as taking care of myself. You can call it what you wish.
I love bondage and the excitement of not knowing. I can top to females If there is a connection there. I love excitement (as if ropes, cuffs, clamps and floggers aren't enough right lol)
I am extremely sensual, sexual and love exploring new things.
I can be sarcastic, funny, goofy, caring, sweet and loving and I'm very affectionate once I feel safe and am comfortable with someone.
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Fantasy:
Mmm one I want to do with a girl subby. Make her ride my Dom. Her riding and I'd stand behind her pushing her down hard against him. Trapping her so she can't get away from him or me. Then taking her hair and pulling her head back so I can kiss her mouth deep. Bite her neck, whisper what a good slut she is in her ear. Keep biting her neck. Her back. Lick her ear. Nibble on it. Reach around and pinch her nipples. Demand she ride harder and faster. Rub her clit. Make her beg to cum. Then after we are all satisfied tuck her between us to cuddle and caress till she falls asleep like a good lil girl.
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Why is pain exquisite when it is done correctly and why does it just hurt like a bitch at other times?? Because if done carefully it can extract our bodies natural response and feed endorphins and adrenalin to the sub and send her rocketing into sub space or a endorphin induced high.. either way you look at it is exquisite and a truly bonding experience between sub and Dom.
So does anyone but me want to understand what happens??
Here it is... When our bodies nerves sense pain it sends a message to our brain that says OUCH!! STOP! Pretty simple.. but our brain also has ways to block that pain. When that painful stimulation is combined with touch, pressure to vibration (ie kissing, petting, caressing, vibrator, touch, fucking) The body sends out pain blockers and lessens the pain so it can feel that caress, or touch better. So when the body is responding to steady slap, pet, slap, kiss, spank, vibrator... what the Dom is really doing is eliciting a natural pain blocking response in his sub and when this is combined with a stressful situation (like bondage, threats of things the sub is scared to do, pushing limits, orgasms) the subs bodies main natural endorphin painkillers (similar to a runners high or second wind) kick in then she’s in full blown subspace and everything he does is blunted by those endorphins and he gets to be rougher and do more and more to take them both to the edge and beyond.
Simple physiology … hmm guess I we are all just endorphin junkies.. Looking for the next excitement and high.. LOL
It’s just to bad I want to learn and share that high with someone I respect and care for…
I wonder if learning to skydive would give me the same high?
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OK I have done alot of thinking and talking to other people. I think I finally figured out how to describe what I'm looking for. Let see if this makes any sense...
As Bill summed up so nicely for me.... (Thank you Bill)
"You are basically in the lifestyle in the bedroom, you want a take charge relationship there but outside you want your individuality,,"
In other words I enjoy subbing in the bedroom and pleasing my partner or Dom but I also consider myself an equal and only respect your wishes and needs if you respect mine.
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